That's not what she wants, at least not now. She doesn't have a trace of the mentality of being his girlfriend at all, how can she put on a sweet and happy expression? He didn't understand what she wanted at all, companionship was not the same as love, not to mention that she didn't want his company.

"You are very good to me now, but Qin Muchen, have you ever asked me if I need you to be kind to me like this, and do you need to be accompanied by you like this? Do you think that a woman's love is just a few steps? But we're not boyfriend and girlfriend now, we're not in a relationship, you just put your thoughts on me, have you ever thought that I will accompany you to watch movies, eat and go shopping, and when I come back, I have to work overtime at night to review and prepare for tomorrow's class? You are the boss, you have something to ask the people below to help, but I, I am still a student, I have my own studies to complete, I don't have nothing to do every day, waiting for you to pick me up and accompany you shopping. ”

An Nianchu said these words in one breath, staring at him, as if waiting for something.

I don't know why looking at An Nianchu like this, Qin Muchen felt very uncomfortable, he didn't know which link he had gone wrong, but didn't those women all want their men to be by their side?

"I see, let's go with the flow, I'm not going to force you."

His palm was released, An Nianchu looked at his hand, and felt empty in his heart. What is right, even she doesn't know, love and not love, dare to love and dare not love, intertwined in her mind. For Qin Muchen, there have been heartbeats, dependence, disappointment, hatred, and once loved to the end, but now......... There is still too much distance and a horizontal ditch that she has not crossed so far, and now she doesn't even want to have contact with Qin Muchen, as for love, she feels very scared even thinking about it.

At this moment, she didn't want to love, let alone love.

"Okay, let it be."

"Forget about you as it comes, and erase you from my life as it comes."

Qin Muchen looked at her reddish eyes, "I let go of you now, it doesn't mean that I let go of you, give you free time, you go and talk to them well." ”

"Qin Muchen! What do you mean by giving me free time? My time is my own! It's all free!! An Nianchu himself didn't know why, he was particularly easy to get angry when facing Qin Muchen, he was like a primer who could easily ignite the bomb in his body.

An Nianchu glared at him angrily, walked from the balcony to the banquet hall, looked at Yin Biwei and Yin Ze hand in hand, saw Qiao Chu surrounded by a group of women, and saw Su Mu on Su Zixu's side, she was obviously not restricted by Qin Muchen's freedom, but now she didn't know where to go at all.

In the middle of the ring, her waist was hugged again, An Nianchu turned around, and Qin Muchen smiled at her.

But now, she really wants to cry, everyone has their place, but where is her place? An Nianchu was a little tired, and leaned most of the weight of his body on Qin Muchen's body.

As soon as Qin Muchen hugged his arm, he changed his previous posture to the two of them hugging each other face to face, he put one arm on her waist and the other arm on her back, leaned over her ear, and spit out softly.

"You seem to be getting heavier!"

An Nianchu gritted her teeth, did she get heavier? Has it become heavier? "Bastard, I don't know if women mind that the most! If you don't say you're going to die! ”

Qin Muchen chuckled.

The lights of the reception dimmed, soothing music was playing, and An Nianchu leaned on Qin Muchen's body, greedy for the moment he gave to rely on. She couldn't see his expression in the darkness, but the smell of him was still familiar.

If time stands still, fine.

An Nianchu was taken aback by this thought, what kind of mentality is this, how can she, how can she have this mentality? Since it is still unacceptable, why can't you treat Qin Muchen the same way you treat Qi Yanmo?

The excuse given to Qi Yanmo is that he can't forget him, but should he say the same to him, saying that he can't accept it because he can't forget it? If this is said, Qin Muchen will probably treat her as a monster, and any woman will not be able to accept it because she can't forget it.

God, she's been really having a problem with her brain lately.

An Nianchu shook her head violently, she couldn't be emotional, she couldn't leave herself a little leeway, she couldn't always want to get close to him.

She closed her eyes, slipped away from Qin Muchen's arms, and pushed the woman beside her into his arms, but when she looked back at him holding someone else in her arms, she felt bitter in her heart. An Nianchu gritted his teeth vigorously, since he chose it himself, he couldn't regret it.

She didn't know how long it took, from the banquet hall to the school dormitory, looking at the blood blisters grinding out of her heels, she threw away her high heels, pointed to the shoes and said, "It's so expensive, it's still grinding your feet!" Qin Muchen, big fool, wasting money in vain! Stupid stupid big stupid! Bastard bastard big bastard! ”

An Nianchu lay down on the bed, and didn't even dare to turn her head back when she left, she didn't know if she was expecting him to chase after her or not. Obviously, she pushed others into his arms, but seeing such a scene, she was still very uncomfortable in her heart, and she felt a sense of pain. What exactly does she want? I obviously want to refuse, but why is my heart so uncomfortable?

