When I heard the news, I felt complicated and incredulous, Fu Jiu was in the hospital? And life and death are uncertain?

After the disbelief, I felt sad, after all, it was someone I had a relationship with for many years, and no matter how cold I was, I couldn't be indifferent.

Fu Jiu was not in the hospital in this city, and everything was in a hurry, so I didn't have time to greet Shen Yu, so I immediately followed Yang Siqi away, and I didn't even bring a salute.

It was obviously too late to fly at this time, so we took the high-speed train.

Yang Siqi has not yet given birth, and she has been staying up for hours with a big belly.

I could see that she was sitting very uncomfortable, but she was exceptionally calm and patient, with the graceful atmosphere of everyone's ladies, not arrogant or impatient.

Although she has a good background and has been pampered since she was a child, Yang Siqi does not have the willfulness and squeamishness of Miss Jiao, her eyebrows and eyes are quiet, and her gestures are full of gentleness and elegance.

This is undoubtedly a gentle woman, and kind.

After looking at her a few more times, I turned my head to look out the window, and felt that Yang Siqi and Fu Jiu were actually quite a good match.

On the way there, Yang Siqi told me some stories about her and Fu Jiu.

It turned out that she and Fu Jiu had known each other since childhood, just like me and Shen Yu.

But his family suffered a tragedy, and in the end, the family fell into trouble, so they were separated for a while.

Goodbye was when he was admitted to the civil service, and her father met him in the political arena and arranged a job for him, and the two began to contact again.

Yang Siqi said that his father was very optimistic about Fu Jiu and admired him.

With Yang Siqi's words, I made up those pictures in my head, listened very quietly, and did not disturb her.

Later, Yang Siqi said to me, "I actually know you. ”

I paused, and then turned my head to look at Yang Siqi.

She smiled demurely: "I've seen your photo, it's Fu Jiu's." ”

She smiled lightly and astringently: "A lot." ”

Her smiling eyebrows and eyes gradually lowered, and her elegant smile dimmed: "He actually loves you very much." ”

Although I don't know if she understands dumb language, I don't have the desire to speak, I just listen to her.

Lowering her eyelashes, Yang Siqi's voice fell softly, and her gaze fell on her bulging belly.

After a moment of silence, she suddenly raised her head to look at me, as if she had made a decision, she said: "He didn't really want to regret his marriage back then, and he really wanted to marry you, but it was his aunt who forced him to die, so he had to do that." ”

"His aunt committed suicide, and before the wedding, he received a video from his aunt, in order to force him, she cut his wrist with a knife, threatening him to make him regret his marriage and let him humiliate you."

"He couldn't watch her aunt really die, so he repented of his marriage."

After many years, hearing these truths at this time, I am extraordinarily calm, and there seems to be no regrets and fluctuations in my heart.

In the end, Yang Siqi told me: "This child was actually just an accident, and his aunt colluded with my family to drug our wine, so he ......."

"My dad just didn't want me to feel bad, he just wanted me to get what I wanted."

She said quietly: "At first, I thought that he married me not only because he wanted to be responsible for me, but also because of my family background, but he didn't want to ......."

She smiled bitterly: "But I don't want it just because I'm pregnant, because their family needs a child, because his aunt said you can't give birth, does he want to let the Fu family die?" ”

“…… And he kept this child only because his aunt compromised and said that if I gave birth to a child, she would not stop him from interacting with you in the future, but the premise is that he can't marry you. ”

"Actually, before we saw you, we respected each other, but we got along very well, until that day when we saw you in the supermarket, he was like a demon."

"He ignored me, threw me where I was and chased me out, but I didn't understand what was wrong with him at the time. It wasn't until that day in the hospital, that night you called me to the hospital and let me know about you, that he told me about it, and I recognized you as the girl in those pictures. ”

"At that time, I understood why Fu Jiu always said that I was very good, but he never went further with me, and between us, it was always like being separated by the Chu River and the Han Realm."

"After seeing you in the supermarket that day, Fu Jiu changed, and often wandered, I thought it was strange at the time, and then I accidentally bumped into him and his aunt several times when they lost their temper, but I didn't know what they were arguing about, because they were always taboo about me."

With Yang Siqi's words, I also remembered the scene we met at that cocktail party many years later, and it was obvious that he actually came prepared that day.

I didn't know that we had met at a supermarket before that, and he must have been looking for me all this time.

Fu Jiu's aunt, although she said that she did not object to him associating with me, in fact, it was just a delaying tactic, otherwise she would not have stopped me again in the future and asked me to stay away from Fu Jiu.

Fu Jiu felt that if we love each other, nothing can stop us from being together, and he felt that as long as we love each other, even if we are not married, it is okay, because his mother follows his father in this way, so he thinks that there is nothing wrong with this, and it is also the best way.

But...... That's impossible.

My parents would never let me do this, and if they found out one day, they would be very sad.

As for me, I have been insecure since I was a child, and love without marriage cannot give me a sense of security, so in the end, I am afraid that I will lose myself in the midst of gains and losses, and finally become something that I don't even know myself.

In the end, I'm just afraid that I'm either tired or withdrawn, because those days will make me feel tired.

Putting these aside, his identity is also extremely special, he can't be the mayor's secretary for the rest of his life, he has a great future, one day in the future, he may also become the deputy mayor or even the mayor, at that time, will he still allow me to exist?

In the car, I received a call from Shen Yu.

