Chapter 9: Goodbye, First Love (1)
Her first love, goodbye.
If he was ruthless and cold-blooded, if he treated her like this from the beginning, she would never blame him for being ruthless, she didn't blame him for being cold-blooded, but why did she show people a false appearance in the first place, why did she get familiar with and even get used to him wearing a mask, why let her enjoy and even covet his tenderness......
She blamed herself for not seeing anything clearly, so she casually handed her true heart to him. She used to love him so much, she used to want to stay by his side so much, she never chased anyone, she even did not hesitate to chase him, once she thought she could be with him forever, carefully pondering his preferences, remembering what he hated, imprinting everything about him deeply in her heart, she could give her love without reservation, but in the end, she was just a joke, a big joke.
He never loved her at all, he was just for revenge, he didn't deserve her love at all.
Qin Muchen, I hate you so much, I hate you so much, but what I hate the most is myself.
Because you are cowardly, you want to rely on, and because you are used to it, it does not mean that if you are cowardly, others should rely on you, and if you are used to others, you should make you dependent. She's really not strong enough.
Su Nian'an let her tears flow down unscrupulously, she let herself be cowardly for the last time, from this time on, she will never cry again, she will never cry again, she will throw away all the reliance and dependence she is used to, she wants to be strong, never, let anyone hurt her, never cry for this man named Qin Muchen again, she wants him to completely disappear from her world.
She may not meet him once in her life, she doesn't want to be in the same city with him, she doesn't want to stand under the same sky with him, she doesn't want to breathe the same air with him.
She's going to run, no, she's leaving.
She's going to start her new life, she doesn't want to live like before all around him, she's ......
Su Nian'an closed her eyes and endured Qin Muchen's kissing and touching, she never thought that she would be so under him, it turned out that his gentleness really didn't belong to her, it was really hard for him to pretend to be gentle to her for so many days.
Her lips sneered, she was indeed a scourge, and the people around her were far away from her.
"Qin Muchen, do you really think this is interesting? Interesting? ”
He slowly unwrapped his clothes until he was honest with her, and he spoke in her ear: "Since you don't want to take the initiative, then I have to take the initiative." An An, your body tells me that you want it very much. ”
Su Nianan trembled with anger, "Qin Muchen, you are shameless!" ”
He laughed out loud, without a trace of anger, "I'll be more shameless later, An An, save some strength." ”
The muscular body overturned, and he looked at her, gazing deeply......
When he met her, he never treated her fiercely or badly to her, but at this point today, he himself didn't know how to explain it, he even felt very inexplicable, his favor and his love, just because he was not married, she said that she didn't want to see her again, but she wanted to leave, he didn't want her to leave, it was useless to treat her gently, he had to take some special measures.
An An, whether it is love or hate, I will not let go.
His smile grew brighter and brighter, but she couldn't, he kissed her, her heart was cold, she was afraid of his kiss, the aggressive kiss left countless marks on her body.
The heart is gone, and the body is not so important.
Su Nian'an is not resisting, she is at his mercy, as long as she can restrain her heart, her body is not good.
Qin Muchen looked at her eyes and became even more angry. Obviously, she should have been full of lust before, but now there is nothing in her eyes, cold and hateful. He shouldn't care that she doesn't react, he shouldn't care about her hatred, but he still feels distressed when he sees her like this.
He gently covered her lips, rubbing gently, tossing and turning, sucking softly, waiting for her reaction.
But she didn't react in the slightest, Qin Muchen had an uncontrollable anger in her head, since this couldn't make her react, then ......
He felt that she was trembling, she frowned, bit her lip tightly, and even bit out blood, which oozed out, stinging Qin Muchen's eyes. He lowered his head and put his lips on her lips again, kissing her bloodshot away, not letting her hurt himself like that.
Her body was in pain that she didn't know how to describe it, and her heart felt as if it had been torn apart. Fingers grasped his back, no longer like before, estimated that his pain could not bear to start, at this time she dug her nails into his flesh fiercely, she looked at the familiar face through a blurred vision, for the first time in her life, she hated a person so much, hated and wanted to kill him with her own hands.
Qin Muchen licked his lips and began to continue to kiss her lips, entangled her tongue to move with him, she did not resist and did not react at all, which made Qin Muchen very dissatisfied. She stiffened her body, and she had been deliberately trying to curb her lust, but she couldn't control her body, and she had to control her heart.
His fingers roamed over her body, lingering, caressing again and again, making her tense body tremble. Her body and mind were tormented, and the war against him had just begun, and she almost wanted to give up every time.
She didn't know how many times he wanted her, but in the end she had no strength, slumped on the bed, her body was full of his body odor, she was disgusted and wanted to vomit, but she still didn't have the strength to get up from the bed and go to the bathroom to take a shower.
She watched him leave refreshed, and heard the sound of the door locking, and before that...... He even saw her wishes, took her to the bathroom, bathed and washed her for her, and fed her with his own hands, Su Nianan was hungry to death, but he couldn't eat a bite, and couldn't help but gag at him.
Her eyes widened at the thought of something.
Never conceive his child! He's a veritable beast!
And Qin Muchen just made a new breakfast and put it on the cabinet next to her bed.