This afternoon, after lunch, Angel and I drove to Jinan, and along the way I was reflecting, undoubtedly some of my choices, to let myself, let the past be ashamed, but no one can always make the right choice, otherwise I would not have gone to the bar that night to get drunk, and there would not have been the car accident that embeds pain in my soul. Pinshu.com

Not only was my choice wrong, Zuo Lan's choice was even more wrong, she shouldn't have left me the hope of survival, if I died in that car accident, at least it would be an accidental death, and the death would be justified...... Yes, when the pain of life was unbearable, I had the idea of dying, but I couldn't die, because the name was not right.

The car was still driving on the unobstructed highway, but I leaned back in my chair tiredly, unwilling to think about the bad old days.

......

Angel and I drove a section on the highway, and the two people who didn't want to speak made the trip boring.

I didn't want the boredom to creep in, so I turned on the radio and listened to a traffic station.

After broadcasting the advertisement for a while, it was Wang Feng's new single "Swing Together", which is a very high song that people can't help but sway to the rhythm.

I sat like a stake, just listening to the lyrics.

"Forget the sunscreen, forget the tax bill, forget the bad love of last summer, forget the rose gold, forget the fur dress, forget the sweet lies of drunkenness, let's swing together, forget all the troubles to swing together, yesterday's joy becomes tomorrow's melancholy, let's swing together at this moment......"

Hearing this passage of countless forgetting, I hurriedly turned up the volume to the maximum, and suddenly understood how fierce Wang Feng was, no wonder he dared to be with the international chapter, a person who dared to forget everything, would dare to do anything.....

I hope he can forget the embarrassment of not being in the headlines lately.

.......

Angel's attention was still on the song, and she didn't seem to like the kind of soft rock music, while my fingers were really tapping the reserved sway of the chair to the rhythm.

In idleness, people's minds are always scattered, and I just stare at it and think nonsense......

Angel finally asked me, "Aren't you sleepy!" ”

I shook my head and continued to stare at something, thinking about something that didn't seem to be achievable.

"Then let's change it!"

I shook my head: "I just changed my ...... at the last service station."

"I'm afraid you'll be in a hurry." Angel said and increased the speed of the car again, instantly overtaking a GLK in front of her, which was obviously an emotional vent, but I didn't know what she was venting for.

.......

Angel and I arrived in Jinan at 7 p.m., and the city was completely covered in night.

We parked on the side of the street and walked to find the restaurant, but as we went, Angel kept her distance from me, no longer as intimate as in the morning, which made me suspect that she actually minded my feelings for Zuo Lan.

But what can I do, my current cripple is because of the arrangement of fate, no one wants a simple life more than me, but life has twisted me into a twist.

.......

After dinner, Angel and I looked for a hotel, of course it wasn't my idea, but Angel asked, God knows why she did it, but I didn't refuse, anyway, I couldn't stay in a room, so it didn't make a substantial difference whether I stayed in a hotel or not.

Angel first I found the hotel, I wanted to open a room with her, but I was refused, there was no reason, so I wandered the streets alone on this cold winter night.

In fact, I know better than anyone else about Angel's imminent departure, but I don't want to think too clearly, because what I think too clearly is a heavy burden for Angel.

.......

The loneliness of the night made me suddenly want to find someone to talk to, but who could I find in this huge city, and who would like to listen to my complaints about gains and losses.

I was tired of the cold walls of the hotel, so for so many years I had the habit of opening the curtains when I stayed in a hotel, and instead of staying in a hotel with the curtains open, it was better to wander the streets until I returned to the hotel, and then fell asleep.

Sitting on the curb, I lit a cigarette, burning with melancholy, and imagined who would be able to talk to me for a while.

I thought of Wang Jing, some time ago I heard him say that he was going to spend a while in Jinan, if he was still there, I simply asked him out for a drink.

Raised his hand and sent a message to Wang Jing: "I'm in Jinan, come out to drink!" ”

After a while, Wang Jing sent me a message back: "Yo..... Crashed again! ”

"No, I'm panicking alone!"

"I'm back in Yangzhou, but my daughter-in-law is still in Jinan, if she is willing to listen to your complaints, you can ask her to talk!"

"Inappropriate...... I finished sending this message, threw my phone aside and ignored it, but I was even more annoyed, this annoyance came from Angel, because I cared too much about her feelings, but I didn't know how to take care of her...... This powerlessness is incredibly irritating.

Maybe I'm not a man who is too expressive, so I have a lot of troubles in love.

Not everyone can express themselves in disregard of time and place like Wang Feng, so it is so regrettable to divorce Faye Wong and collide with Evergrande to win the championship.

......

Just sitting in the night, the mobile phone rang unexpectedly, I thought it was Anqi, picked up the phone and looked at it, but it was Tian Tian, it was estimated that Wang Jing told her that I was broken down and urgently needed enlightenment and treatment.

I answered the phone, and Tian Tian's voice came: "Hey, Zhang Yixi, where are you!" ”

"Jinan!"

"Collapsed again......!"

"Why do you add another word, I like to collapse so much!"

"Have you broken down less...... Where are you, I'll look for you! ”

"I didn't break down.....!"

"Come on, I'm going to take a look, I love to see people break down..... By the way, if you invite me to supper later, I won't believe it, I can't pull the hair out of your iron rooster! ”

Ending the call with Tian Tian, I couldn't help but sigh: It's really a black ..... who is close to ink Wang Jing's set she learned well, and she loves to watch people collapse the most..... Loss or loss.

......

After a while, Tian Tian found me, and I took her to KFC, because the KFC voucher given to me by an employee of a company last time had not been used up, and Pippi went back to the town, so I couldn't use it up now, so I simply took it out and invited Tian Tian to have supper.

When I took out a stack of nationwide vouchers from my wallet at the service desk of KFC, Tian Tian stared at me and sighed for a while: "Zhang Yixi, are you okay?" ”

"What's wrong!"

"Is it necessary to slam the door like this?"

"Are you afraid that you won't be able to eat enough, I still have a lot of vouchers here, what do you want to eat, just wait for the waiter, it's enough." I said as I pulled out a stack of vouchers from the mezzanine of my wallet.

Tian Tian gave me a roll of his eyes and lamented: "Our Wang Jing is really careless in making friends!" ”

.......

While talking to Tian Tian, Anqi's phone call came in, I was happy in my heart, she still couldn't bear to let me be lonely and melancholy after all, it just so happened that I still had a lot of vouchers here, so I simply asked her to have supper together, and introduced her to Tian Tian by the way.....

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