I immediately relaxed, and mocked Pei Tingqing in my heart that he was really idle, and it didn't matter if he didn't accompany Ning Lianmeng at Pei's house in the middle of the night, he also secretly took Yan Qiao away, so that he could sleep next to me.

Pei Tingqing only took off his coat and went to bed, and he didn't know if it was because of entertainment, his body was full of the smell of alcohol, "Let go of me." I said with a frown of resistance, grabbing his arm and trying to push him away.

He wrapped me tighter with a slight force, and even lifted a leg to press on my body to prevent me from struggling, he buried his head on my shoulder, his lips pressed against my ear and exhaled a hot breath, with a slightly drunken feeling, his voice became more and more sexy and low, Pei Tingqing murmured: "Let me hug Shuyi, since you left, I have never slept well." ”

Who did he lie?

He and Ning Lianmeng have been husband and wife for three years, even if I know that the woman he loves is me, I don't believe that he doesn't have sex with Ning Lianmeng, not to mention that in terms of appearance and figure, Ning Lianmeng is the ideal standard for many men, Pei Tingqing is also a man, and it is normal to have physiological needs to find Ning Lianmeng to solve, so he has been released, how can he say that he has never slept peacefully in the past three years?

Thinking about it like this, I felt even more uncomfortable, and my body stiffened and sneered: "I'm dirty, holding me will only stain your own hands." ”

Pei Tingqing was stunned when he heard this, and then he really let go of me, a chill invaded, he lifted the quilt and got out of bed, and I was lying there on my side, my eyes were very sore, "let's click" The light at the head of the bed was turned on, and I pulled the quilt to cover my head.

The slight noise came, I didn't pay attention to it, anyway, as long as Pei Tingqing didn't provoke me, he would do whatever he liked, and after a while, Pei Tingqing asked lightly: "What is this Pei Shuyi?" The route is drawn, are you trying to escape? ”

Hearing this, I stiffened suddenly, suddenly lifted off the quilt and sat up, and saw that Pei Tingqing was holding the notebook I used to write and draw, and the page I opened was the place where I passed by when I was going to take Yan Qiao away in a few days, and at this moment Pei Tingqing took a look, easily tore off the paper, crumpled it into a ball, and threw it out of the window.

Although it doesn't matter if there is that piece of paper or not, Pei Tingqing's meaning is obviously telling me that it is impossible to escape, he knows all my thoughts and whereabouts, how can I escape the palm of his hand? My chest was suddenly very blocked, I couldn't control my tears, and I sat on the big bed and asked Pei Tingqing in a choked voice, "You bastard Pei Tingqing, why are you bullying me like this?" You want the wind to be windy, you want the rain to be rainy, you have wealth, power, fame, fortune, a beautiful wife and a beautiful woman, and what about me? ”

"I don't have anything, you can't accept me if I feel dirty, you won't let me go, you're still trapped here, you don't even give me the most basic freedom, you really want to ruin my life, right? Selfish and scary, this is what you call love? Hehe............ "I was crying and laughing at the same time, I felt that I was crazy, and I was tortured by Pei Tingqing to go crazy."

I sat in the light, sobbing and soaking my face with tears, gritting my teeth and glaring at Pei Tingqing, my shoulders were constantly shaking, and my lonely shadow was reflected on the wall, and I felt a little sorry for myself.

Pei Tingqing stood at the head of the bed like a mountain, he looked at me silently, there were bloodshot lines floating in his eyes, his thin lips were tightly pursed into a line, and his hands on both sides of his body were clenched and loosened, released and clenched again.

I broke down and cried, and all I could hear in the room was my growing crying.

I don't know how long it took, my vision began to blur, my mind was a little chaotic, Pei Tingqing suddenly sat at the head of the bed, stretched out a hand and grabbed the back of my neck hard, his face leaned over, and kissed my lips suddenly.

"Uh-huh............" My hand pushed against his chest, trying to struggle to avoid letting him kiss, and one of his palms touched my face at this moment, holding me firmly in place, and then pried my lips open with his teeth, and he pushed his hot wet tongue in, kissing as hot and fierce as usual, as if his feelings and interest in me were still strong, and had not changed at all.

And I myself have to admit that even after three years, my body is still sensitive because of his passionate kisses, I am still so greedy for his taste and giving, I feel that I am particularly unproductive, no matter how many things this man has done that make me sad, as long as he kisses me, I can't maintain the surface indifference, and my body and heart sink so easily.

