Chapter 11: The Most Beautiful Landscapes
After the prince and Han Feng left, I pressed my hands weakly on my head, I was tired of this conflict of values, especially with my own brother!
Living in this bizarre world, people have never been unified, so there are so many fights and killings, people are tearing each other for what they are pursuing, I am powerless to change anything, once I looked forward to the recognition of others, the erosion of the years, I understand: the world is my own, has nothing to do with others, the most gorgeous scenery of life, but the calmness and calmness of the heart, even if others do not understand, I can only choose to be alone, I have never been able to agree with the behavior of linking public welfare and business.
It's evening in the busy, and soon I'm going to have another night, I hope this night will give me a little moonlight and no more rain!
Closing the notebook, I closed my eyes and gently rubbed my temples to relieve fatigue.
I opened my eyes and looked at the bright and magnificent office, and somehow, thinking of the years when I used to set up a stall, I smiled, although I was a little poor at that time, but after closing the stall, a roasted sweet potato and a cigarette would make me comfortable, and happiness was so simple for me.
When people are helpless, they will always miss and miss the days when they were nostalgic, so I decided to go to the riverside of the ancient bridge to blow the wind, and I would be quieter.
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Driving to the ancient bridge, two years have passed, nothing has changed, the water is still flowing so comfortably, the wind is blowing gently, and the heavens have mercy on me and give me the moonlight that I have not seen for a long time.
In fact, when I returned to Nantong, I invited him to our company to be responsible for cleaning work, very easy, just arrange the work of the cleaning staff, but he resolutely refused, he vowed to tell the fortune as his lifelong career to operate, but recently the frequency of his stall is getting lower and lower!
I still kept the habit of pulling out all the change on my body, and put the loose money in the beggar's cup from the beginning to the end of the bridge, and they either looked at me numbly, or said thank you, and everything was the same as before, and on this ancient bridge, I never seemed to have to bear the pain of the passage of time.
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I lay on the guardrail of the old bridge, overlooking the flowing water, and my mood was finally settled, as if I had entered a realm of selflessness, and I enjoyed this feeling.
Not far away, there was a faint voice of thanks: "Thank you, Miss, you are such a good person!" ”
My heart was suddenly touched....... It looks like there's an electric current swimming all over the body! ....... I turned my head back!
She is wearing a white long dress, without powder, like a fairy who has fallen into the dust, she has always been like this, so uncannibalistic fireworks!
My legs lost the power to walk and just stared at her......
The beggar next to me said to me in an obscure dialect: "This girl is a great good person, she will come every few days!" ”
I nodded mechanically...... I vaguely understand why I am so reluctant to link public welfare with business, because this is the last beautiful scenery in my heart!
Mo Han held a stack of ten-dollar bills in his hand, and placed the coins in the beggars' bowls one by one, and chatted with them as before....... Finally she got closer to me...... My heart is turbulent!
She approached me infinitely, and when she got up again, she finally spotted me, and we looked at each other....... Perhaps it was the arrangement of fate, but there were fireworks not far away, which made our unexpected encounter beautiful.
In the autumn wind, her hair fluttered, she gently pinned the hair that covered her eyes behind her ears, and her every movement touched my heart so much.
"Long time no see!"
A simple opening sentence contains a lot of embarrassment, only those who have experienced it can understand.
She stared at me for a long time, but her expression didn't change much, she just nodded: "Hmm" is just like her usual indifference.
Looking at her familiar and unfamiliar appearance, there were too many words in my heart that I couldn't say, but I just asked, "Do you come here often?" ”
Mo Han nodded: "It will be in the near future." ”
After a long silence, I said to her, "Let's have a meal together, we haven't seen each other for more than two years, right?" ”
Mo Han didn't say much, just handed me a stack of change in his hand: "Help me give it to them." ”
I nodded and took the change from Mo Han's hand, knowing that Mo Han had agreed to my request for dinner.
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We found a restaurant nearby, and I suppressed my inner turmoil and told myself over and over again: this is just a dinner with an old friend, and I should calm down.
Mo Han sat very quietly, but I unconsciously changed several sitting postures, but the two sides remained silent very tacitly.
A moment later, when the meal was ready, I poured Mo Han a small half glass of red wine, but I just drank the juice.
Mo Han, who had been indifferent, finally asked with some surprise: "Don't you want to drink some wine?" ”
"I've been quitting for more than a year." I said with a smile.
Mo Han nodded, said no more, shook his goblet, and then took a sip of red wine.
"How have you been doing all these years? ...... I once heard Tian Tian say, you are already married! ”
Mo Han looked at me for a long time, and just said lightly: "I'm single now." ”
Although I vaguely thought that she was divorced, I was still shocked when she said it, but she was so calm, calm as if she had never been married to her, and I suddenly had a feeling that she was more indifferent than before!
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Towards the end of dinner, she finally took the initiative to ask me for the first time, "What about you, how have you been all these years?" ”
I was a little lost and stunned...... He said to her for a long time, "....... I am married and have a son..... But it wasn't born to my current wife. ”
Mo Han's complexion finally changed, but he returned to nature in an instant, and said lightly: "Are you married?" Congratulations! ”
"Thank you."
Soon we were done with dinner, and we stood side by side outside the restaurant, the wind still blowing us with the fallen leaves.
"It's a nice moonlight tonight." I looked at the sky and sighed.
Mo Han followed me to the sky, but there was no word.
I looked at the bright moon and smiled, "You know what? You've always been like the fairy who lives on the moon...... Lonely, **, indifferent, mysterious....... Even though you are so unapproachable, there are moths that are fearless of life and death to pounce on this cold fire......"
Mo Han turned to look at me, but I couldn't see through her emotions.
"You don't have to be burdened, I'm talking about .......," I added, and asked, "Where do you live, I'll send you." ”
"No need, I'll take a taxi myself."
I didn't force Mo Han, and asked at the moment when she was about to leave, "Do we still have a chance to meet?" ”
"Look at fate...... Goodbye, Zhang Yixi. ”
I just waved my hand at Mo Han and quietly watched her leave, as she said, whether we can meet again depends on fate! Even though I know that the day of seeing each other again may be far away.
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PS: Today, I finally reached a consensus with the editor, and the book will be completed in about 1.50-1.6 million words, which means that there is still about a month to complete.
Whether you love this book, hate it, or love it with a hate....... But it is undeniable that you have been moved, angry, sad, and happy..... In the same way, you have also moved me, angered, sad, and happy....... In fact, I want to say that the most gorgeous scenery in life is the calmness and calmness of the heart! I have also grown myself in this book, this is my gain, and I hope the readers will have the same gain, whether it is sad, angry or touched, it is just an experience for us!
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For the next book, I also have some of my own ideas, I will try other styles, even fantasy, Xianxia, historical overhead is possible, I really want to see what it feels like to write fantasy and Xianxia, of course, there may also be urban realistic themes, I will try a lighthearted, witty style.