Chapter 10: Goodbye, First Love (2)
Su Nianan didn't know why she fell asleep again, only that when she opened her eyes again, he actually appeared in front of her again. Su Nianan turned his head and closed his eyes.
"Sit up and eat."
She still didn't react, Qin Muchen directly fished her out of the quilt, and Su Nian'an, who was naked, hurriedly pulled the quilt up, and he put the dishes and chopsticks in her hand, "Eat." ”
Her hands had no strength at all, and with a crooked wrist, the bowl fell to the ground along with the food.
Qin Muchen was still the same as in the morning, he finished cleaning up and brought another bowl. He fed it to her mouth spoonful, and Su Nian'an's stomach twitched with hunger, but she didn't want his things, she wanted nothing at all.
Holding back the stomachache, he closed his eyes and shook his head.
"Su Nian'an, eat."
She quickly lay down in front of the bed, retching.
Qin Muchen handed her water to rinse her mouth, Su Nianan rinsed her mouth, closed her eyes again, and lay down. She was pale and devoid of energy.
He looked at her distressedly and asked softly, "An An, what's wrong?" ”
Su Nianan frowned slightly and did not answer him. How could she, she wasn't tortured by him yet. There were tears slowly flowing out of the corners of his eyes, he was not gentle, she was not being spoiled by him in the palm of his hand, he was just taking revenge on her, but it was clear that she had nothing to do with his stepmother, why did he treat her like this, just because she looked alike?
She scoffed, blaming herself for taking the bait, blaming herself for pounced on him.
Qin Muchen reached out and touched her forehead, the hot temperature, hurriedly dressed her, and carried her to the hospital.
"An An, you'll be fine."
Su Nian'an's eyes were full of tears, if it weren't for him, would she be like this? She didn't know, closed her eyes and fell asleep again. In the dream, he was still so gentle and considerate, even her parents accompanied her, as before the wedding, she had a warm home, and he who doted on her......
The corners of her mouth were slightly hooked, but the corners of her eyes were shining with tears, "Mu Chen, if everything is not true, how good it would be-"
Qin Muchen comforted her and said, "It's not really, it's not true." ”
At that time, Su Nian'an was like a ceramic doll, she curled up on the seat, her small body had borne too much in a short period of time, he didn't want to, he wanted to appease her and spoil her. But just because they weren't married, she said those words, which angered Qin Muchen and stimulated the weak area in his heart.
He shouldn't have been easily provoked by her anger and then hurt her......
I found the nearest hospital, hugged her and rushed in.
It was Qin Muchen's female doctor who showed her the injury, who was in her forties, looking kind and charitable, and when she saw Qin Muchen coming over with medicine, she scolded him with her head and face: "This little girl is so thin and weak, you don't know pity!" A good girl is painful, but you let people suffer such a sin, she has not eaten for at least two days, and she has a high fever, and now there are some small bleeding in her lower body, and there are injuries inside, which is really a sin. The external and internal medicines are used on time and taken on time, and she is not allowed to touch her for half a month, and she will be revisited after a week! ”
Qin Muchen listened carefully, and finally the doctor hung a bottle of nutrient solution for her, and he stayed by her side, holding her hand tightly.
Where did he know, where did he know that it would be like this. Looking at her without the slightest blood, his heart seemed to be pinched by something and he couldn't breathe. After the nutrient solution was infusion, she opened her eyes slightly, looked at the unfamiliar room, and saw the doctor and nurse in the white coat, it turned out that she was in the hospital.
"An An, are you awake? Are you feeling better? If there is anything else that is uncomfortable, just talk to the doctor. ”
Su Nianan looked at Qin Muchen, was he concerned about her? Is it concerned about whether she is dead or not, and the province needs him to be responsible, right? She clenched her teeth and turned her head, not like she saw the face she hated or even disgusted.
Leaving the hospital, he hugged her all the way, and she just closed her eyes and let him go.
I don't know if it's because of the high fever, a few days after Su Nian'an was discharged from the hospital, he slept on the bed, and he couldn't afford to sleep. Aunt Hour looked at her confused appearance and asked what was wrong.
Su Nianan just smiled slightly, and then shook his head.
She hadn't spoken for a long time, whether it was to Qin Muchen or Aunt Hour, no matter how much the other party said, she hadn't spoken.
Aunt Hourly changed the tricks of cooking medicinal food or porridge to nourish the body and blood for her to eat every day, occasionally Su Nianan could still eat some, more often she was retching, even taking medicine every day, it was Qin Muchen who forced her, she swallowed it, he pushed everything to the assistant and stayed by her side intently.
"An An, you haven't spoken for many days."
Su Nian'an still looked out the window blankly, as if she hadn't heard him speak at all, Qin Muchen walked up to her, but she quickly turned her head.
