Chapter 22: Cohabitation (1)
He personally rubbed her feet, the warm palm made An Nianchu's heart tighten, and she turned her head, "Qin Muchen, you don't know how to rub your feet at all, don't knead my feet more seriously!" I don't want to be a cripple yet!! ”
The nurse explained to An Nianchu: "Miss, no, Mr. has practiced many times, so rubbing your feet can invigorate blood and dispel blood stasis, and it will make your feet better faster." ”
An Nianchu would never have said thank you to him, so he thought for a long time and slowly spit out, "It's not worth wasting time on me, a useless person, Qin Muchen, why are you this time?" Didn't you say you let it go before? Talking about fun? Why haven't I seen you talk once! ”
The caretaker left with a good sense of current affairs and closed the door smoothly. In an instant, the temperature in the room rose instantly, and the two of them were surrounded by an atmosphere called 'ambiguity', and she said awkwardly, "You go out." ”
"An An, do you think I might leave? The caretaker obviously left after seeing me here, and now I'm here to take care of you and rub your feet well. He was very careful, his eyes were focused on her ankles, but the more he was like this, the more An Nianchu felt uneasy, Qin Muchen who was so focused, what was he doing for her? What was he aiming at her this time?
An Nianchu kicked him with another uninjured ankle, "Let go, I don't want you to rub my feet for me." ”
Qin Muchen easily caught An Nianchu's ankle and smiled slightly, "It turns out that I didn't help An An knead this one." ”
I don't know if it's because this ankle has never been injured, it is more sensitive than the previous disabled ankle, the temperature of his palm, the force of his kneading she can feel clearly. Unconsciously blushed, An Nianchu hated that she had this kind of expression, she spit out coldly, "Qin Muchen, I haven't seen you for a few days, why have you become so oily?" And you shouldn't have taken care of me. ”
"Why shouldn't I? An An, if I hurt you in the first place, please give me a chance to make amends for you. ”
Make up for? An Nianchu chuckled, "Qin Muchen, you have to be clear, some things can be made up, but more things can't be made up. Or do you feel like everything is remedy? So if a person dies, what do you do to make amends? What do you make up for the youth I wasted on you? ”
"As long as you bring up how to make up for it, I will make it up to you."
His eyes were very determined, but An Nianchu couldn't believe it. She turned her head, "That's a nice thing to say, but if you were really asked to do it, I don't think you would be able to do it." And there are too many things that cannot be made up, and I don't need you to make up for it, but I should thank you for letting me see the diverse side of people. ”
Qin Muchen frowned, "An An, I don't know what you think I owe you, but how do you want me to make it up, I will definitely make it up." ”
An Nianchu repeated his words, "How do I want you to make up for it, how can you make it up?" Then I want you to make up for the youth I wasted on you, how can you make up for me? Swear to give me your life? ”
"Then I will accompany you until your hair is gray, and make up for the youth you once wasted."
"Sure enough, Qin Muchen, you are really just good at paying lip service."
He pursed his lips, the corners of his lips rose slightly, and his narrow eyes narrowed, "I'm just talking about it, okay?" ”
An Nianchu was forced by his momentum and stammered, "Could it be ...... And also...... What else is it? ”
"Like a bed?"
An Nianchu took the pillow and threw it at him, with a hopeless expression on his face, "Qin Muchen, I really didn't expect that all the men were the same color, and all of them were hungry wolves!" ”
"Did he move you?"
She was a little surprised, she felt as if she couldn't keep up with Qin Muchen's thinking, what did it mean to 'he moved me'? After thinking about it, he gave him a vicious look, "You think everyone is the same as you!" The mind is so dirty! ”
Qin Muchen didn't laugh angrily, and the slight curvature at the corner of his lips made An Nianchu feel like he was praising him just now.
"Didn't you say all men are the same?"
An Nianchu was angry, and spit out angrily, "That can only mean that there are more men who are better than you!" ”
She turned her head and closed her eyes, not wanting to make contact with his gaze, but no matter what he said, he could easily provoke her anger, Rao was the most peaceful statement, and it could also ignite the anger in An Nianchu's heart.
He is a thorn in her heart, anyone who touches it will hurt, let alone he appears by himself?
