"An An, I don't know what happened that night, when I woke up the next day, I saw that you were not in the room, I looked for you for a long time......"

She covered her ears and shouted: "I don't want to listen, don't listen, I can't believe your words anymore, seeing is believing and hearing is false, do you understand this?" Do you think I believe your few words of understatement, or believe the facts that I saw with my own eyes that day? ”

"An An, what do you see, say it."

"Qin Muchen, there are some things you don't admit, do you think it's necessary for me to say it? Say it and then give you a chance to make up more perfect excuses? What the hell do you think I'm such a deceitful person? ”

Qin Muchen frowned, he really didn't know what the thing in her mouth was, but since she didn't say it, then he would check it himself. "From beginning to end, I never deceived you."

An Nianchu chuckled, the corners of his mouth were a little bitter, "Never deceived me?" Also, you have been a mystery from beginning to end, and you have never confessed to me, so how can you talk about deception. Qin Muchen, just when we were together, did you tell me about your family situation? If you really want to marry me, why have you never taken me to meet your parents, you have one mystery after another, and I, I have never hidden anything from you, maybe you really didn't deceive me, but your non-confession is obviously unwilling to let me know you, unwilling to let me walk into you, then you say, is it necessary for me to be with a man who is not willing to let me walk into him? ”

In the last sentence, she spit out word by word, but Qin Muchen replied quickly, "What do you want to know, I'll tell you." ”

"When I wanted to know, you didn't tell you, but now...... Now I don't have the slightest interest in your affairs. Qin Muchen, you still don't understand, some things some people miss, is it a lifetime? No one is going to stand still and wait for you to turn back. ”

An Nianchu spit out these words very calmly, probably because she had said similar words to him, which made her heart as quiet as water.

"Wasn't it all right just now?"

"Qin Muchen, do you want me to never face you? I used to think about escaping, no, maybe now I think about escaping, but it doesn't seem to be useful at all. No matter where I am, my mind will follow me, and I can't get rid of your shadow. If you can't escape it, then why not face it directly. It's been a year, and I think now is the time when I'm facing you, and we used to be very close, but maybe it's only physical, psychological...... I don't know if we're close or not. But like you said, adult men have normal physiological needs, and I won't get in your way, but please don't target me. In addition, I emphasize that male and female love is also a normal behavior, even if we have just slept with each other, what does that mean? It's just a normal behavior between a man and a woman. So, please don't get into it. ”

An Nianchu said a long sentence, during which her brain fought all kinds of battles, and she felt that some words had been blurted out before she could be smoothed out in her mind. This time, she should face it calmly, just like Qiao Chu said, if she doesn't solve that problem, then it will be the knot of her life.

But she doesn't want to be entangled in this knot all her life, some words, since sooner or later she has to say, some things, since sooner or later she has to deal with them, it is better to say them all at once, she opens the knot, then there is no longer an entanglement between them, she thinks that at that time, time must be able to erase the memory she once had.

"Then we will continue to maintain this relationship, and it is indeed a normal behavior for men and women to love."

"......" An Nianchu's mind was a little knotted, was it because Qin Muchen couldn't understand her, or did he do it on purpose!! Maintain the relationship? "Qin Muchen, you want to climb into your bed as a woman!! Do we maintain this relationship, are we in a relationship of supply and demand? I don't need it at all, I don't want anything from you, there's no need to maintain this relationship with you at all!! ”

Qin Muchen was a little helpless, his brows furrowed slightly, "An An, I don't know what you define the relationship between us, but I want to be by your side, I want to spoil you, I want to love you, I want to get you all the time." ”

"Then accompany me, I don't mind having an extra man next to me, as long as it doesn't interfere in my own life, can you do it? Qin Muchen, your so-called companionship contains a lot of additional definitions, right? ”

"I can do it without interfering with what you do."

An Nianchu chuckled at the corner of his mouth, could he do it without interfering with her in doing anything? He probably didn't even understand what intervention was. She spat coldly, "Are you sure you can do it?" Qin Muchen, do you understand what the definition of so-called intervention is in my mouth? By intervention, I mean that you can be in front of my eyes, you can follow me, but you can't talk to me, you can't interfere with me in doing anything. Can you do it? ”

Qin Muchen seemed to think of something, and the corners of his lips hooked slightly, "I can do anything without interfering with you, then An'an, will you not interfere with me in doing anything?" ”

"Of course, what am I doing to interfere with you!"

