066 Mother(1)
After eating breakfast one day, Fang Jinghao did not go to work as usual, but just sat across the table and stared at Li Xiaoyun.
"What's wrong? Don't you have to go to work? Li Xiaoyun asked curiously. Today is not a holiday, Fang Jinghao has no reason not to go to work.
"Today I'm taking myself a day off, and I'm going to take you somewhere." Fang Jinghao said a little mysteriously.
"Are you going to take me out to play?" Li Xiaoyun tilted her head and smiled.
"No, I've found your mother."
The blood on Li Xiaoyun's face disappeared in an instant, and she couldn't help but blame him. "Who wants you to be nosy? Did I say I wanted to see her? I don't want to see her! Even if she wants to see me now, I won't pay attention to her. ”
"She won't want to see you, because she died a long time ago." Fang Jinghao said in a deep voice, deciding to let her be mentally prepared first.
Fang Jinghao drove Li Xiaoyun towards the city, and the two were silent and did not talk along the way, because Li Xiaoyun's mind was already mixed and chaotic.
Mom...... Actually passed away? It turned out that she had hated and resented, and now the relatives she was thinking about and thinking about were already dead, and the dearest person she wanted to see day and night over the years had long been separated forever.
"I'm not going to see her anymore! Can you please take me back to the villa? Li Xiaoyun suddenly pressed Fang Jinghao's arm and pleaded.
"Why?" Fang Jinghao asked, but the direction he was driving did not change.
"She's gone, what's the point of me going to see her?" Li Xiaoyun stubbornly squeezed out a smile. Actually, she was afraid, from the moment she heard Fang Jinghao say that she had found her mother, she was very conflicted in her heart. I have imagined countless times in my dreams what it would be like if I could really meet my mother one day. After all this time, is mom old? Will Mom still recognize her? However, when there was really news of her mother, Li Xiaoyun began to be afraid again, she was afraid to know the truth about her mother's departure, she had been hurt too much, if even her mother abandoned her, she really didn't know how to spend the days in the future.
"Xiaoyun, don't be like this, I spent a lot of effort to find her." Fang Jinghao did not change her cold and hard style, and stated the facts, just to ask her not to try to escape.
"I know all of this, but ......"
"Okay, don't say any more, I'm doing this for your own good."
"For my sake, don't force me to face the pain of the past." Li Xiaoyun painfully pressed her forehead against his upper arm, which held the steering wheel.
"Xiaoyun, some things have to be faced after all, blindly avoiding will only make you more painful, solve that mystery! You won't regret it. Fang Jinghao said meaningfully.
Taking Li Xiaoyun to the archives of a well-known newspaper, Fang Jinghao handed her the old newspaper he had obtained from the investigation and pointed out one of the small reports.
Li Xiaoyun took it with a trembling hand and began to read carefully.
It reads the news that a woman committed suicide by jumping into the sea, and the only item left behind is a suicide note to her children, and there should be no suspicion of homicide in the whole case. According to the forensic autopsy, the woman was already a terminal cancer patient and may have lost the will to live.
"What's going on?" Li Xiaoyun looked at Fang Jinghao in confusion.
"You were six years old that year, weren't you?" He pointed to the year printed in the newspaper.
"What do you mean......" Li Xiaoyun didn't dare to say any more.
"That's right, the woman in the newspaper is your mother. It's not that she doesn't want you and your brother, but she just has more than enough heart and not enough strength. Fang Jinghao calmly dissected the real facts.
Li Xiaoyun's body shook for a moment, she really couldn't accept everything that came suddenly. "What about the suicide note she sent to me and my brother? Did you find one? ”
"Of course, because no one but you and your brother can open the letter with their own hands."