【Latest chapter reading. I ended the call with my aunt in a complicated mood, but I didn't promise whether I would go back to the town tomorrow Because of this matter, I need to ask Angel's opinion If she is willing to go back with me, then we will face my family together If she is not willing, I don't have the intention of going back to the blind date at all, even if I just go back to deal with it

After leaving Shen Man's office, I went back to my office, and Angel was still asleep

Her sleeping position is the most insecure sleeping position I watched her quietly but my heart was mixed No matter how strong a person is, but subconscious things can't deceive people Just like Angel at this time Remove all guards and disguises She is also a woman who needs to be protected so much

I stroked her hair and covered her with the blanket that had slipped, and then I sat back in my office chair and went back to work

Because of Angel's hours at work, I didn't feel bored at all, and when I was tired, I looked at her, and the whole world was warm, and after so much, if we couldn't come together in the end, I thought: I'm going to degenerate into a soulless walking corpse

I've fallen for the poison of love that can't be solved

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It was almost noon when Angel woke up, and this restful sleep seemed to make her very comfortable, and she stretched her waist and opened her eyes

"Zhang Yixi, how long have I been asleep?"

"It's already noon"

"It's been so long," Anqi sighed and said, "It's time for lunch."

I smiled and said, "Why do I suddenly think of an animal?"

Angel didn't react for a while: "What animal?"

I smiled and continued to look at the report, and Angel suddenly understood, picked up the pillow on the sofa and threw it at me: "You're a pig."

I grabbed the pillow and couldn't help but laugh I actually like the way she is now, and of course, I like it when I'm cold, and if you love someone, you should love her whole thing, including her soul

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While laughing with Anqi, there was a knock on the office door, and after I said "please come in", the door was opened, and the people who came were Shen Man and Guan Ying

Shen Man seemed to ask deliberately: "Don't disturb the two of you?"

Of course I didn't care about Shen Man's deliberate behavior I smiled and asked, "Is there something wrong, senior sister?"

"Sister-in-law, I'll be discharged from the hospital later, there is a banquet at Han Feng's house at noon, do you want to join us?" Shen Man looked at An Qi after speaking

Angel didn't say anything, I know that she won't be able to face my group of friends as a transformed identity for a while, and I also know in my heart that I guess she won't go back to the town with me to face my family again Some of the unhappiness in my heart It takes time to slowly let go

Seeing that I didn't speak, Shen Man made an understanding expression and nodded, "Then you accompany Mr. An, let's go first."

I nodded, and Shen Man and Guan Ying nodded to Angel before leaving

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"Where do you want to eat at noon?" I asked Angel

"Go to Regency Heights"

I especially agree with Angel's proposal If you can save it, you can save it, and the dishes of Lijingxuan are indeed excellent

Angel seemed to see into my heart, and looked at me with contempt, in fact, she didn't like my stinginess very much

I don't care about Angel's contempt, because I've always lived like this, even after the material conditions are very good, I only have a few sets of high-end clothes, just to participate in business occasions, and my biggest personal consumption is cigarettes, and I don't seem to have a sense of high society, but it's nothing, I'm happy to live like this

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Angel and I had breakfast late, discussed it for a while, and decided to postpone lunch

I was still busy with my work, and Angel pulled out a few magazines from the cabinet next to the sofa and watched the time pass quietly in the busy gap

I don't know when, Angel came to me with a photo album in her hand, she pointed to a photo inside and asked me, "Zhang Yixi, when is this photo?"

And I looked at it, and this was a picture of me with a lot of kids, and the background was a Hope Primary School that I funded last year in a poorer township in the west, and the primary school was named after Zuo Lan

"Last year, I answered, but my heart was full of sadness, as long as it comes to Zuo Lan, I have always been sentimental

Angel nodded and continued to look at it: "Is this the Hope Primary School you funded to build?"

"Hmm," I replied again, "Zuo Lan Hope Elementary School" in the photo has already said everything, there is nothing to hide

Angel closed the album and seemed to be brewing for a long time before asking, "Tell me about you and Zuo Lan, okay?"

I was silent for a long time before I said to Angel: "My life is given by her......" It's just this sentence I can't say anymore

Angel looked at me quietly, not pushing me, giving me enough time to relieve myself

For a long time, I choked up and told Angel what happened two years ago in fits and starts......

"At that time, I was really messed up, and the jīng god was in a state of collapse all the time Zuo Lan left me a chance to live Pippi became my whole and the pillar of the jīng god Love was no longer important to me at that time, I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to accept Pippi, and I was even more afraid that your family wouldn't be able to accept Pippi, so ..... So I chose a marriage that I thought would make me secure..... I think you're going to find your happiness without me, because you're such a perfect woman...... But ......"

"But you didn't think that I wasn't married, and I wasn't happy......," Angel choked up

At the end of the word, I am silent, and Angel is silent This moment, the past, the present, and the future seem to turn into a sharp blade that pulls at our fragile and sensitive nerves

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"The past is a thing of the past, don't mention it," I finally choked up

Angel shook her head and asked, "Do you love Zuo Lan?"

"Love" I didn't hesitate, I didn't feel that this was a question that made me embarrassed, if it weren't for Qi Dong, I really hope to engrave "Zhang Yixi's deceased wife" on Zuo Lan's tombstone, this line is heavy, but it is a lifelong recognition

She was my first love, and there were many of the best firsts between us, and Pipsqueak, which was enough for me to imprint her in the name of love

Angel just nodded

I'm still silent, and my answer may stab Angel again, but what can I say, "I don't love", I'd rather die immediately than be hypocritically currying favor

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"Yes....... Take me to meet Zuo Lan?"

For a long time, Angel made this request that shocked me

After being silent for a long time, I finally nodded, because Zuo Lan must also be an existence that Angel and I need to face and face, even though she is far away

"When to go"

"Just this afternoon"