"It was like I had been splashed with cold water. Seven thousand, seven thousand, for a fourteen-year-old, is an astronomical amount! At that time, my whole body trembled and said that I didn't have that much money...... The old horse, who had always been amiable, suddenly changed his face and said, "No money? What slot machine do you play without money? Am I not running a charity? Then he grabbed me by the neck and said I should pay it back now or screw my head off. ”

"I've never been through this kind of scene, and I was so hurt that I cried on the spot. Those friends also pleaded for me, and discussed with Lao Ma how to solve this matter, because I really couldn't come up with so much money...... Hehe, they brought me to the pit step by step, but they also pretended to be righteous, but I really thought they were helping me at that time, and pinned all their hopes on them......"

He Juan suddenly asked, "Who are they?" Do I recognize me? ”

Su Ze glanced at He Juan and said, "The one you know is Zhao Bin and them." ”

"Zhao Bin......" He Juan clenched her fists and said helplessly: "Why did you get mixed up with them?" They have an affair with the bastards in society, and even our seven dragons and six phoenixes do not interfere with the river water with their well water, and try not to provoke them if they have nothing to do! ”

"Where do I know dào? You've never told me that! I saw that you greeted each other warmly, and I thought you were very good friends. Su Ze leaned against the wall, and he was also particularly helpless.

"They are all mixed in this way, even if they are not in harmony in their hearts, they must be harmonious on the face, how can you not understand this truth?"

"I understand it now, but I didn't understand it then!" Su Ze gasped and said, "I only know that I study hard, and I don't know anything else!" ”

"Yes, yes......" He Juan grabbed her hair and said bitterly, "Because you only know how to study hard, I especially don't want your mind to be polluted, so I never tell you about those bastards...... It's my fault, it's my fault. ”

"No, it's not your fault, it's mine." Su Ze sighed and said, "Blame me for my poor concentration, so easily jumped into the trap they dug." At that time, they begged Lao Ma for a long time, and Lao Ma thought about it and asked me: 'You really don't have any money?' I nodded and said, 'There's really no money.' I don't dare to go home and ask for it, if my parents know that I lost 7,000 while playing slot machines outside, I guess I will be beaten to the ground. The old horse said, 'Then teach you a way, you can pay back my money slowly.' Desperate, I seemed to see a glimmer of light, and I agreed without hesitation, and asked the old horse to teach me this method quickly. ”

The old horse took out a very small plastic bag from his pocket, as if he had already done it. Su Ze said as he gestured with his fingers, about an inch in size, "I saw some white powder inside. ”

He Juan and I both changed their faces, and we could probably guess what it was—what kind of good thing could it be when I took it out of the old horse's pocket? Su Ze continued: "Lao Ma told me that the cost of this thing is 1,000 yuan, as long as I take it to the school to sell, I can earn 2,000 yuan by changing hands, and then I can pay off the debt in a few times after I go to him to get the goods." Even if I've never eaten pork, I've seen pigs run. This thing has such a high profit, even the most stupid person can guess what it is. So I hesitated, and the old horse grabbed me by the collar and said viciously, 'If you don't want to do it, then pay it back quickly.' It doesn't matter if you don't come out yet, use one arm to offset the bill. It's worth it for seven thousand dollars for an arm. Then he took a machete and made a gesture to slash me in the arm. ”

Su Ze smiled bitterly: "I'm not afraid of your jokes when I say it, I'm only fourteen years old, I'm really frightened." What can I do? I had no choice but to answer yīng his request. Lao Ma gave me the things and asked me to sell them to my classmates after school started, so he let me go. On the way back, Zhao Bin and the others gave me advice, saying how to use my influence in school, saying that a student like me with excellent grades and many friends, it is definitely not a problem to sell this kind of goods, it is best to bring my girlfriend in, and if there are seven dragons and six phoenixes as the backing, everything will be more worry-free......"

Hearing this, He Juan frowned, and seemed to understand why Su Ze had left her in the first place.