She closed her eyes, "Qin Muchen is a bastard, Qin Muchen is a bastard, Qin Muchen is a bastard!! But a person who is such a bastard, why can't he forget, why can't he forget......"

"Are you talking about me?"

Such a familiar voice, An Nianchu is a spirit, isn't this a girls' dormitory? Qin Muchen definitely can't get in, is she hallucinating? "The evil spirits are scattered! The evil spirits are scattered! ”

A warm palm was placed on her forehead, An Nianchu opened her eyes suddenly, "You, you...... How did you get in! This is a girls' dormitory! The dormitory manager never lets men in! ”

"Maybe I was in a hurry and let me in, who let me have such a worrying girlfriend as you."

An Nianchu sat up from the bed and shrank back, "I'm not your girlfriend!" ”

Qin Muchen didn't speak, just smiled, and then frowned slightly when he saw something, "Is there a medical kit?" ”

"Nope."

He turned to leave, and An Nianchu scolded in a low voice: "Could it be that I rushed here just to ask if I have a medical kit!" Qin Muchen, you are too bastard! Get out of my world!! ”

Obviously, she didn't feel so uncomfortable when she saw him, but she was afraid of his words and deeds. An Nianchu buried his head in his knees and muttered, "Bastard bastard bastard!" When this is where you are, you can come if you want, you can leave if you want, who is your girlfriend, I must tell the dormitory manager, whoever you let in, you big bastard can't let in! Hiss...... Hurt! ”

An Nianchu watched his ankle being held by him, disinfected himself with medicinal alcohol, and turned his head: "It's just a blood blister, no matter what, it'll be fine in a few days." ”

"No wonder there are scars on my feet, and I don't care for myself."

Obviously normal words, but it seemed to stab her, An Nianchu wanted to retract her foot, but was pinched tightly by him, she didn't want to kick him directly, watching him let go and retract his foot. "Yes, I just don't care for myself, what's wrong? Does it have anything to do with you? It doesn't matter what it is! Qin Muchen, please leave, you are not welcome here. ”

"Is it fun to always be a little hedgehog? Su Nian'an, if you don't feel for me, then why do you show a painful expression when you see someone else in my arms, your eyes can't deceive people, you obviously have feelings for me, why do you just want to push me out? ”

An Nianchu closed his eyes and turned his head, "Yes, yes, what you said is right, I have feelings for you, right?" I'm happy to push you to someone else, can't I? Do you have to be together if you feel something? I still like celebrities, do I want to be with celebrities? ”

"Strong words." He walked over and approached her, An Nianchu immediately shrank in, until his back hit the wall, "Qin Muchen, if you want to prove that you are attractive, you are very successful, you are very successful, I haven't been able to forget you for a year after leaving you, I still have feelings for you, you are full of charm, don't waste time on me, no matter how much I feel for you, I will not be with you!" ”

"An An ........."

An Nianchu was like a frightened bird, screaming: "Don't come here!" ”

Qin Muchen no longer leaned forward, just sat on the other side of the bed, looking at her on the other end, "I really don't know what you're thinking in your head?" Do you think I'm spending so much time just to prove that I'm attractive? Su Nian'an, did you read your brain badly by reading psychiatry? ”

"It was bad before I read it, and now the good ones can't be better, who knows what your purpose is, do you really want me to believe what you say, you love me and want to be with me? Qin Muchen, don't take me for a fool, who was stupid once, will be stupid a second time? Even if you are stupid for the second time, how can it be planted in the hands of the same person! ”

She stared at him, the distance between the two of them was no more than fifty centimeters, but it still made her feel so far away, that it was a ditch that could not be crossed. Because she didn't know whether she had crossed the past and reached heaven or hell on earth. It's like a butterfly can't fly through the sea, even though it has flown through the sea with great difficulty, only to find that this side of the sea has never waited.

She was also afraid that she had crossed the ditch, but when she looked back, she found that there was nothing she wanted.

Some people say that if you only have one percent right, you have to do it, otherwise you may regret it one hundred percent later.

An Nianchu has been hesitating for the one percent, she wants to be with him, is the one percent correct? This question had always bothered her, and she did not dare to move, standing a hundred steps away from him, hesitating whether to take this step, but whether to take it or not was afraid that she would regret it.