Perhaps it was the fear of the unknown that made her more cautious.

"Why do you think that I am good to you, that I like you for a purpose? Su Nian'an, what do you think I can get from you? What do you think I'm missing? Don't always live in your own imagination. ”

"You're right, you don't lack anything, and you don't get anything from me, so why do you want to do this? Qin Muchen, I don't think I have so much charm to let you treat me like this. An Nianchu still looked at him vigilantly, and found that he had a tendency to move forward, so he waved the soles of his feet, but he was caught by him.

An Nianchu screamed: "It hurts! ”

Qin Muchen put the medicine box aside, held her ankle, and continued to give her medicine, "Now you know that it hurts?" How do you not know when you run? Little short legs can still run that fast. ”

"After a hungry wolf chases after you, can you not run! There is no need to doubt that the hungry wolf is referring to you. ”

An Nianchu looked at him and spit out unkindly. The ankle was held in the palm of his hand, the warmth seemed to touch her heart, obviously in pain but still couldn't help but want to get close to him, is she really stupid? Even though it hurts, I still want to get closer.

"With sharp teeth and sharp mouth, it will make you a little hedgehog in a year, and I don't know when I will be able to pull out all the thorns on your body."

She jerked her hands over to protect herself, "You...... Don't you know that a hedgehog's thorn will die when it is plucked! Qin Muchen, you are really uneasy and kind, you want me to die! ”

"Pull out your thorns, and I will protect you with my life."

"What you say is really nice, I haven't seen you for a year, and your ability to speak sweet words has improved a lot."

"It's not sweet words, it's the truth."

An Nianchu saw that he had already wiped the medicine for her, and immediately retracted his feet, "Truth or falsehood, thank you for your kindness, I don't need to, and I can't always count on relying on others, because no one can guarantee that someone else will be by your side for the rest of your life." ”

Qin Muchen frowned slightly, and slowly spit out: "You don't feel safe." ”

An Nianchu shot back, "Because no one gives me a sense of security, is there anything else?" If you don't have it, please leave, no matter how you say it's a girls' dormitory, you don't have a good influence as a big man. ”

I don't know why I can't say too harsh words to him, but the words are much more tactful than what I think in my heart, I won't say sorry to him, and I can't be absolutely ruthless to him. But how much do you like it, so that you want to be close to him even about the pain you have suffered? An Nianchu didn't understand it himself.

He turned to leave, and every time he looked at his back, An Nianchu's heart would feel empty, as if something was missing. Time seemed to stop at that moment, and the brain subconsciously wanted to say not to go, but the words would be stuck in her throat, An Nianchu looked at her ankles, and asked herself again and again, if she really can't see him for the rest of her life, will she regret it?

Regret? Still don't regret it? The choice is still uncertain.

Perhaps, she doesn't love enough, or maybe she doesn't love anymore.

The night passed, An Nianchu didn't know when she fell asleep, and when she opened her eyes, she felt a sense of strangeness, she looked sideways and screamed: "Ah......... Ah.....h

The man's low, hoarse voice came, "Good, sleep." ”

An Nianchu pulled the quilt to protect his body, and then kicked Qin Muchen's body with his foot, "You bastard!" How could I be here! ”

Qin Muchen held his chin with his hand, stared at her incomprehensibly for a long time with his narrow eyes, hooked his lips and smiled, "You took my hand last night and said don't go, don't go..........."

"Stop! That's definitely not me! That........ You can't sleep with me! Don't you have a guest room!! ”

Qin Muchen spit out very calmly, "You have been reluctant to let go of my hand last night, so ......"

An Nianchu wants to cry without tears, why does she have such a problem sleeping! Why didn't she know! "I....... I........ You have so much strength, can't you break it! Qin Muchen, you must be lying to me! ”

"Look at your wrist for yourself."

The palm of her left hand was slightly red, An Nianchu poked her palm with her hand in disagreement, and there was a trace of pain, she laughed a little embarrassedly, and then slowly spit out, "Even if what you said is true, but ......... You don't have to pinch my wrist like this, do you? Qin Muchen, you are so ruthless! ”

Qin Muchen sighed and spread his hands, "An An, say that I didn't break your hand and blame me, and you blame me for your strength, that is, whether I do it or not, the problem is with me?" ”

"Or else? Am I to blame? I was asleep and didn't know what was going on, how could you blame me. ”

An Nianchu's face was innocent, his two watery eyes stared at Qin Muchen, his ink-like eyes seemed to be covered by a veil, so that she couldn't see the end and couldn't read his deep feelings.

