409. Fu Xue's epilogue (3) The unknown past
His mother's words undoubtedly gave Pei Jun a heavy blow, and he has always had an excellent impression of his father, so good that there are no flaws.
In his mind, the figure of his father has always been tall and dignified, like a hero and a god.
He even felt that his father was the most perfect man in the world, although he was busy, he took care of his family very much, and he was very good to his mother.
Although they had little time to spend with him, he had really thought that their family was perfect, that his father loved her mother very much, and that so did his mother.
Now, her mother told him that it was not her who betrayed her first, and his father, Pei Jun, was really hurt for a while, and it was difficult to accept.
The image of his father in his heart collapsed, and it turned out that he had always thought that his perfect father was not perfect either.
As if recalling the past, Pei's mother's gaze became distant and ethereal: "Once, your father and I may indeed have loved each other, but my relationship with him is only afraid that it can't compete with his first love." ”
"We met in Los Angeles, and I could say that it was love at first sight with him, but I didn't think about deliberately getting close to him, maybe it was really fate, we met again, and then we intersected."
"I already had a good impression of him, and after many contacts, we soon had a relationship."
"I followed him to Japan, and at that time, I was really happy, and I thought I would be happy, until when I was pregnant with you, I happened to smell the perfume of a strange woman on him......"
"Women have a natural sensitivity to the men around them, and in some things, a woman's sixth sense is even more accurate."
"At first, I also numbed myself, he socialized a lot, and it was inevitable that he would need his female companion to deal with some scenes."
"At that time, I really believed in him, after all, he was an upright person, and he was kind to others......
Pei's mother thought about Pei Jun's father when he was young, and said in a daze: "He is polite, humble and elegant, and is the prince charming that many girls dream of, I think such a person should be perfect, I shouldn't think of him like that." ”
"I was afraid that I would slander him, so I never thought about it or doubted anything."
"But...... If it is a coincidence that the same perfume smell appears on him once or twice, what about three or four times, five times or six? ”
She smiled bitterly, laughing at herself for being really stupid at that time: "What's more, it's still every day." ”
"I couldn't deceive myself anymore, so I decided to take a step, I followed him, and then I saw him come to a small compound when he was supposed to be at work."
"The woman obviously knew that he was coming, and was already waiting at the door, and I saw your father get out of the car from a distance, and the woman greeted him happily and sweetly, and the two of them walked towards the house in a group."
"I was sad and heartbroken, and I was angry and wanted to question, but I didn't do anything, I chose to ignore it, and I thought I didn't know anything."
"Because I can't bear him, I can't bear our family, and I can't bear you, so I endured it."
"Choosing to forbear, this is also a decision I made after careful consideration."
Pei's mother was helpless: "Being in a foreign country, I have no relatives, if you divorce, he will definitely not let me take you away, plus I really love him, I still want to keep him, I want to give him a chance, and I am not reconciled." ”
"In order to move him, I treat him better than before, more gentle, and more considerate, I never make trouble in front of him, play petty, and always be very generous and tactful."
"I thought I could keep him by doing this, but I didn't."
Mother Pei raised her head sadly, took a breath, and there were no tears in her eyes: "Later...... I learned that the woman was his first love, and that she had been in love for many years, and that she had left, but for some reason she had returned. ”
"I don't know for what reason, he never mentioned divorce to me, maybe he thought about it, but in the face of such a weak and gentle me, he may be difficult to speak, or maybe he can't bear to hurt, so he is still very good to me, as gentle as ever."
"And he and that woman have never stopped."
"When I was two months pregnant, she was pregnant, and then he spent more time with her, often coming back late at night with her scent."
"He takes good care of me, but it's just a fake hand."
Lowering her head, Mother Pei smiled bitterly: "He doesn't know whose belly he cares about, and he actually studied the knowledge of pregnant women, so he began to buy some supplements that pregnant women need." ”
Smiling dryly, Pei's mother said coldly and calmly: "He should have bought it for her, but he just gave me a copy by the way." ”
"At that time, Fujinoda was his right-hand man, so he entrusted him with many things, those supplements, her share was sent by him personally, and my share, he sent Fujinoda."
"In this way, after coming and going, I became acquainted with Fujinoda."
"Fujinoda is two years younger than your father, about the same age as me, compared to your father's steadiness and gentleness, he is a little more bohemian, and a little second-rate of a young man, very frivolous, a little bit of courage that is not afraid of heaven and earth."
"At first, I didn't like him very much, but after more contact, I didn't dislike it."
"He can often make me laugh and make me cry, but I have a lot of fun with him, and I gradually find that I seem to be attracted to him."
She smiled: "Later, the woman didn't know what happened and was born prematurely. ”
"She died in childbirth, the child lost its mother, and it happened that my due date was coming, and he wanted to bring the child into Fujino's house in the name of justice, so he brought back the matter of my birth."
"So, even though I was only pregnant with one child, I gave birth to twins."
Pei Jun was shocked, he didn't expect that the truth of the matter would be like this, let alone that Rong Rong and him were not twins.
They came from the same father, and it was inevitable that they would be very similar, so he never doubted it.
And his mother's attitude was also very good, and she never let him notice anything, so he was even less suspicious.
For the child who was not born by herself, Pei's mother was really good to her, but she didn't have much affection in her heart.
For so many years, she ate the pains of her heartache one bite at a time, and then rotted, but her face was not shocked.
After experiencing these betrayals and pains, the only thing she learned was acting, acting in a full set of plays, without leaks.
If people can't find a single point wrong, she can live better and get more things.
Pei Jun's mind was a little messy, thinking about these things, he suddenly remembered that Rong Rong was insulted, he trembled suddenly, and suddenly woke up.
He asked in a trembling voice, "What about Rong Rong?" She's defiled things, you ......"
Pei Jun couldn't ask, if his mother had a relationship with Fujinoda, then Rong Rong ......
He couldn't ask, but Pei's mother couldn't say anything, and there was nothing that couldn't be admitted.
She stood straight, neither humble nor humble, quiet and indifferent.
She said: "That's what I mean, I want to use her to force you, temper you, and make you a weapon." ”
After stumbling, Pei Jun almost lost his footing.
He suddenly realized that his mother was also sad every time she mentioned Rong Rong, and the sadness in her eyes couldn't be hidden.
Now that I think about it, I am afraid that it is not because of her daughter that something happened to her daughter that makes her feel heartache and sadness, but because of Rong Rong's life experience that she can't forgive.
Pei Jun suddenly found that the mother in front of him, who was always very gentle and elegant, was too strange, and he felt that he had never really known her.
He didn't expect that his mother, who had always been known for her gentleness and generosity, would have such an iron heart, cold as if there was no temperature.
He said in a trembling voice: "Even if Rong Rong is not your daughter, but she is also grown up by you, and you used to treat her as your own daughter, how can you be so ruthless?" How could you do that to her? ”
Pei's mother said calmly: "Some people are destined to be sacrificed, if you don't want to be the one who is sacrificed, you must be ruthless, and her sacrifice is not worthless, isn't it?" ”
She walked in front of Pei Jun and looked at her son seriously: "If there were no sacrifices, how could my son be so good?" ”
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