The smile in the corner of his eyes deepened, making An Nianchu have a bad premonition. I only heard him say again: "That's fine, since An An doesn't interfere with me in doing anything, it must also include not interfering with me talking to you, I'll accompany you to dinner, I'll accompany you to and from class, right?" ”

Her hunch just now was correct! An Nianchu said angrily: "Qin Muchen! Didn't you say you could do it! If you talk to me, you accompany me to dinner, you accompany me to and from class, this is already a serious interference in my life! ”

"An An, you said you wouldn't interfere with me in doing anything."

"I ...... You!!! ”

At that time, An Nianchu really wanted to slap herself a few times, why did she ...... Why did you follow his words! I have a bad premonition! "But you're seriously interfering with my life!!"

The corners of Qin Muchen's lips raised slightly, a pair of good-looking eyes beckoned to her, and spit out softly: "Ke An'an, I didn't interfere with you doing anything, I talk to you, you can choose to talk to me or not to talk to me, I will eat with you, you can also choose to eat with me or not with me, I will accompany you to and from class, you can also choose to let me accompany you to and from class or choose not to go to class, I have not interfered with any of your decisions." ”

An Nianchu couldn't believe what kind of picture it was, she almost wanted to kick Qin Muchen to death! "You didn't interfere with any of my decisions, but you seriously interfered with my life!!"

He said very innocently, "An An, what I said from the beginning is not to interfere with you in doing anything, but I have not affected your life by doing these things, I will talk to you, you have one more person to help you with ideas, I will accompany you to dinner, you can not worry about what you need to order at noon, I will accompany you to and from class, you don't have to worry about walking alone at night after dark." ”

"I don't need it, Qin Muchen, do you understand it! Yes, what you said is very right, you didn't interfere with me in doing anything, but you seriously interfered in my life, you run in front of my eyes and dangle when you have nothing to do, you know or not, you are very eyesore! It's an eyesore!! Then if I go to find another man, I go to live with another man, you don't interfere, right? Then when my ankle is healed, go directly to find a man to live with, and if you have the ability, continue to dangle in front of me! As long as you don't feel ashamed of yourself. ”

Qin Muchen didn't get angry at all, the corner of his mouth still had that smile, close to her ear, and spit out softly, "An An, I don't mind breaking your legs, and then taking care of you for the rest of my life." ”

An Nianchu's eyes widened, he was furious, and the great god scolded: "Qin Muchen! If you do this, then you are a big pervert!! ”

"I'd rather you think I'm a pervert than seeing you live with another man."

He was neither happy nor angry, the smile on the corner of his lips had disappeared, such a Qin Muchen made An Nianchu unable to understand the truth of his words, but when did she think about it, when did she understand him? She looked at him, her eyes met with her, and she spit out word by word, "Qin Muchen, you are really selfish, you only think about your own feelings from beginning to end, and you never think about what others think." No, at least you never thought about me, at least you never thought about what I thought. You want to be by my side, but do I think I need your company? I know that not knowing your company can cause me a lot of trouble. ”

"If you don't tell me, how will I know."

She didn't say? An Nianchu smiled bitterly and frowned slightly, "Qin Muchen, you said I didn't say it?" What did you just say, what kind of reply did you give me, you said that you don't interfere with me in doing anything, I find another man to live with, what did you just say? Break my leg and take care of me for the rest of my life, so do you think I should thank you for taking care of me for the rest of my life, or should I hate you for breaking my leg? You have always looked at the problem from your point of view, is it that the rest of the people and things have nothing to do with you? Have you ever considered breaking my leg and how do I feel? You don't, you never have, you haven't changed from the time we met until now. ”

Qin Muchen's brows also furrowed slightly, he hadn't considered her feelings? But isn't he already very gentle and considerate? Isn't he good enough? But is it for him to watch her live with another man?

"But from my standpoint, you let me see you living with other men? I can't. ”