I was in a bit of a hurry to leave, and I didn't have time to say hello to him, but he called and asked if I had lunch, so I hung up and texted him that I was going to leave for a few days.

"Where are you going?" Probably thinking that I was going to run away again, he immediately called again.

His voice sank, revealing a hint of coldness and gloom, and his face could not be seen in any way.

I sighed, hung up the phone and continued texting: I'll be back soon.

After that, he didn't call again, and there wasn't a single text message.

When I arrived at the place, I took another bus turn, and then I arrived at the hospital where Fu Jiu lived.

Outside the ward, I saw Fu Jiu's aunt.

She has never liked me, and she has always been jealous of me and my family, so she naturally doesn't give me a good face when she sees me at this time.

Seeing me and Yang Siqi together, she was a little annoyed, and immediately yelled: "I said where did you run away, it turns out that you went to look for her, what are you looking for her for?" ”

Yang Siqi said: "Fu Jiu needs her. ”

Fu Jiu's aunt was extremely angry when she heard this, and she yelled at Yang Siqi: "Siqi, you can figure it out, you are Fu Jiu's wife!" Even if he does, he needs you! ”

Thinking of something, she was even more angry, she pointed at me with red eyes, and the whole person seemed to pounce on me and scratch my face: "If it weren't for her, Fu Jiu wouldn't be lying here now!" ”

As she spoke, she really pounced.

Yang Siqi immediately stopped in front of me, and she said with difficulty: "Auntie, don't be like this!" ”

"Siqi, get out of the way, if it weren't for her, our family Fu Jiu would still be alive and kicking now."

"Auntie, can you be quiet! Listen to me first. Yang Siqi said with difficulty.

Fu Jiu's aunt ordered: "Siqi, get out of the way!" ”

In the face of Aunt Fu Jiu's fierce words, Yang Siqi was as gentle and generous as ever, there was a faint sorrow between her eyebrows, and she said quietly: "Auntie, now she is the only one who can wake up Fu Jiu, why should you deceive yourself?" ”

With a sigh, Yang Siqi gave her a smooth breath: "Don't worry about those things at this time, okay?" It is imperative that we wake Fu Jiu up, do you want to watch Fu Jiu fall asleep like this? I watched the baby in my belly be born without a father. ”

felt that what Yang Siqi said was reasonable, but she couldn't refute it, glared at me, she turned her head coldly, and finally quieted down.

Yang Siqi glanced at me gently and apologetically, "You go and see him." ”

Do a good job of disinfection, and the doctor let me in to see Fu Jiu.

At this time, his body was full of tubes, gauze was bandaged everywhere, and his face was wrapped so that it was impossible to see, only two nostrils, a mouth, and a pair of eyes could be seen.

Seeing him lying here motionless like this, his breathing was so light that people couldn't feel it, as if he had lost all his vital signs, motionless.

I feel sad that he is sleeping here like this.

The saddest thing in life is birth, old age, sickness and death.

After we walked the same street, we returned to the two worlds, and from then on we never saw each other again in heaven and earth, and in this world, there was no more this person, and we could no longer find his footprints, so he disappeared into heaven and earth with the passing years, and finally even his appearance in his memory became blurred.

No love or hatred, even if I can't see him again, I hope he can live well in a place I don't know.

I said a lot of things, and I said all the heartache and hatred that I had been repentant of his marriage.

Because I couldn't speak, I had to write those joys, angers, sorrows, happiness, foolishness, anger, and resentment in the palm of his hand word by word.

The past, happy, sad, hesitant, happy, word by word, show in the palm of his hand.

It was quiet in the care room, except for the ticking of the machines and the faint sound of my breathing.

I couldn't stay in it for too long, and finally the doctor came to urge me, and in a hurry, I wrote the last few words in Fu Jiu's palm.

I said: If you don't wake up, I'll never forgive you.

I don't know if Fu Jiu can know what I wrote, we used to play a lot of similar games, I always wrote on his palms, back, arms, and feet, and then let him guess what I wrote.

I don't know if it's because he's playing too much, so he's always sensitive, so he can always guess what I've written at once.

Thinking of those happy times, and taking one last look at him, I quietly walked out of the ward with red eyes.

It was already dark outside, and we hadn't eaten dinner yet.

At this time, when he came out of the ward, Yang Siqi was the first to greet him.

She didn't ask anything, didn't ask me how Fu Jiu was, and didn't ask me if he could wake up, just Shuya pursed her lips and said to me, "Are you hungry?" I'll take you to dinner. ”

In fact, Yang Siqi didn't have any appetite, but for the sake of the child in her belly, she had to force herself to eat.

But even so, she still didn't eat much.

After settling the bill, she said, "I'll take you to the hotel to rest." ”

Looking at her thin back walking towards the door with her stomach up, I was stunned for a while, and I had mixed feelings.

Actually, I envy Yang Siqi, because she has a gentle and nice voice, and she can have her own children.

She also has a good personality, gentle and generous, beautiful appearance, and her gestures make people feel comfortable.

Lying on the bed, I hesitated for a while, and finally I sent a WeChat message to Shen Yu.

I asked him if he had eaten, slept or slept or if he was tired from work today.

I don't know if he knows that I'm here for Fu Jiu, but subconsciously, I don't want him to know, and if I want to say it, I don't know how to open my mouth.

Say I'm worried? So just to take a look? Or is he doing this because of me? Should I come?

It doesn't seem like it's good to say anything, and I don't have the desire to say it.

After waiting for a long time, I didn't wait for Shen Yu's reply.

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