I love Pei Tingqing, a man, from knowing feelings to now seven years, my love for him has never changed, it will only deepen with the years, and for Xiang Yuyao, even if he gave everything for me, he died because of me in the end, and I have always been grateful and indebted to him.

I see my heart too clearly, and sometimes I feel that if I really fall in love with Xiang Yuyao, then I won't be painful and contradictory about the abnormal love between me and Pei Tingqing who wants to let go but can't let go.

I was still crying, Pei Tingqing sucked away a lot of my tears, until I slumped down on his chest, he pressed against me, we slept together on the big bed, he began to undress me, kissed my collarbone as usual, and caressed my body with those big hands with fiery temperature.

I only felt that the longing that had been suppressed for too long poured out, pulling me into the whirlpool of desire, I couldn't break free, it was really difficult to restrain it, I bent my arms to hug Pei Tingqing's head, closed my eyes tightly and only felt a hard object on my lower abdomen, which made me feel very uncomfortable, but I was so eager for him to fill me up and let us become one again.

I was lying naked under Pei Tingqing, but Xiang Yuyao, who was slowly kneeling in the fire, suddenly flashed in my mind, and then the nightmare just now also jumped out, as if Xiang Yuyao was standing at the head of the bed looking at me, silently accusing me of being ungrateful, he had done so much for me, and now that he was dead and his bones were not cold, I was in love with the man who killed him.

I suddenly felt creepy, and suddenly opened my eyes and exclaimed, "Don't Xiang Yuyao ............"

As soon as the words fell, Pei Tingqing, who was still on me, stopped all his movements for a moment, he slowly raised his head from my chest, his dark eyes were dyed with lust under the light, blurry and ghostly, he stared at me above my face, his eyes gradually became clear, and then he smiled.

That smile was the most painful and astringent I had ever seen, his eyes were scarlet, and a certain liquid gradually filled with a crystalline, Pei Tingqing said in a hoarse voice: "You won Pei Shuyi." ”

I was stunned, I didn't know what he meant by this, did he finally decide to let me go? I know that the woman who called another man under Pei Tingqing was the biggest insult and hurt to him, seeing that his eyebrows were gray and painful, I wanted to explain to him, but I opened my mouth but didn't say anything, I let go of the hand on Pei Tingqing's shoulder, and finally closed my eyes gently, biting my lip and parting my face.

Pei Tingqing got down from me, got up and took the clothes he had just taken off and put them back on, I wrapped my naked body in the quilt myself, and lay on my side facing the wall, covering my mouth with my hand so that the crying did not come out again.

At this time, I heard the sound of the door being opened, and thought it was Pei Tingqing leaving, but then Yan Qiao's angry voice came, "Why are you bullying my mother?" I heard my mother crying. ”

I was startled, and quickly sat up, realizing that I hadn't dressed yet, and wrapped the quilt around my body again, and I had already pounced on Pei Tingqing who was sitting at the head of the bed, clenched my little fist and beat Pei Tingqing hard, while still rushing Pei Tingqing, "You bad guy, you go out." ”

I searched for a long time before I saw that my pajamas were thrown under the bed on the other side by Pei Tingqing, so I immediately took them over and put them on my body, and then ran over there to pull Yan Qiao, squatted on the ground and hugged him at once, "Yan Qiao." ”

After Yan Qiao was pulled away by me, he was very unwilling to raise his foot to kick Pei Tingqing, he saw the tears on my face, and suddenly his voice became louder again, and his little finger pointed at Pei Tingqing, "He is a bad person, he took Yan Qiao away while Yan Qiao was asleep, and let Yan Qiao leave his mother's ............", said Yan Qiao hugged my neck, buried his face on my shoulder and cried aggrievedly.

Although Yan Qiao didn't hurt Pei Tingqing, but as a father but was treated like this by his son, he must feel uncomfortable, this situation was not caused by me intentionally, I was also very sad, holding Yan Qiao in my arms, patting his back and comforting him softly, I shook my head at Pei Tingqing with tears, not only apologizing, but also signaling him to go out.

Pei Tingqing's palm covered his face, I saw his broad shoulders trembling, and after a while, he hung his coat on the crook of his arm, and walked out without saying anything, and when he passed by me, Yan Qiao took the opportunity to kick it again.

"Yanqiao!" After all, I still couldn't hold back my yelling, and he was stunned by me for a few seconds, and then cried and accused me of not loving him anymore.

