"How could it be ......" Su Ze still had a face full of disbelief, but his feet were slowly moving towards He Juan.

Hearing Su Ze's footsteps, He Juan turned his head sharply and said fiercely: "Don't come here, I'm not He Juan!" ”

Su Ze stared at He Juan's face carefully, looked and looked, for two or three minutes, and suddenly exhaled a long breath: "You are really He Juan...... I mean, it feels familiar from the beginning, but I don't think about it at all. ”

I think this thing is a bit interesting, there is almost no similarity between the current He Juan and the past He Juan, how did Su Ze recognize her as He Juan? Before I knew it, I was asking the question, "How do you tell?" ”

Su Ze pointed to He Juan's eyes and said, "He Juan has a mole under her right eyelid. When we were still together, she told me that it was called a tear mole, and that people with tear moles would be flowing for the rest of their lives. Speaking of this, he smiled bitterly: "At that time, I sued her, how could it be, at least I will always be with ......" seemed to feel that he was speechless, and suddenly stopped and asked: "How did you become like this?" There was a gentle tone in his tone.

This really scared me, I originally thought that according to Su Ze's character, it was estimated that she would not hesitate to leave after confirming that she was He Juan, but I didn't expect that she hadn't left for so long, and she had spoken for so long.

He Juan didn't seem to be half moved, but asked, "You still ask me?" I want to ask you, how did you end up like this? I just had a physical change. And you, you've even changed your soul! ”

Su Ze was stunned for a moment, and then smiled bitterly: "Yes, I even have changed my soul." Inside and out, it's not the same person anymore. ”

"Why? Why did you become like this? He Juan asked, trying to figure out the answer.

"No why." Su Ze said: "How can there be so many in this world? Actually, that's what I'm by nature, it's just that I used to pretend to be good. When I'm with you, I can suffocate me, and I have to pretend to be a good man every day, because I know that is what you like. But how can you keep pretending? There's no way I'm going to hide my true nature for you. He shrugged his shoulders as he spoke: "Later, after leaving you, I was like a fish in water, and my life was very happy." ”

He Juan gritted her teeth and only said three words: "Impossible!" "Actually, it's not just He Juan, even I don't think it's possible. I don't know why I always feel that Su Ze is lying, when he faces He Juan - even if he is fat He Juan, his eyes and tone will be gentle, which is like two people in the face of the girl before, it seems that an angel and a devil.

"Nothing is impossible." Su Ze said: "You have always liked the wrong person, now you should die." Good bye. With that, he turned around and left. The moment he opened the door, he turned his head and said, "I still like your original appearance, come on, change back, you can, you have always been a very persevering person." ”

"I can't get it back." He Juan said: "I won't tell you, my current appearance is also my deliberately hidden nature before, after leaving you, I am also like a fish in water, I can eat as much meat as I want, and my life is very happy." ”

As soon as he heard this, he was competing with what Su Ze said before. Su Ze closed the door again, walked up to He Juan and said, "Are you so interesting?" Is it fun to destroy your own body? He Juan straightened her waist and asked, "Then is it interesting for you to do this?" Isn't it fun for you to destroy your own soul? "Su Ze is taller than me, but he is as thin as me, and he is like a little chicken in front of He Juan. In good conscience, I love seeing it, it's so fucking fun.

"Don't be vindictive." Su Ze turned his face away: "It's not interesting like this." But he still didn't get angry at He Juan, maybe he felt guilty?

"It's you who don't want to be vindictive, right?" He Juan said: "What happened, why can't you sue me?" ”

"What's the use of you?" Su Ze shook his head and said, "No one can help me, and I can't go back." ”

"Even if it can't help you." I suddenly interjected and said, "You should also tell He Juan the truth, she has been haunted by this incident and has been suffering until now." If you don't say it, she'll still get fat. Do you know how beautiful and charming she used to be, and you can't bear to watch her go on like this? Of course, the tone was very unkind, trying to dig out more shame on Su Ze.

When I said this, the two boys in the corner who had taken off their pants and were peeing suddenly showed shocked eyes, obviously they couldn't believe that this fat man with a fat body could have been a beautiful and charming girl before? This should be a great upend for their worldview. They were still peeing under my command, and of course not a drop of urine could be spilled.

Su Ze looked at He Juan for a long time, and suddenly let out a long sigh, with a very helpless look on his face. Then he leaned his back against the wall, looked up at the sconces on the ceiling, and said faintly, "Do you want to listen?" Then I'll say. ”

He Juan and I didn't speak, and we had already made our attitudes clear. As long as you say, we listen. He Juan even breathed a little heavily, and the questions that she had been entangled for three years suddenly had to be answered, no matter who she was, she would be very nervous, right?

