Those things at the beginning were clearly engraved in her mind, how could he be so forgetful because of his momentary gentleness and thoughtfulness. A person can't fall twice in the same place, not to mention that she was so badly injured by him that time, her mind to get close to him is just a moth to a fire - looking for death? Or is she just a fool who just wants to be hurt by him?

An Nianchu sorted out her mood, reviewed all the things he had done to her in her mind, and spit out coldly, "Qin Muchen, you send me home, I don't want to disturb you, I'm sorry for what happened this afternoon." But for a disabled person like me, I think even if I resist, I can't restrain the chicken at all. ”

"But you didn't resist."

"That's what I thought you were reviewing from the last time! Who knows if you just reviewed the last conversation and changed all the subsequent actions!! ”

An Nianchu jumped like thunder, and his little face was red because of his anger.

Qin Muchen spit out slowly: "Okay, 'Qin Muchen, I believe in you, I believe you like me, I believe you love you' An An, didn't you say these words to me?" Now that you have believed in me and have not resisted, do you think I will think that you are rejecting or agreeing? ”

She, she, she......

I didn't know what to say, at that time, she just wanted to secretly change the content of the last conversation to see if he was pretending to be sick or really sick, but how did she know that he actually ignored some words and jumped directly to KISS!!

Qin Muchen got close to An Nianchu, raised his eyebrows and looked at her, slightly hooking the corners of his lips, "An An, did you want to resist at that time?" ”

Did she want to rebel at that time? She didn't know about this question herself, at least for a moment, she didn't want to resist, but the moment his body entered her, the pain made her regret it. But before that, she knew what was coming, and she would still be infected by him and tell him that she had feelings for him—

At that time, An Nianchu felt that hell was right in front of her, behind her was Qin Muchen's questioning, and in front of her was the abyss, she didn't know how to answer his words, and she was afraid of the bottomless hell, what should she do?

Her heart was in turmoil, even more chaotic than before. At that time, she was just greedy for his taste, and almost forgot all the pain he gave, but those pains never disappeared, and when she surged in her mind, her heart still hurt faintly.

What the hell should she do? What the hell is she going to do with him?

An Nianchu closed his eyes and spit out with difficulty, "Qin Muchen, what should I do with you?" At that time, I did not want to resist for a while, but after it happened, I regretted it, I regretted that it happened to you, and I regretted that I did not resist to death. If I had resisted at that time, at least I wouldn't have been as embarrassed as I am now, do you think we can get along as if nothing happened? My mind has never changed, I will not be with you, I will not stay with you, I will leave, there will be other men around me, and there will be other women around you. Can't we act as if nothing happened? ”

He was not angry, he still had a shallow smile on his face, and reached out to smooth her brow, "I will let you stay by my side, there will only be me by your side, and I will only be by my side." ”

An Nianchu slapped his hand away and spit out coldly, "Qin Muchen, don't say these unrealistic words, okay?" Are you sure you like me? Are you sure you're the only woman by your side? Not to mention that before I knew you, since we were together, you dare to say that I am the only one by your side! ”

This is not a question, but a question. An Nian Chu clearly remembered Qin Muchen lying on An Anyan's body, that scene she would probably never forget in her life, such a clear image was engraved in her mind. Even after she left him, she found out that she and An Anyan turned out to be sisters, what did she do in her last life, and there were so many disasters in this life.

She had tried to forget the scene that made her sad and even embarrassed, and it was at that moment that she truly realized that she was just a substitute from beginning to end.

"Yes, you're the only woman from beginning to end."

An Nianchu heard Qin Muchen's words, smiled bitterly, and kept shaking her head, she didn't want to believe it, but could she believe his words? The facts he sees with his eyes are definitely more reliable than the words he utters, not to mention going to bed, not some other ambiguous text message!

She questioned again, "Qin Muchen, are you sure?" ”

He nodded, his eyes were very sincere, but An Nianchu was completely disappointed. After a long time, she spit out, "Qin Muchen, it's not that I don't believe you, but there are some things, I think it still takes time for me to digest, at least for now, I can't believe what you said." I'd rather you say you've had another woman, and it's more real than what you're saying now that I'm the only one who wants to come. ”

Qin Muchen spoke again, "An An, before I knew you, I may have had other women, but after being with you, I only have you and no one else by my side." ”

"Qin Muchen, don't lie to me, is it okay? Are you really the little girl who was not deeply involved in the world before, do you really think that I have no eyes and no awareness? I used to want to be with you, and after going through so many things, I still tried to convince myself that you like me, you love me, why? It's because I want to stay with you, I want to be with you. But what happened in the end? Why should I leave if you think nothing has happened? Why didn't I leave when you caused me to bleed and miscarried? ”

An Nianchu gritted his teeth, his eyes were a little moist, he took a deep breath, and continued in a thick nasal voice, "Qin Muchen, I'd rather you lie to me, then please weave a beautiful dream and deceive me for a lifetime, but if you can't do it, then please leave." What I need is not someone who gives me a moment of warmth, I need someone who can give me warmth for the rest of my life. And you, for me, are engraved with the word pain from beginning to end, and when I look at you, my mind keeps replaying the pain you brought me, and until now, my heart is still aching. You say, will a woman be happy if she chooses a man who will only make her pain? ”