despair
On the afternoon of the day before the 129 show, Tang Wei suddenly called, and he suddenly said, "Don't leave, I miss you very much." ”
Tang Wei's voice was still gentle, like a spring breeze, which moved Lu Buli, if she hadn't forgiven him eleven times and completely died, then she believed that this time she still couldn't escape the soft and hard sweet words of this scumbag.
She was in a bad mood, very bad.
Lu Buli bought a bottle of beer to drink on the way home, Tsingtao beer, tilted his head and took a sip, finished drinking, and pinched the can in his hand.
I don't know when she started to like Tsingtao beer, it's not delicious, but it seems that drinking the same beer as him is a great honor.
When he got home, his mind was still full of Tang Wei's words, and he said that he missed her.
Lu Buli wanted to force herself to be sober, she began to do sit-ups desperately to vent the pain in her heart, she remembered all kinds of times she and Tang Wei, from acquaintance to the first time he lied to her.
His lies are always so perfunctory, as if he is not willing to even put a little effort into hiding for her, and it is always so obvious that she will catch it.
Lu Buli's speed of doing sit-ups is getting faster and faster, she wants to forget these things, and finally when she does it three hundred times, her waist rattles, and she no longer has the strength.
Even so, she still couldn't escape from the earth-shaking sadness.
The windows were cold and cold, and she seemed to feel the biting chill coming through the cracks, and the snow had been falling without a home, and the wind was blowing as if it was whistling and crying.
Lu Buli shrank up, wrapped tightly in the quilt and looked out the window, his eyes slightly sour.
Suddenly, there was a "bang" outside the window, and then in such a cold winter day, fireworks bloomed in the sky like this, one after another, all over the sky.
Lu Buli got up, stunned and looked at the purple and red light that suddenly broke into the darkness, and his heart, which was almost desperate at that moment, suddenly brightened.
Lu Buli picked up his mobile phone and wanted to take a souvenir, but saw a message from Song Jiguang above:
"Don't leave, flowers can bloom in despair, do you see?"
She stuck her head out of the window, and the window was not as cold as she imagined, and Song Jiguang was looking up at her downstairs, and beside him was a three-leg-high ceremonial bucket.
The ceremonial flowers in the sky are still blooming, and they explode one by one in the dead darkness, making this cold night noisy and warm all of a sudden.
For the first time, she put on her clothes and rushed downstairs, and rushed into Song Jiguang's arms at once.
"Don't leave me, don't leave me." He hugged her tightly and whispered in her ear.
How afraid he was that she would be with Tang Wei again like this, and he also knew Tang Wei, but in the past, he only regarded Lu Buli as an ordinary love history, and it was not until today that when he watched Lu Buli drinking alone from a distance, he felt for the first time that first love was really a very magical thing for a woman.
He felt the man in his arms sniff.
She looked up: "How do you know?" I tell you I feel like you're like a roundworm in my stomach, you know everything I think! ”
Song Jiguang smiled slightly: "Because I am an immortal, I am here to save sentient beings." ”
Lu Buli sneered, the fireworks in the sky were finally over, and she stared at Song Jiguang's eyes in the dark: "No matter how you know, in short, thank you, I may not love you, at least not now, of course, I won't go back to love that scumbag, but...... Thank you anyway, it's not that you're bad, it's that I don't have the strength to love for the time being. ”
He didn't have the slightest anger or frustration, but reached out and rubbed her heart as if relieved: "It doesn't matter if you love or not, I'm here, walking with you, and growing old with you." ”
Song Jiguang's voice was very soft, falling in the dust with a feeling of unreality.
Lu Buli suddenly felt funny, he was as dazzling as fireworks, he actually stayed for a speck of dust like her, and tried to fall with her.
How could she bear to ignore it? If it weren't for the wrong time, she would have loved him so much.
She didn't answer again, just tried to make herself look and smile naturally, let her turn be a little more natural, and then went upstairs as if she was running for her life.