Inferiority

The 129 show has entered its final state, and what makes Lu Buli unbelievable is that the 129 show is not on January 9, but at the end of December.

When the 129 party was about to start, Lu Buli was a little nervous, so the manuscript in his hand was almost soaked with sweat.

She was shaking, from her fingertips to her calves.

Somehow, her thoughts drifted to Song Jiguang, and she remembered that he looked at her eyes and said sincerely: Walk with you, and grow old with you.

Lu Buli once believed that someone would walk with her and accompany her to the end of her life, but when she heard something like this, she would only smile faintly, and she chose to believe that such an affectionate topic about the end of her life and peers seemed to have never been out of reach.

"Lu Buli, what do you want? What about Sichun? It started right away, and when you were ready, you went on stage. The voice of the person in charge made Lu Buli's head wide, but he still obediently came to the stage.

Smooth lines, panicked strings.

The party went smoothly, and Lu Buli received praise from everyone.

When everyone gathered around, she felt unparalleled happiness, but when the crowd dispersed and said goodbye one after another, she looked at the empty venue, and suddenly felt a chill on her shoulders and a pain in her toes.

She remembered last year's welcome party again, when she and Pan Yao were still like one person.

At the orientation party last year, it was the first time Lu Buli hosted a show in this school, and received praise from all the leading teachers, and finally the leaders left, the classmates left, only Pan Yao stayed by her side, helped her change her clothes, packed her things, and for a moment made Lu Buli feel that this was her forever friend.

Lu Buli wiped his shoulders with his hand and bowed his head slightly.

Now Pan Yao has a new partner to walk with, and she is the one who is left, and she is also the one who is reluctant.

She and Pan Yao were so far away from each other, because of simple trivial things, such as not being able to eat together, and not being able to study together.

Every time, the two of them tacitly agreed not to make noise or noise, but they went further and further in silence.

So how fragile are the feelings between people? It may be fatal for a relationship that even a word is said wrong, or even a casual tone.

Or there really doesn't need to be a particularly heart-rending process to separate, just a faint glance or a small expression, and the person who knows her best will know that she is already standing outside her world.

So on this day, Lu Buli really realized that she and Pan Yao had officially broken up peacefully, and it turned out that breaking up peacefully was not a special word for couples.

For the next month, the girls in the class were in groups of three or five, only Lu Buli was always alone, and slowly, she began to lose her temper and get upset when she heard someone chatting around her.

In a month, she kicked and broke a stool, broke three ballpoint pens, tore up a notebook and piled up a desk, wanted to cry when she practiced writing, and felt sad when she listened to songs, but there was only one thing: reading novels.

The male protagonist and the female protagonist in the novel are happily together, the female protagonist in the novel always has a good girlfriend, and the female protagonist in the novel has a scummy and lovable ex-boyfriend, which reminds Lu Buli of Tang Huan, and the female protagonist in the novel always rushes to the first time to save the day when she encounters danger, which reminds her of ...... Song Jiguang.

However, even though Tang Wei and Song Jiguang are like characters in novels, it is undeniable that she is not the heroine, she lives in reality, like a clumsy cocoon that can't find an exit.

For a whole month, she began to read novels like crazy, day and night, without attending lectures, without doing homework, and doing nothing.

This incident finally angered Lu Buli's father.

One night, when Lu Buli was doing his homework, he put the novel under the table and peeked at it, when her father pushed the door in and caught her off guard, and her father immediately saw the half-hidden novel.

That day, her father was very angry, and beat her with hatred, shouting while beating: "Don't blame me for ignoring you if you can't get into college!" ”

Her body suddenly ached, sullen and hot, and her heart was wronged.

She didn't speak, she didn't refute, because she never had the luxury of wanting to get into a good university, and whether her university was a good university or not was not a particularly important thing in the world of Lu Li, in her world, as long as she was free, she was doing what she wanted, and that was enough.

She lowered her head when she heard her mother's intermittent cry outside the door, looking at the torn book "Ten Deadly Sins" in a daze, the criminals in the novel will always be punished in the end, but this kind of fairness always exists in the story, and in fact, there are countless criminals in this society who have driven people to a dead end, but they all live their own and beautiful lives without knowing it.

She couldn't help but sigh, the protagonist in the novel is always so perfect, not as plain as her, and now Lu Buli still can't figure out what Song Jiguang likes about her.

She sighed, she had been hiding from Song Jiguang for a month, and she didn't know what happened to him.

Suddenly, Douyin pushed a message that someone @ her, she clicked on it, and a familiar handsome face came into view, he said:

"You are born extraordinary, because God loves the world and will give everyone's unique beauty to the destined person, and you are the sea of stars in my eyes, the light is strange, you are my heroine."

Lu Buli watched this video many times, he could always understand all her emotions at once, she felt tears in the corners of her eyes, and then laughed out loud, and commented on a line of words under the video: "This year's love story prince has been rewarded to you, don't be complacent, keep up the good work, good night." ”

She turned off her phone, cleaned up the shredded paper on the ground, rubbed the bruises on her body, went out, poured a cup of hot water for her father, and went back to her room for a good night's sleep.

Song Jiguang looked at the comment line under the video he just sent out and smiled slightly, only hoping that girl could understand her preciousness, and then continue to prepare the information at hand.

He once returned to the age of nineteen, when he was in college, Song Jiguang's university was in Beijing, and Lu Bu was in a small town.

Originally, Song Jiguang applied for a half-year suspension, but suddenly there was a competition that he had to participate in, and he really had a headache, so he had to agree.

When he was so busy, he naturally didn't have time to linger, so he had to send a video to cheer her up.

In fact, he really didn't have much confidence to help her get through this most painful and difficult time for her, this time made her life change a lot after that, and even had a lot of forbearance that she shouldn't have, which Song Jiguang didn't want to see again.