"At that time, I had already vaguely guessed that this was a trap set by them together. They wanted to sell these shady things in the school, but they were afraid of the existence of the seven dragons and six phoenixes, so they had to make an idea on me, open a gap from me, and pull He Juan in first, and then gradually pull others in...... Of course, this is what I slowly figured out later, at that time, I only felt that I had already suffered, and I could no longer pull He Juan and me to suffer together, so I told them that in fact, He Juan and I had broken up. ”

He Juan gasped, the flesh on her cheeks trembled slightly, this girl who was famous for her toughness in Beiqi already had tears in her eyes. Su Ze leaned against the wall, did not look at He Juan, but lowered his gaze and said slowly: "Of course they don't believe it, because He Juan and I are golden boys and girls, in the eyes of others, even if the sky falls, it is impossible for the two of us to be separated." I told them it was true, and that I already had a new girlfriend, and to make this lie more true, I found a new girlfriend the next day - you know, it's always easy for a guy like me to find a girlfriend. ”

Su Ze raised his head, looked at the ceiling again, and said: "The matter quickly reached He Juan's ears, she called me to question me, I can only tell her to break up, we are not suitable......"

"Why don't you tell me the truth?" He Juan asked tremblingly.

"I don't want to bother you......" Su Ze said in an indifferent tone: "One person does things and one person does it, what kind of ability is it to involve a girlfriend." And it's illegal to sell this kind of thing, hey, if you're not careful, you'll be arrested by the police uncle, okay? ”

"But you were only fourteen years old!" He Juan said angrily: "You are only fourteen years old, what can you resist?!" ”

"Just fight it with your shoulder." Su Ze yawned: "Later, you took people everywhere to find me, saying that you wanted to take me out and beat me." This is very good, just to make Zhao Bin and them believe that we did break up, and I also took the opportunity to propose a transfer and come to Beiyuan No. 3 Middle School to sell these things, anyway, no one knows me, no one knows my past. I pretended to be on the road, smoking, drinking, swearing, fighting, making friends, and selling batches of goods without any psychological pressure...... Owed money to the old horse? It was paid off eight hundred years ago. But as long as you step into this road, you can't go back......"

"But that's not your nature." He Juan said: "You are obviously tired of this life! ”

"Nature?" Su Ze said: "I don't even know what my nature is. Maybe it was pretended at first, but after a long time, it seems that I got used to it, and I was used to playing the role of this kind of scum, and I was pretty cool to let others harm me. It's like playing the bully on the stage for a long time, and it is inevitable that you can't tell the difference between inside and outside the play, and you think you are the overlord offstage......"

"I know dào." He Juan said very seriously: "I have been observing you since the first grade of primary school, I know that your nature is kind, you can't bear to hurt even a little bird, how can you do other cruel things?" ”

"But that's just the way it is." Su Ze said: "I have changed, I have become brutal, cold-blooded and ruthless. You've seen the scene in the classroom before, didn't you even jump out and scold me for being a scumbag? ”

"Then change back again." He Juan said: "You are just used to playing this role, and many times you subconsciously regard yourself as a scumbag. Come back, spend more time with your former friends, and you'll definitely be able to change again. ”

"I can't go back...... I can't go back...... Su Ze shook his head and looked at He Juan again: "Just like you, no matter how much you lose weight, you can't change back to your previous slender appearance, right?" How hard it is for you to lose weight, how difficult it is for me to change back. ”

"Who said that?!" He Juan said: "I will definitely be able to reduce it back!" ”

"Really?" Su Ze crossed his arms and shook his head: "I don't believe it." ”

"Then we might as well make an appointment." He Juan said very seriously: "If I can reduce back to the original appearance, you must slowly change your current self!" ”

"Okay." Su Ze said: "I want to see if a miracle can happen, otherwise I really don't have any motivation at all." ”

"Then it's decided, you wait and be surprised!" After He Juan finished speaking, she strode to the door of the toilet, opened the door and walked out. "Hey!" I screamed, but she ignored me and left alone. "It's too much." I shook my head with a wry smile and said to myself, "Anyway, I brought you here, and now I'm going to leave alone......"

"You brought her here?" Su Ze looked at me strangely: "What is your relationship with her, why did you bring her here?" ”

"I'm friends with her." I said, "I don't want to watch her go on like this anymore, so I brought her to meet you, with the intention of making her die, but now it seems to be ...... It doesn't matter, as long as she can get out of that knot, make up her mind to lose weight, and live a good life, as long as the ultimate goal is achieved, everything else doesn't matter. ”

"Then you're really a good friend...... Su Ze said softly.

"You're not bad, either." I said, "You know that you can't change back at all, but you still want to use this to motivate He Juan to lose weight and force her to take the initiative to say that agreement, so that she will be very motivated." ”

Su Ze looked at me in surprise: "You see it?" ”

"Only He Juan, who loves you deeply and wants to change you, can't see it." I said, "If you want to go back to your old life, you have to quit your current life." But you're selling white powder, how can you say that you can withdraw from it? ”