I was suddenly a little upset, but I still had to suppress my emotions and coax him, children are children after all, I know that I don't blame him, how can I be angry with him?

Pei Tingqing still left, this time I didn't look back at him, I have seen his back too many times in recent times, or lonely, or lonely, every time I feel like a knife is cutting my heart.

After that, I didn't see Pei Tingqing again, he didn't let me go free, and he added four more people outside, and after seven o'clock in the evening, they didn't allow me to go out again, and I couldn't find a chance to escape, but also let my heart slowly calm down.

Approaching the Spring Festival, the weather is getting colder and colder, sometimes snowing, every morning Yan Qiao and I slept until more than nine o'clock before getting up, and in the past three years, Yan Qiao's health is not very good, his face is always a little pale and looks very fragile, it is undeniable that after this period of recuperation, Yan Qiao is face is pink and silky, his bones look a lot stronger, his facial features are more and more heroic, the longer he grows, the more like Pei Tingqing, it turns out that he is four years old unconsciously.

The sun was very good this day, after breakfast, I took Yan Qiao's hand back upstairs, and took him to the terrace to bask in the sun, at this time I saw Pei Tingqing walking out of another villa not far downstairs, followed by a little boy, during which the little boy reached out to pull him, he looked down at the little boy.

The sunlight cast a halo on his body, making the silhouette of his face more gentle and handsome, and then he touched the little boy's head, wrapped the boy's little hand with his big palm, and led the little boy up the hill.

The little boy was very beautiful like jade, and was held by the handsome and tall Pei Tingqing, the picture was warm and moving, I was a little stunned, Yan Qiao's arm climbed my leg and asked, "What is Mom watching, I want to see it too." ”

Hearing this, I picked up Yan Qiao and stood on the empty platform, at this time Pei Tingqing paused, he squatted down and picked up the little boy who was a few years old, I saw the little boy smiled happily, two arms around Pei Tingqing's neck, and his head rubbed on his shoulder.

"Who's that?" Yan Qiao's eyes looked at Pei Tingqing and the little boy without blinking, and when he asked me this, I don't know why he seemed to be very unhappy, I saw him pouting, there was envy and jealousy in his eyes, and I immediately understood that he was jealous, in fact, he was also eager to be loved by his father and held in his arms, right?

I stood behind and helped Yan Qiao to prevent him from falling, realizing that I had ignored Yan Qiao's feelings after all, my eyes were sour, and I almost burst into tears.

Tang Song told me that the boy was the son of Li Jiayao and Meng Jing, Pei Tingqing has been raising Li Shaoxuan by his own side in recent years, treating Li Shaoxuan as his own son, Li Jiayao and Meng Jing's tombs were buried together on the mountain over there, Pei Tingqing is now taking Li Shaoxuan to worship Li Jiayao and Meng Jing, and he will send Li Shaoxuan abroad later.

I was stunned for a moment, and asked Tang Song why he did this, probably because Pei Tingqing instructed him, Tang Song didn't hide anything from me, and he replied that Pei Shao felt that sending Shao Xuan abroad, whether it was the growth environment or education, was better for Shao Xuan than on this island.

I nodded, didn't say anything more, and stood there until I couldn't see Pei Tingqing and Li Shaoxuan, then he retracted his gaze, turned his head and asked me, "Mom, why haven't you seen Uncle Xiang recently?" Where did Uncle Xiang go? Yan Qiao misses him so much............"

In the past, Yan Qiao and Xiang Yuyao got along day and night, no wonder Yan Qiao thought about Xiang Yuyao, "Your Uncle Xiang ............ him", I don't know how to say to Yan Qiao, I glanced at Tang and Song, I touched Yan Qiao's face, pretending to be nothing, "Uncle Xiang has a job in Japan, after Yan Qiao recovers, he will go back first, and we will go to him after a while." ”

Yan Qiao twisted his eyebrows after hearing this, "How did Uncle Xiang become rude?" He didn't say goodbye to Yan Qiao, and when he saw him again, Yan Qiao wanted to deliberately ignore him. ”

Why not say goodbye? Because he didn't even have a chance to say goodbye, the birth of a baby is an omen, but many times a person's death may be in the next second, the cruelty is that it doesn't give you any time to prepare, and getting married and being a groom should be the happiest day for a man, who would have thought that Xiang Yuyao would die innocently in this situation.

I turned my face away, tears rained down.