21st Sharing the Bed (3)

An Nianchu glanced at Qiao Chu, and spit out in a very unhappy tone, "It's good that you understand some things in your heart, you have to find out what to do!" You say, if he didn't hurt me, why did I have to hide from him? If it were a woman with eyes, she would have chosen him over you 100 percent, except for the blind, of course. ”

Qiao Chu had no choice but to take her, and he didn't think about answering directly: "Sister Ke'an, what you just chose is me......"

"I was in a special situation!! Qiao Chu, you are really underwhelmed, what will happen if you answer the question honestly. If a woman had hurt you, and it hurt you deeply, would you still want to get close to that woman? ”

Qiao Chu sighed and spit out helplessly, "Sister An, this analogy you made makes me unable to answer, because no woman has ever hurt me, so I naturally don't know if I want to get close." ”

An Nianchu glanced at him, and Qiao Chu said honestly: "If it's me, it depends on my own heart, whether I want to get close or not." Because no matter what the behavior shows, it is not as real as one's own heart. Because many things will be buried in your heart, when you think that thing is impossible, you will start to regret why you didn't listen to your heart's decision in the first place, but at that time it was too late. ”

"It's really detailed, but you haven't been hurt, you don't know the kind of fear after being hurt, people's hearts are fragile, after being hurt once, there will be scars, there will be no pain, but the scars are a trace that will never disappear, and it will forever remind me of everything that has happened."

Qiao Chu shrugged his shoulders, "Since you already have such a clear answer in your heart, why did you come to ask me, just to seek comfort?" Sister An, you should still make your own decisions about these decisions, and other people's answers are always someone else's. ”

An Nianchu closed her eyes and leaned on Qiao Chu's chest, she could hear his strong and powerful heartbeat, so calm, but her heart was still fluctuating from before to now. How much influence Qin Muchen had on her. Should she listen to Qiao Chu and let her heart make a decision? But the thoughts in her heart have long been determined, but she can't unify her thoughts in behavior.

"Qiao Chu, I feel like I have a phobia of choice, and I don't know how to choose. If what you think and what you do is different, which one is correct? I'm afraid I'll regret it and I'm afraid I'll get hurt, and the pain is really uncomfortable. ”

"Sister An, then I'll ask you the simplest question, if he has an accident, or if he dies, will you regret what you did to him?"

He was tentative, but he really let An Nianchu test her true heart. What would happen to Qin Muchen if something happened to her or if he died? Will she regret what she has done? She will definitely regret it, she will definitely regret not being with him in the first place, she will definitely regret not being by his side. But even if this was her inner thoughts, she wouldn't say a word.

"I see."

Qiao Chu smiled slightly, successfully helped An Nianchu complete the discharge procedures, and then carried her to the garage, halfway Qin Muchen appeared again, he stood there and looked at Qiao Chu and An Nianchu, and the atmosphere around him was a little weird for a while.

An Nianchu glanced at Qiao Chu, but Qiao Chu didn't move. She poked Qiao Chu's chest with her finger and spit out in a low voice, "Let's go." ”

Qiao Chu didn't move a step, Qin Muchen walked into Qiao Chu, and took her from Qiao Chu's hands very smoothly, An Nianchu's eyes widened, and he glared at Qiao Chu angrily, "Bastard!" You just handed me over to someone else halfway, can you rest assured!! Qiao Chu! I want you to take me home to recuperate, not to let you give me to someone else like a gift! ”

"Sister An, there are some things you need to do, it's useless for you to always run away."

Qiao Chu was very relieved to leave, and he didn't even look back, but An Nianchu was angry, beat Qin Muchen's chest with his palm, and scolded loudly: "Bastard, didn't you already say it very clearly before!" Why are you still haunted! Big brother, uncle, uncle, you are fine, let me take care of my body. ”

Qin Muchen pursed his lips and spit out softly, "You can walk?" I remember what the doctor said just now that it was best not to walk these days. ”

An Nianchu gritted his teeth, "You also said that it is best not to walk these days, and the doctor did not say that I can't walk these days, I still have the ability to take care of myself, so I won't bother Mr. Qin." ”

"An An, do you have to be like this between you and me?"

His voice was gentle, and the familiar feeling swept through her mind, but she ......

"Qin Muchen, you know, it has long been impossible between us, you are like this now will only embarrass you and me even more, you have no obligation to be good to me, I have no obligation to accept your kindness, we are not even friends."