I looked at Su Ze calmly. Su Ze looked at me, then at He Juan, then looked into the toilet, and suddenly said in surprise, "Who are you two and why are you here?" "I finally noticed the two boys inside who took off their pants and didn't pee.

Su Ze didn't know them, but they obviously knew Su Ze, and one of them said with a bitter face: "Brother Ze, we ...... We're here to pee. Su Ze looked at them in surprise: "Then have you finished urinating, let's leave when you're done urinating!" As if they were pardoned, the two boys said again and again: "I'm done urinating." Then he put on his pants and left the toilet as if fleeing for his life.

Now there are only three of us left in this toilet. Su Ze leaned against the wall, his arms crossed over his chest: "Where to start, let's start with the summer vacation when I broke up with He Juan......

"We were only in the first year of junior high school. Well, I was only fourteen years old. Then he looked at me and said, "I don't know if He Juan told you that we were the famous golden boys and girls in the school at that time, and almost everyone knew it." He Juan is a well-known eldest sister in the grade, knows a lot of people, and has a wide range of contacts. Because of her, I have more and more friends, both good and bad. The so-called bad friends, you know, are the kind that will pull you to smoke, drink, fight, and make trouble. There are such students in any school, and I have always been respectful of them. ”

"But they invited me to play with me three times and twice, and I was always embarrassed, and it was not a problem to always refuse. One day during the summer vacation, I went out with them, thinking that I would just play this time and get by on my face. They took me to an underground game hall, and as you probably know, this kind of place is a game hall on the surface, but in fact it is engaged in gambling, and all the people playing in it are bastards, and most of them are bastards from society. ”

"They gave me some coins and told me to play slots, and said that if I lost, theirs, if I win, I would be my own. In the face of enthusiasm, I had no choice but to play like this. Luck was really good, the first few hands came to a grand slam! Su Ze looked up and smiled bitterly, as if recalling the scene at that time, "When those colorful lights were lit up and the uplifting music sounded, it almost alarmed the entire game hall, and they rushed behind me one after another, watching the slot machines drop coins together." ”

"I don't know if you've ever experienced that feeling...... Su Ze closed his eyes, his face was very calm: "That was really the happiest time in my life, even happier than winning the first grade in the final exam." My ears were full of people's admiration, the clatter of falling coins, and the screams of slot machines, and my whole body became excited, holding those coins with my hands, and I couldn't even hold them with two hands, and there was so much money, at least three or four hundred coins! ”

"I wanted to stop there, but my friends said that I was lucky, so I might as well play two more games and press more, so that I could win more...... As you can probably guess, in less than half an hour, I lost all the coins in my hand. At that time, I was ashamed and ashamed, and I felt very ashamed, as if the first grade suddenly fell to Sun Shan, and I could even feel the ridicule of others. I don't think so, I've got to win it back, I'm going to prove it to them, I can still do it. ”

"After I lost all my money, I went to borrow from my friends, and after I borrowed their money, I had already lost four or five hundred yuan. At that time, I was discouraged, and I thought that this was the case, so I simply let it go, and laughed at it. As a result, someone asked me if I wanted to play again, and he could help me get money, and of course I agreed without hesitation. ”

"Thinking about it now, it seems like a premeditated hoax. Not seemingly, yes. Su Ze said categorically: "Otherwise, how could the owner of the game hall give me a credit for a child who came to the game hall for the first time?" The owner of the game hall is called Lao Ma, and Lao Ma came over and said to me with a smile, this is the kid who just won the grand slam when he just played the slot machine? Yes, yes, I was born with this luck to win money, and I can rest assured that I will lend you money, even if you play it, it is not too late to make money slowly. ”

With these words of Lao Ma, my confidence has doubled. With the money he lent me, I ran to the slot machine again, and my friends stood by and cheered me on. If you win for a while, you lose for a while, and in general, you still lose a lot. Every time he finishes losing, Lao Ma Li kè sends money...... My brain felt like it was in water, and I kept playing and playing...... It wasn't until dawn that I had lost the last coin in my hand, as if I had suddenly woken up, and suddenly asked, 'How much did I lose?' The friends also said that they didn't know dào, so they called the old horse over and asked. Lao Ma looked at the account book, and said lightly that it was not much, only seven thousand yuan. ”