"Would you like to watch TV for a while? Get up and move, you can't lie in bed all day...... "Qin Muchen is very worried that she lies in bed all day long, never gets down and walks around, eats either by him or by her aunt, and when she takes a bath, he also carries her to the bathtub and washes for her, as long as he is by her side, she either closes her eyes and sleeps, or turns her head. He hated her like this!
Su Nianan pulled on the quilt and covered his head.
Ten minutes passed, she didn't hear the slightest sound, Su Nian'an, who was stuffy, lifted the quilt by herself, and when she opened her eyes, his enlarged face appeared in front of her eyes, she was just about to turn her head, but Qin Muchen grabbed her cheeks, Su Nian'an glared at him, and then closed her eyes.
"Su Nian'an, what the hell do you want? No one feeds you when you eat, you lie on the bed without anyone to hold you, you are not disabled, you are not missing arms and legs, don't look like you are going to die all day long, and make the people who care about you sad. ”
"Mr. Qin, I don't eat, I don't move, what does it have to do with you if I make the people who are related to me sad." I didn't speak for several days, and when I first spoke, my throat hurt a little.
She looked at him, no matter what her expression was these days, he was gentle and relative, showing people that illusion, and now he finally tore that mask. Did he think she wanted to? But she didn't want to move, she didn't feel any strength in her body, and she felt uncomfortable even vomiting sideways.
If she eats a little, she retchs badly, and she feels uncomfortable when she moves, why doesn't she let herself lie down more comfortably.
But looking at him, she still felt an indescribable discomfort in her heart, it turned out that his gentleness, his thoughtfulness, when he no longer existed, her heart would hurt once she thought of it. She was nothing but a woman who did not let him love, he did not skimp on his false tenderness, he did not skimp on his false thoughtfulness, but he was very stingy with his love, whether false or not, with a mask or not, he never said that he loved her.
"That's a good point, but I'm going to let you have a relationship with me." Qin Muchen pressed down, and the heavy weight made it difficult for Su Nian'an to breathe, but she still turned her head and closed her eyes.
No matter what she says, no matter how much she resists, what he wants to do will not change his mind because of her. Just like that night, when she was in pain and begging for mercy, he still didn't react, he didn't stop, he still kept hitting her, which made her understand even more that he didn't care about her, he didn't feel her at all, and he wouldn't change his decision at all because she was comfortable or uncomfortable, painful or not.
However, she doesn't care anymore, as long as she controls her heart, what if her body is being tortured by him. She doesn't love him anymore, it doesn't matter anymore.
He kissed her lips, kisses that were crazier than that night, domineering and aggression intertwined, gnawing and sucking. Lifting the quilt and letting her body cling to him, her palms roaming over her body, tearing her pajamas and turning them into rags again.
Su Nian'an still closed her eyes tightly and grabbed the sheets with both hands, she didn't resist, because she knew that resisting would only make him more crazy.
She fell in love with a man, but she fell in love with him with a mask, fell in love with his disguised side, and when his true side was revealed, she really couldn't believe it would be him, and she left just to keep the last bit of good feeling for him. But he didn't let go, but he let her know that he was more brutal, but he wanted her to only remember the hatred for him-
But Su Nian'an didn't know, the more she didn't react like this, the more she provoked Qin Muchen's possessiveness, he wanted her to have feelings, he wanted her to fall into the lust of teasing with him, he wanted her to be the same as before, he still liked the little woman who was well-behaved and obedient and revolved around him.
"An An, why are you paranoid about the marriage certificate, can we go and get the marriage certificate tomorrow?"
He even thought she was just because of the marriage certificate? Has he forgotten all the things he has done? Or did he think she didn't know, so he didn't say it. It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous. If he loved her, if he didn't indirectly cause her father to be imprisoned, and indirectly let her mother break off the mother-daughter relationship with her, how could she be angry with him because she didn't have a marriage certificate!
He didn't even know the point, he-
Su Nian'an laughed out loud, "No, Qin Muchen, I don't need to, I just want to leave you now." ”
"An An, don't force me." Qin Muchen's head rested on her shoulder, his lips were close to her ear, and he made a low and hoarse voice, and he forcibly did not make a move on her.
"Qin Muchen, didn't you find that it was impossible between us at all? Do you think that with a marriage certificate, there is nothing? Let go, Qin Muchen. Let's stop pestering each other, you should let me go, I just want to leave, I just want to leave you. ”
Su Nian'an cried slightly, Qin Muchen who listened to it was distressed, but he-
"No, I'll never let go!"
Su Nian'an closed his eyes, "Okay, how you decide is your business, and I, I will never change my decision, even if I die, I will leave you, I don't want to stay by your side for a moment, I don't want to see you for a second!" ”