Chapter 19: That's Not Home (1)
She wants to leave, she wants to leave, as long as she is by his side for one more day, she will be reluctant to leave for more than one day, and she will not forget him for more than one day. Even counting by months, months and years, Su Nianan knows her heart very well, even if she is not by his side, she will always think of him, let alone when he is by her side.
"Qin Muchen, that's not my home."
"I said yes."
His domineering, his gentleness, really made her want to laugh, why didn't she find such a side of him at the beginning, why was he just gentle at the beginning, Qin Muchen, domineering is your nature, and she doesn't love it.
The two of them were deadlocked, Qin Muchen let go of Su Nian'an, she hurriedly got off his body, trembling and shrunk on the seat next to her, she wanted to leave, but she couldn't even open the door, in this closed environment, she actually felt a little difficult to breathe.
Qin Muchen sat down in her seat, fastened her seat belt, started the car again, and drove at a fast speed, forcing Su Nianan to also fasten her seat belt, and she still held on to the handrail tightly. Drag racing, she always thought that only children like Qin Muche would do it, but she didn't expect that Qin Muchen would also play drag racing.
The more I came into contact, the more I found out that he was a mystery. Every aspect of him was like a spider's spit of silk, a handful of entanglements, but by the time she found out the result, she was already trapped in his ecstasy web.
Looking at the scenery outside the window, it was far calmer than the last time she found her in his house after she fled, and the calmness made her feel that she knew that he would come at all, at most she didn't expect him to be so fast.
Familiar buildings, familiar floors, familiar roomsβ
She was back in her birdcage again, and she couldn't escape from it.
Sadness welled up in her heart, she didn't like it very much, she had more bad impressions of it than good memories, she would remember how he tortured her, and how he spoiled her. She is a contradiction, she can't obey her heart, not to mention that the balance of the heart is to leave on the one hand, and to stay on the other.
She always knew that she should leave, but there were still some restless thoughts in her heart that provoked her to stay.
But now she has no autonomy again, he has put hers on the bed, and he went out a little tired, and brought a glass of milk a few minutes later, Su Nianan was a little surprised, she knew that Qin Muchen didn't love milk, so the milk was always brewed by her and handed it directly to him, and now he can know the location of the milk, which is really a lot of progress.
The corners of her mouth twitched a few times, and she closed her eyes, she didn't want to move, and she didn't want to drink what he brought.
Qin Muchen put the bowl on the bedside table, helped Su Nianan up, let her lean on the pillow, and handed the milk to her mouth again. Su Nian'an turned her head, he twisted her head again, she twisted to the other side very unwillingly, and finally her jaw was pinched by Qin Muchen.
"Finish drinking."
"I don't drink."
"Su Nian'an, do you think your body can withstand your toss like this? Don't you even know how to take good care of yourself? His inexplicable anger made Su Nian'an explode, pointed at his nose and said, "Qin Muchen, what qualifications do you have to say that I am harming myself like this?" That's right, it's because of myself that I love the wrong person and see the wrong person, otherwise I will be hurt? Otherwise, would I be so bad? Otherwise, would I have been in the hospital several times a month? Qin Muchen, you touch your own conscience, why do you say me!! β
Qin Muchen frowned and vomited for a long time, "The doctor said that drinking milk helps you sleep." β
Su Nianan looked at him and laughed, "Qin Muchen, are you caring about me?" Why didn't you care about me long before that? Why didn't you think about my body before, why didn't you take my antibiotics seriously? Qin Muchen, you are like this now, it will only make me feel more disgusting, and even make me want to sick to my stomach. β
He didn't say anything and turned to leave.
In the empty room, only Su Nianan was left. It turned out that the distance between them before was only a few hours' drive, and she couldn't sleep in bed before, but now she was lying on a familiar bed, and in a few minutes, she fell asleep.
The clock on the wall kept ringing again, again and again, Qin Muchen was sitting on the sofa, did he really hurt her so much? But he just didn't want her to leave her, those two times he was just greedy for her body, and he was reluctant to let go of her, so he asked her again and again, just wanting her to be like him, as happy as him, and as carried away as him.
But in the end, he sent her to the hospital again and again, and her health was indeed deteriorating because of him. He didn't mean to, he-
Qin Muchen heard her steady breathing, lifted the quilt, and hugged her.
It was very early, and when Su Nianan woke up, she was already the only one left, but the room was filled with his smell, the smell she was most familiar with.
Aunt Hour cooked porridge and knocked on the door, looking at Su Nianan happily, "Young grandma, you are finally back, when you are not there, I don't know how anxious the young master is, and his angry appearance is also scared to death, now that the young grandma is back, and the young grandma, she must not have eaten well in the past few days, what has she lost weight?" Young grandmother, take good care of your body. β
Su Nianan smiled and nodded. She understands Aunt Hour's thoughts clearly, it's not that she doesn't want to eat, she can't eat it. I feel sick to my stomach when I eat anything, and I want to vomit when I eat anything. Barely eating a few bites, when she thought of what had happened before, she had no appetite at all, and she longed to stop eating or drinking all the time.
"Young grandma, no matter how uncomfortable it is, you have to eat, the body is the most important thing, don't think I'm nagging this old woman, the young master hasn't been doing well recently, if there is any problem with the little couple, solve it face to face, don't let small problems accumulate into big problems." I think the young master and the young grandmother are both smart people, and they will definitely not be like my wife, and I can't help but quarrel with the old man over a trivial matter. β
Su Nianan nodded very teachablely, "Grandma rest assured, I won't abuse my own body, my body is the capital, I won't spoil my body." β
She held the dishes and chopsticks, forcibly resisted the discomfort in her heart, and swallowed all the white porridge into her stomach.
"That's good, young grandmother, let's eat something light in the last few days. By the way, don't eat any snacks these days, if there is anything you want to eat, tell me, I must let the young grandmother eat and support. β
Grandma was very happy, Su Nianan pulled the corner of Grandma's clothes and asked, "Did Grandma quarrel with her boyfriend or husband when she was young?" If he lied to you, would you be angry, Grandma? β