Qin Muchen smiled faintly, "An An, you have said these words many times. ”

An Nianchu roared, "Since I've said it many times, why haven't you listened to it once!" Qin Muchen, do you have a problem with your ears! Do you want to go to the hospital right away and have the doctor check it out for you!! Please put me down! I can walk on my own!! ”

"An An, I'm fine."

He carried her to his car, put her in the co-pilot, and gently buckled the seat belt for her, An Nianchu turned her head, her ankle ached faintly, she tried to exert herself just now, but it was a piercing pain. She was forced to be obedient and obedient helplessly, in fact, between Qin Muchen and Qiao Chu, she would rather choose Qiao Chu, although the latter was a little smoother, a little more attentive, and a little cheaper, but she had to admit that in fact, Qiao Chu was still a decent gentleman, at least he didn't take advantage of others, but Qin Muchen, she didn't know, his body was full of unknowns.

"Qin Muchen, have you ever thought about how I am now? Would I like to follow you now? What kind of thoughts do I have right now sitting in your co-pilot? I'm sad, I'm uncomfortable, I want to leave, I said I don't want to be near you, I said I want to stay away from you, I said you only hurt me, why don't you let go of me......"

He stepped on the brakes, heard the car on the side of the road, and looked at An Nianchu, "Ke An'an, just like you said, have you ever thought about how I am now?" What kind of thoughts do I have now? I want to be close to you, I want to spoil you, I want you to stay by my side all the time, you know that? ”

"It doesn't matter if I'm sad or hurt, keep me with you? Qin Muchen, you are so ruthless. I'm not a pet, I'm not a good girl who wants me to stay with you, I'll stay with you. Or should I say, I don't want to run away from you all the time, I don't want to stay away from you. I've said these things so many times, can't you listen to them once? Even once, if you don't come closer, can't you? ”

Qin Muchen's brows were tightly locked, his thin lips pursed slightly, and after a long time, he spit out, "An An, I want you to be by my side, happy and happy by my side." ”

"But I can't be happy when I see you, so what happiness can you talk about? So, really don't show up again, this time it's the ankle, and what about the next time? In case there was a shard of glass on the ground at one time, I think I must still be in the hospital right now. ”

"I'll take care of you."

An Nianchu was a little exhausted, "No need, Qin Muchen, I really don't need it, I really can't stand your kindness, can you take care of others?" I'm not a three-year-old kid and I can take care of myself. ”

"But I just want to take care of you."

An Nianchu and Qin Muchen were a little unable to communicate, she closed her eyes and decided to ignore his existence. It's just that she has been taken care of for a few days, she is already a disabled person, and it is impossible to resist at all, and if she can't resist, she will bear it, as long as it doesn't touch her bottom line.

When she came to this building again, she was held in Qin Muchen's arms, and the security guard stepped forward to care for a few words, An Nianchu was once again detained the title of Mrs. Qin, but she really didn't like this title at all! But now it's obviously not about whether she likes it or not, but she can only accept it!

She closed her eyes and kept pretending to be asleep, barely breathing steadily, but her heartbeat kept pounding and accelerating, she leaned on his chest, and she could clearly hear Qin Muchen's heartbeat, the even heartbeat, like a lullaby, unconsciously made An Nianchu really fall asleep.

When she opened her eyes again, there was one more caretaker by her side, An Nianchu felt that Qin Muchen was making a fuss, "I don't need to go to the point of asking for care, when I was at Qiao Chu's house, he took care of it personally, or did Mr. Qin's status be relatively high, and the so-called caregiver is to spend money to ask others to take care of it?" ”

"I'm afraid you won't let me take care of it." The tone of his voice was obviously a little low, An Nianchu couldn't see his expression clearly, and he couldn't read the meaning of his words.

"Since I have hired a nurse, how can I bother you."

An Nianchu closed her eyes, she didn't know why the words that came out of her mouth were always sharp words, she looked at Qin Muchen and wanted to scold him, she wanted to ask him why he treated her like that in the first place, but she couldn't ask, she just said harsh words.

Qin Muchen frowned slightly, but still said softly: "You have a good rest first, and I'll go out." ”

Lying on this big bed that she was extremely familiar with, all the memories were tumbling in her mind, clearer than before, she called Qin Muchen, "You just took me to your house to take care of me?" Qin Muchen, I can bring the caretaker to my dormitory, and you can be responsible for paying for it, so it's the same. ”