"There will be a little secret between husband and wife, let alone those who are not married? Deception is also divided into good intentions and bad intentions, if there is something that you know will make him angry if you tell him, will you choose to tell him? ”

Su Nianan was silent for a moment.

Grandma continued: "Young grandma, the most important thing between people is trust, but some things often can't be seen too superficially, it depends on people's hearts, grandma I don't know what happened to you and the young master, but grandma can see that the young master really feels sorry for the young grandma." What is the young grandmother's preferences, I didn't find out grandma, it was the young master who found out and told grandma......"

Su Nianan listened to her grandmother's nagging, and didn't know what to say for a while, many words were stuck in her throat, and she couldn't spit it out. Let her say that, he treated her like that, disregarded her body like that, and plundered their children so easily.

Grandma, I'm not optimistic enough, I can't touch his heart, I can't read his mind, I don't know what kind of person he is, I obviously want to be close to him, but I'm afraid to get close. I didn't want to say those hurtful words, but I still spit it out easily. I obviously want to leave decisively, but I am always worried about it.

She didn't even know what was going on in her own mind.

Thinking about her parents, thinking about the harm he did to her, she hated, she hated him very much. But thinking about his goodness and his favor, she can't mention love, she will only worry about whether there will be a bigger trap waiting for her to jump in the back. The trust between them has collapsed, and she will only be suspicious of him. But no matter how suspicious or hateful, as long as he is not there, there will always be an empty place in her heart.

Those former loves, she can't erase them, and she can't erase her love for him.

But Qin Muchen, if you love, if you are petted, how can you do those things.

Su Nianan smiled bitterly and collapsed on the bed, as long as she thought of him, there would be a lot of problems in her heart, but in the final analysis, it was still that one - if he wasn't revenge, then why would he hurt her, if it was revenge, then why did he find her preferences so carefully?

She can veto his favor, his love, but she can't veto what the people around her say. She had never thought about it before, it turned out that all her preferences were discovered by him, and she thought that Grandma was paying attention to it, but she didn't expect it to be Qin Muchen. But even if she knew it was her now, it would only make her more confused, more caught in that endless mystery, unable to extricate herself.

She wanted to ask Qin Muchen directly, but she couldn't say anything every time the words came to her mouth. How she wished there was a glimmer of possibility, her whole brain was frantically shouting, it was not him, it was not him.

But what was accumulating little by little behind that, her brain couldn't shout anymore, she just felt that she was a very ironic joke.

Even now that he was tying her up, she didn't understand why. If he retaliated, hadn't he retaliated enough? Forcing her to stay by his side, she will only hate him more, lying on the bed, when she sees him, she will remember the previous scene, her heart is constantly tearing and healing, over and over again.

Every time she thought about it, she would grit her teeth, and she would cry silently. She hated that she didn't have the strength to resist, she hated herself for being so useless, she hated herself, even so, it was him who left and thought about it.

Qin Muchen gently pushed the door and walked to her side, she was as usual, tears wet the corner of the pillow, he didn't know how to soothe the uneasiness and fear in her heart, he himself didn't dare to face her many times, he didn't want to hurt her, but he hurt her again and again.

Their child, the child conceived in the womb, he actually caused her to miscarry, Qin Muchen clenched his fists and looked at her, but his eyes were still soft.

One night, Su Nian'an hadn't seen Qin Muchen for a few days, but she knew that he slept beside her every night. He's avoiding her? She didn't know what Qin Muchen had in mind.

It's still very good to get along with Grandma, Grandma will talk to Su Nianan a lot of times, some small and trivial things, but they can make Su Nianan feel happier. Maybe it was because the previous things were too heavy, Su Nianan always felt that no matter what happened, he couldn't arouse much interest.

She won't be able to watch TV for a day with snacks like before, she won't laugh unbridled without scruples, and she doesn't even want to cry in front of people. She always wants to be strong, and she works hard to nourish her body. But the wound in her heart is not something she can heal if she wants to, not to mention that every time she lies in bed, her heart will tear once, and she will be immersed in the pain.

"Grandma, don't open your mouth and close your mouth and call me young grandma, call me Nian'an, grandma makes me feel very intimate, like a mother."

There were a lot of folds on Grandma's face, but when she smiled, Su Nianan felt unusually warm. Now she doesn't like to contact strangers, staying in this room, all she can contact is grandma, but she is also very happy. Grandma's Lotte infected her a lot.

Grandma said: Be tolerant of others and be tolerant of yourself. There is no need to lose your happiness because of some trivial things, people have lived for a total of so many decades, always with a bitter face, others look uncomfortable, and they will be uncomfortable.

Grandma said: Love is like a flower, but after the flower blooms, it is withering, and the relationship between husband and wife is not only the original heartbeat, but also the mutual support and mutual help in life, and you will feel the sweetness in the plain.

Grandma said: She had a very story-like relationship when she was young, he was an intellectual in the countryside, and she was just a small fisherman, he fell in love with her, she fell in love with him, they were together for several years, and they knew each other to love. But he ordered a family affair for him at home, and when he was recalled, she waited for him alone for ten years, and waited for the splendid years of seventeen or eighteen to twenty-seven or eighteen, and she was an old orphan girl at home at that time, but she was still looking forward to it. But she finally knew his news, and when she went to look for him, he was no longer the person he was back then, his husband and wife were harmonious, and the children were half as tall as her, she knew that it was no longer possible between them, and in a month, she found a man who was good to her to marry, but that man hurt her for a lifetime.

Grandma said: Sometimes feelings are very wonderful, and the fate between people must be destined by God. You love him and wait for him for ten years, but he has long forgotten his original promise, you hate him, it's useless, you can't save your ten years of youth. And everything will eventually pass, and what will be ushered in is full of happiness. Only those who have experienced suffering can taste happiness better.