408. Fu Xue's ending (2) The secret in the ancestral hall
Facing her son's questioning, Pei's mother stood straight, graceful and elegant, and extremely calm.
Even her answer was calm, "I have nothing to do with him, if you want to ask Fu Xue about it, I can tell you that I am just out of selfishness, and I don't want you to marry her back." ”
Pei Jun asked noncommittally: "Really?" Is that all? ”
Pei's mother calmly added: "Fujinoda said that he had a way to help me get people away, and he said that he wouldn't let you find them, I think, as long as I can get people away, I don't care about the rest, so I didn't stop it, and I won't stop it." ”
Rubbing his eyebrows, Pei Jun turned his back a little tiredly, and suddenly he asked, "So are you satisfied with the current situation, Mom?" ”
Pei's mother fell silent.
To be honest, she didn't expect such a situation, but ......
She still chose to believe that she knew that she was stupid and made the mistakes that many women make, but she still has no regrets.
She has no turning back, so even if it is wrong, she has to go forward hard, she has always been stubborn, even if it is wrong, she will always be wrong to the end, and never look back.
"Mom, how many years has my father been dead?"
Pei's mother was in a trance, and she didn't understand why her son suddenly asked this.
How many years?
It seemed like it had been many years since he died, and she didn't know how long it had been since she hadn't thought about him, and she was no longer familiar with him as a person.
In a trance, her son's voice came to her ears again, and she heard him say, "My father has been gone for so many years, aren't you lonely and empty, mother?" ”
Hearing this, Pei's mother was suddenly a little annoyed: "Ah Jun! ”
Pei Jun didn't give up: "Mom, haven't you thought about remarrying or finding another man?" ”
Pei's mother was really angry, as if she had been fooled and blasphemed by her son, and she stepped forward and waved her hand to slap her.
Following the force of her slap, Pei Jun's face was tilted to one side, he maintained that posture, his eyes were indifferent, and his voice was still flat and calm: "Is it because I love my father too much, or is it something else?" So for so many years, you have never thought of remarrying, and there has never been a man around you. ”
Of course, any of those words should be taken out of the face of the situation.
He finally turned his head, looked at his mother forcefully, and said word by word: "In that case, why can you put up with Fujinoda?" Endure his years of encroachment? ”
Pei's mother turned pale, she didn't know if she was angry or what, she stared at her son, her face became hideous, her fists were clenched, and her whole body was trembling.
I don't know if she was really angry or wanted to vent, she waved her hand and slapped Pei Jun in the face.
Obviously, he could have dodged, but he didn't dodge, so he slapped her again quietly.
As if he had to get an answer, Pei Jun aggressively asked: "What kind of feelings does my mother have for Fujinoda?" ”
Pei's mother stumbled for a moment, and finally lost her former peace.
She didn't speak, turned and left.
is cold, but there is a taste of running away.
Pei Jun seemed to have made up his mind not to let her go, as if there were some things that he had to ask today, he stared at her back and didn't let go: "There is one thing, I have always wanted to ask my mother." ”
"On that thunderstorm night, the pair of men and women who were entangled around the shrine's neck|neck|neck|, were actually you and Fujinoda, aren't they?"
Bae Jun will not forget that night-
At that time, he was still young, and he always wanted his parents to spend more time with him, but his father was very busy, and his mother did not have so much time to spend with him, so he felt unhappy, so he was angry and wanted to make a fuss, so that they could pay more attention to him.
He hid, pretending to run away from home, as if no one had noticed that he was gone, and he hid in the abandoned shrine from the afternoon until dark.
It was raining and thundering outside, there were no lights in the shrine, and he sat under the table with his face held as if he didn't know how to be afraid.
He didn't know how long he had waited, he didn't wait for his father, but he waited for two people like that.
In fact, he was asleep, and was woken up by their movements.
The bright light of lightning slashed in, and he still couldn't see the two people clearly, only seeing two bodies entangled, not a single human body.
He lifted the tablecloth and put it down in fright, because the woman's long hair looked like a ghost on TV in the light of lightning.
They were in a hurry, there was no verbal communication during the whole process, and occasionally a few words were soft, and the distance was a bit far, and he couldn't hear clearly.
Then there was shouting outside, and they hurried away.
At that time, he was young, and he couldn't remember many things clearly, and he didn't understand many details, but there were always two things that would remain deeply in his childhood memories and could not be erased.
As he grew older, he gradually realized some things, but they could only become secrets and unspeakable speculations in his heart.
Pei Jun's words successfully made his mother stop, and one step further is the door, as long as she opens the door, she can go out, and then this matter will pass, and she can avoid it in the future.
But she could no longer take a step, and she paused at the door, staring at the door in front of her, unable to turn around, or answer her son's question.
"On my seventh birthday, my mom took me to buy a birthday present and I was so happy."
Gradually, Pei Jun's voice began to tremble hoarsely: "That day, you took me to a playground for me to play by myself, so that I don't run around." ”
After a pause, he asked, "Mom, where did you go that day?" ”
That day, he saw the back of her leaving with a man, he was just strange at the time, but he didn't understand, plus his childish nature, he only cares about playing, and he feels happy when he can play, where can he care about anything else?
Many things only began to be understood after he grew up, however, he would rather he understand nothing.
"Dad's car accident, the night of his funeral, why did you go out quietly in the dead of night? Where have you been so late? ”
Pei Jun didn't want to believe that these were true, he didn't want to be disappointed in his mother, he also wanted to believe that his mother was a victim, and even as long as she had a reliable explanation, he would feel ashamed that he was thinking too much.
But......
In front of Pei Jun, his mother has always been a contradiction, so contradictory that even he can't see through it.
On the one hand, she forced him to work hard, to grab, to fight, to grab, to defeat Fujinoda and get back what belonged to him, but on the other hand, she was entangled with that man.
Maybe it's because the authorities are fascinated, or maybe he's emotional, so he has always felt that his mother is very conflicted, but he doesn't want to delve into it, and he wants to trust it in his heart.
After all, there are some things that he is not a party to, how can he know if his mother is forced to be helpless? Or he was threatened by Fujinoda, so he didn't dare to define it for a long time.
It wasn't until Fu Xue's incident happened that he finally had to force himself to define and ask to prove something.
Her mother, such a smart woman, wouldn't she know the consequences of Fujinoda taking Fu Xue?
No matter what his purpose was, as long as he cared about Fu Xue, he would be threatened.
As his mother, she would not have imagined and should never tolerate anything that could threaten her son, but she turned a blind eye and watched him take people away.
His mother, Pei Jun can no longer excuse her.
He didn't even know whether he or Fujinoda was important in her heart now.
At this point, there seems to be no need to hide it.
She turned around and stood up straight, as if there was nothing to dare to face, and nothing to dare to say.
Looking at Pei Jun from afar, the middle of the mother and son seemed to be separated by the Chu River and the Han Realm, and they looked at each other insurmountably.
She admits openly: "Everything is as you guessed." ”
finally got a definite answer, but Pei Jun couldn't stand it a little, and he asked dejectedly: "Why?" Why? Why backplanes? ”
Mother Pei opened her eyes, her eyes were faintly red, but there were no tears, she said calmly: "I didn't betray first." ”
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