"Are your feet better?" He asked gently, and An Nianchu vomited angrily, "I don't feel it." ”
An Nianchu wanted to pull his foot out of the palm of his hand, Qin Muchen felt her movement, and said softly: "Don't move, it will be more comfortable to rub more." ”
She glanced at him, and in the dim light he looked so soft that it made her feel like an abominable person. But is she at fault? What did she do wrong again? Cruel words, ridicule, and abuse to him, he didn't reply a word, and he was gentle with him, how many men could treat her like this? She didn't know. But if he changes then, what should she do?
Qi Yanmo has always been gentle, but she has never said cruel words to Qi Yanmo, never mocked, never abused. can treat Qin Muchen, it seems that he is almost used to it. Looking at him, the spit that comes out of his mouth is always harsh.
"Qin Muchen, I said, you don't have to be nice to me, I won't be grateful."
"It's okay, I don't need your gratitude."
His tone was very calm, even with a strong tenderness. If in the past, An Nianchu would never want to snuggle up to him, but now......
"Qin Muchen, do you have to embarrass you? I've said it many times, don't show up in front of me, I'll only speak ill of you. When I see you, I feel uncomfortable, and when I see you, I want to curse. ”
He pursed his lips as if she were not talking to him, and smiled softly, "You scold, I'll listen." ”
An Nianchu gritted his teeth, "Qin Muchen, what's wrong with you?" Have you become faceless and skinless? I don't know how to be angry, I just know how to smile? You really make me feel creepy, is there anything else in me that you fancy about? What do you want, you tell me, I'll give it to you, can't you? ”
"Fancy you."
"Qin Muchen, don't always tell lies, not to mention that even if you say it many times, do you think I will believe it? If it's an unbelievable word, why do you need to say it, or do you prefer to talk in vain? ”
He hooked the corners of his lips, "Okay, I won't say it." ”
An Nianchu looked at him, now he was extremely gentle, as if whatever she said was what she said, he seemed to spoil her in the palm of his hand, but this feeling made An Nianchu extremely scared. Spoiling, whether it's good or bad, she knows very well in her heart now. When facing Qin Muchen, the thought of wanting to get close but being scared was entwined in her heart, and she couldn't break the knot that only she could untie.
"Qin Muchen, please, can you not look like a virgin, what I say you are what you are, and you still have a smile on your face? Did I say let you die, and you will die with a smile? What about your temper, not a little bit? Or did I not say anything harsh enough to irritate you? ”
He smiled, his palms still gently kneading her ankles.
An Nianchu looked at the time, he actually kneaded it for her for half an hour, Qiao Chu had also helped her pinch her feet, but in less than three minutes, Qiao Chu would complain about being tired and stop, wasn't he tired? But what does it have to do with her if he is tired or not! She spoke again and spit out coldly, "It seems that I really didn't speak hard enough, I should really learn how to scold people, how to quickly find the other party's Achilles' heel." ”
"An An, you don't need to learn, you know what my weakness is."
"Qin Muchen, I don't know you as well as you think, I don't even know what you like, how can I know what your weaknesses are? I have never seen you thoroughly, you were like that at the beginning, you are like this now, if I knew, I would not have been deceived so badly. ”
She scoffed, this was familiar enough environment, this was enough to make the scene in her mind clearer, she no longer had any illusions about him, but there were always something, some impressions that she couldn't erase.
What is so bad cannot be erased, and what is so good cannot be erased. Again and again, she tried to forget, but she never forgot those hard marks.
"I didn't cheat on you."
An Nianchu smiled bitterly, and to this day he still told her that he had not deceived her? What was it before? It's all her own deception?
"Qin Muchen, you are really shameless enough."
He never explained, just smiled at her, as if that smile could smooth out everything, this point made An Nianchu unbearable the most, yes or no, it was okay to say it directly, what does a smile represent, does it mean that you have done it or that you have not done it?
"Does your ankle still hurt?"
"Mr. Qin, do you think that the redness and swelling are like that, and the bandages are about to be wrapped into zongzi, can you easily rub it a few times?"
Qin Muchen stopped talking, still carefully kneading her ankles, but An Nianchu saw sweat stains oozing from his forehead, was he tired? She looked away from him and looked at the familiar room as if nothing had changed.
There had been a warm room with pain at the same time, and she asked, "Why is the room so dark?" ”
Qin Muchen slowly put down her ankles, kneaded her arms when she got up, walked to the window and opened the curtain, and the sunlight suddenly came in, sweeping away the gloom just now.
"Are you hungry?"
He has always been gentle, but in the face of such a him, An Nianchu still can't get rid of the shadow in his heart.