She looked down at her clothes intact, but fortunately she was relieved, threw the quilt on Qin Muchen's body, jumped directly from the bed, suddenly thought of something, turned around and pointed at Qin Muchen, "If something similar happens in the future, please stay away from me!" ”

Qin Muchen just smiled without any words, An Nianchu opened the door to know why he had not moved, turned around and glared at him angrily, "You........ Qin Muchen, you are so good! Are you playing yin? In your own home, you still have to lock the door when you sleep? ”

"The key is under my pillow, I'll open the door and get it myself."

An Nianchu didn't know what trick he was playing, she approached him very vigilantly, reached out to touch the key, and for the first time, he just hooked his lips and smiled, without any physical movements, which made her feel more at ease, and the movement began to get bigger.

"Qin Muchen, what will happen if you move your head, let me get the key, do you want to make it so difficult for me?"

He smiled in his eyes and raised his lips lightly, "What do you say? ”

On the way to find the key, she would stop when she saw his face, An Nianchu gritted her teeth, what is the use of a man who looks so delicate! She turned her head to look elsewhere, searching even harder.

Qin Muchen looked at her intently, the smile on the corner of his mouth deepened, and with a hook of his palm, she easily threw herself into his arms, and he spit out gently, "An An, are you throwing yourself into your arms?" ”

An Nianchu wanted to get up from him, his palm attached to her back, not giving her a chance. "Qin Muchen! It's your hand that makes me pounce, is this a throw? ”

"I think so."

His narrow eyes were curved, and the smile reached the bottom of his eyes, but it made An Nianchu feel a little embarrassed.

She rolled her eyes and opened her mouth viciously, biting him on the shoulder, but he didn't let go of her.

"Do you like to leave a mark on my body so much? An'an, this is the first mark you have left behind? ”

An Nianchu suddenly let go of his mouth and turned his head, "If you let go of me, I wouldn't be like this." ”

Qin Muchen pinched her jaw, forced her to look at him, pursed her lips, and smiled slightly, "The body area is very large, you can leave as many marks as you want." ”

An Nianchu has three black lines on his forehead, Qin Muchen is not in the same world as her! "What the hell are you trying to do! Imprisoned again? Lock me in this room and won't let me out? Qin Muchen, will you play something fresh? ”

"I said, you find the key and leave."

"But the key is under your head, and you're crushed! I can't touch it! ”

He smiled as if I hadn't done anything, "You can't blame me for that." ”

An Nianchu pointed at him with a hand, "You ......."

Qin Muchen held her fingers and put her palm on his chest, "Can you hear my heartbeat?" ”

She didn't bother to take care of him, and tried hard to find the key, but obviously the pillow was in such a large area, why hadn't she touched the key until now! Did he lie to her? An Nianchu decided to gamble, grabbed a pillow and threw it in his face, thinking that he would dodge, but he didn't move at all.

"You're not afraid of being suffocated!"

"You won't."

He raised his eyebrows, the slightly hooked corners of his lips made An Nianchu want to tear them apart, and his eyes clearly said: You are reluctant!

An Nianchu became more and more angry the more she looked at it, since she couldn't resist, she didn't bother to struggle anymore, her head lay on his chest, closed her eyes and hypnotized herself, I don't know if it was because she knew that he was by her side, no matter how hypnotized An Nianchu couldn't enter the dream. His breath heaved and his chest heaved, calling out to her brain, provoking her thoughts to scream even more wantonly.

She really couldn't get close to him, and when she did, almost all her thoughts would revolve around him.

"An An, can't we get along peacefully like this?"

An Nianchu opened his eyes, stared at him, and spit out resolutely, "No." ”

Because she can't get along with him peacefully at all, as long as there is a place for him, her inner fluctuations are more turbulent than the lake before the storm, struggling with acceptance and rejection, intertwined in approaching and distancing, entangled in anticipation and fear.

He is her former lover and her only lover so far, and he has good memories, but the ending is an unexpected ending. Love is to blur people's eyes, blur everything around them, and focus all their eyes on him alone.

She doesn't want to ignore the people and things around her again because of love, but as long as Qin Muchen is by her side, then she will still be the same as before, all the focus is on him, and she may be more dependent than before.

Because once you get used to it, it's hard to quit again.

In the past, in order to quit his existence, she trapped herself in her own world, and it took half a year for her to come out of his shadow. She was afraid that next time, she would not be able to get out and would die in the world of her fantasy.

"You're quiet by my side right now."

"You are for the sword, I am for the fish, I can only endure it."