Yan Qiao was hit on the head, touched his head and raised his face from Pei Tingqing's arms, and looked at Pei Tingqing motionlessly.

Pei Tingqing and Yan Qiao looked at each other, and after a while, he stretched out his hand, cautiously with a temptation, his movements were very light, as if he was afraid of disturbing the small animal, and it took a long time for Pei Tingqing to touch Yan Qiao's face.

I stood a few steps away from them and didn't move, and I clearly saw that Pei Tingqing's eyes were red a little bit, reflecting the tears shining and flashing in the sunset, and I raised my hand to cover my mouth, and the hot and humid liquid suddenly gushed out of my eyes.

After I was pregnant and decided to keep the child until Yan Qiao was three years old, I always thought about what kind of attitude Pei Tingqing would have had if he knew that he had a son, and the facts turned out that he loved Yan Qiao very much, more than I imagined, so he carefully arranged a game and asked Pei Zongyou to take the initiative to exchange the bone marrow for Yan Qiao.

I know that I shouldn't deprive Pei Tingqing of his right to be a father, Yan Qiao is only three years old and needs his father's love, but I can't forgive Pei Tingqing for killing Xiang Yuyao, not to mention that on the other hand, Pei Tingqing and Ning Lianmeng are married, Yan Qiao is equivalent to an illegitimate child, for Yan Qiao, such an identity is a great harm, and if Yan Qiao is sensible in the future, can he accept that his parents are cousins? He also couldn't accept that his father and other women were husband and wife.

The combination between me and Pei Tingqing is not tolerated by morality, Yanqiao has to bear this sin since he was born, and my mistakes with Pei Tingqing will affect him, so although I have never concealed that Pei Tingqing is his father, I can't let him know that Pei Tingqing and I are cousins, he asked me why my father and mother have the same surname, I was speechless after hearing it, just shed tears.

Therefore, even if it is a very selfish act for me to take Yan Qiao away, various reasons show that it may not be bad for Yan Qiao, and I am afraid that he will question me in the future why you gave birth to me in the first place.

Pei Tingqing has been absent for a week, maybe he wants me to calm down and think about it, but I still haven't changed my decision to take Yanqiao with me.

I was distracted, Yan Qiao had already pushed Pei Tingqing away, turned around and ran to me, holding my legs with both arms, standing there and staring at Pei Tingqing defensively, and Pei Tingqing still maintained the posture of stretching out his arms, squatting stiffly on the beach for a long time, I saw a strong sense of loss and sadness on his face, he was so lonely and lonely under the sunset, and suddenly I felt very uncomfortable in my own heart.

I really wanted to coax Yan Qiao to call Pei Tingqing's father, but I resented Pei Tingqing, forgive me for not being able to do it, the atmosphere was a little embarrassing for a while, and then Tang Song came over, hugged Yan Qiao and said to play in the water, Yan Qiao hugged Tang Song's neck, waved his arms and said happily.

Pei Tingqing saw that Tang Song, a person who had no relationship with Yan Qiao and no reason, could get close to Yan Qiao, but he, as Yan Qiao's father, would be refused even if he touched Yan Qiao's face, a touch of astringency floated on his lips, he got up and walked over, and then he sat on the sand next to me.

I hesitated for a moment and sat down, just a distance away from him, not close or distant, but compared to the intimate snuggling a few years ago, the more natural and pathetic it was.

The sunset dyed half of the sky red, the sea was calm without wind and waves, the whole island was bathed in the afterglow of dusk, it seemed quiet and peaceful, my two arms were wrapped around my legs, my chin was on my knees, looking at Yan Qiao who was playing with Tang and Song splashing sea water in front of me, and I didn't speak for a long time.

This is the first time since returning to China that we will no longer have a-for-tat confrontation with Pei Tingqing, we all seem to be exhausted, and even quarrels feel superfluous, even if we stay together, there is nothing to say.

After a long time, I asked Pei Tingqing lightly: "Have you thought about it?" ”

Pei Tingqing's arms were habitually placed on his knees, no matter when he was sitting in such an elegant and casual posture, and the slender fingers were holding cigarettes, allowing a piece of cigarette ash to fall on the sand, he didn't look at me, and asked me three words lightly, "What do you want?" ”

Obviously, he still didn't want to talk, I was hung by him for a few days, and I suddenly became a little angry in the face of his attitude, and turned my head to look at him suddenly, I sneered and said, "When do you plan to delay Pei Tingqing?" Do you think it's interesting to spend it like this? Or do you think it won't be long before I'm going to compromise? Then I can tell you now with certainty, no, I have no intention of being with you again in my life. ”

"Then we'll spend a lifetime." Pei Tingqing answered, and also turned his face to look at me, a smile hooked on his lips, "If you want to leave, no one will stop you." If you are reluctant to speak, you can only stay. ”

Hearing this, my face turned pale, and then I knew that Pei Tingqing didn't plan to let me go at all, he knew that I was reluctant to leave Yan Qiao, so forcibly leaving Yan Qiao alone would be equivalent to trapping me here.

I bit my lip and looked at Pei Tingqing angrily, hating him more and more, "You despicable Pei Tingqing." ”

Pei Tingqing flicked off a piece of cigarette ash and nodded noncommittally, "What you said is not wrong, otherwise I would not have killed Xiang Yuyao and destroyed the entire Xiang family." ”

His words pierced my heart like a knife, and I clenched my fingers, my eyes were sour, and tears were about to roll out.

But he stood up without a wave, turned around and walked back, the back was tall and handsome, and people couldn't shake it.

There are still only two people in the huge restaurant that night, Yan Qiao and me, I don't know where Pei Tingqing went, but think about it, he is a family person, and he will share the bed with Ning Lianmeng at night, and the Spring Festival is coming, he probably doesn't have time to come here, I don't know what I am, he dislikes me and won't touch me, but he doesn't plan to let me go.

It made me feel desperate, and since he had to force me, I had to find a way to sneak away.

Although Tang Song said that there were a lot of them, in fact, except for a few servants, since this period of time, only Tang Song has followed me inch by inch, I haven't seen anyone else, maybe as long as I subdue Tang Song alone, these days I have almost figured out the surrounding environment in the name of playing with Yanqiao, and I have also drawn an escape route before going to bed every night, and now what is missing is only an opportunity, I waited patiently.

After washing, I lay on the bed and held Yan Qiao in my arms, singing and coaxing Yan Qiao to sleep, while I tossed and turned.

As long as I fall asleep, nightmares always torment me, which makes me feel that sleeping is the most terrible thing, and when I don't sleep and open my eyes in the dark, I will always see Xiang Yuyao somewhere in the room, and even all the Xiang family members who are dead, they are covered in blood and seem to be rushing towards me, I am surrounded in the middle, their hands are grabbing me and Yanqiao, and they want to eat us.

I screamed "ah", but I didn't hear my own voice, and suddenly woke up, only to realize that it was just a dream, and it turned out that I was so sad that I couldn't even tell the difference between the dream and reality.

I breathed a sigh of relief, and subconsciously bent my arm to hug Yan Qiao in my arms, but there was nothing, and my heart suddenly tightened, "Yan Qiao." Preparing to sit up and turn on the light to find Yan Qiao, he realized that his waist was tightly clamped by an arm stretched out from behind, and the man's hot chest and familiar breath were undoubtedly Pei Tingqing.