Chapter 35: Lost (5)
"But do you know why I'm engaged? Qin Muchen, my world seems to have always revolved around you, my choice of psychiatry is related to you, and my engagement and divorce are all related to you, but even if these are all related to you, I am still afraid. You haven't given me the security I wanted, and even now, I'm afraid that it's a cloud in the water, and it will shatter at the slightest touch. Your gentleness makes me feel so unreal, your smile even makes me see Qi Yanmo's shadow, are you learning from him? ”
Qin Muchen's cheeks flushed slightly, and his deep voice sounded, "I thought you liked to smile." ”
An Nianchu suddenly smiled, she glanced at Qin Muchen, and felt that he was so cute at this time, and now there were four big words in her mind - love idiot! But is he a love idiot?
"You...... Haven't chased a girl? ”
He replied softly, nodding.
"Okay, then I'll ask you a few questions, and you have to answer me honestly. First, what women have you liked? Can you name them? Can you tell why you like them? ”
"I like you, An An, I don't know why I just like it very much, I like it at first sight."
Qin Muchen looked at her affectionately when she spoke, and for a moment, she was immersed, but An Nianchu was still afraid, and she asked again: "How can I trust you?" Do you know me? ”
He said a lot, unpleasant but very moving, it was all some of her small habits, she had never deliberately behaved in front of him before, but he remembered it all. Will he like her? Will he?
But even if he wouldn't, the balance in her heart was now tilted, tilted in his direction, and the idea that she wanted to get closer to him was drifting more and more in her mind.
An Nianchu closed his eyes and said very softly: "Then we are together, give you a chance, and give yourself a chance, I want to believe you, if one day, you don't like me, please tell me, I will leave by myself." ”
Qin Muchen held her cheek with both hands and kissed it, "An An, there won't be such a day!" ”
The arrival of this day seemed to be a little sudden, but when An Nianchu was no longer entangled in the problems in her heart, she found it much easier, she could lean on his chest unscrupulously, she could smile at him unscrupulously, and she could point fingers at him unscrupulously.
"Qin Muchen, you can't be angry with me, you can't murder me, you can't yell at me, you have to smile at me gently, you look good when you smile."
He smiled and nodded.
An Nianchu continued: "Whether it's my fault or your fault, you have to take the initiative to admit your mistake. I'm still a student, you don't need to pick me up and drop me off every day, but once or twice once in a while I'll be happy, and most importantly, I won't live with you. We're just trying to be together now, and if I find out you're cheating on me, I'll leave. ”
Qin Muchen hugged An Nianchu's waist tightly, close to her ear, and said angrily: "I won't give you a chance to let you slip away from me." ”
"It's hard to say, a woman's heart is very small, in case I find out that you are having an affair with another woman, or directly sleeping with another woman or something, I won't slap you, I will just leave by myself."
He tightened his arms and repeated the words just now, "An An, I won't give you a chance to slip away from me. ”
An Nianchu slapped his arm away, "I didn't let you hug it!" It's really ......."
Rao was like this, but her face was full of smiles, the knot in her heart was scattered, and she looked up at his face, and suddenly felt as if the sky had been sunny after rain. Although there was still a trace of worry and fear in her heart, when she leaned against his chest, all those thoughts disappeared, leaving only his tenderness. He was by her side, as if he had erased everything before.
"Will you always be so gentle?"
"Yes."
"You're not mad at me, are you?"
"Yes."
"Then what if I go to find another man, you will agree?"
"An An, don't even think about this."
An Nianchu originally thought that Qin Muchen would be 'en', but she didn't expect that his reaction ability was still quite fast, and she heard what she said clearly, but his somewhat domineering words made her very moved. She leaned against his chest, her fingers drawing circles on his chest, and spit softly, "Then you have to be nice to me, or I'll go find another man." ”
"You dare."
An Nianchu replied very shyly, "Why don't I dare? ”
Qin Muchen hugged her tightly, resting his chin on her head, word by word, but said categorically: "You won't, because if you do that, I will die." And you, you are reluctant to let me die. ”
An Nianchu's heart suddenly softened.
He's right, she can't bear it, and she has always been the most tangled person, isn't she? She is entangled and embarrassed, isn't it all because that person is him? She didn't know if it was just because that person was him, but at least until now, she really seemed to be able to accept that he was by her side, and when he wasn't by her side, she would think, and now that he was by her side, she still missed him, and she always felt that she couldn't even see enough.
An Nianchu turned around and buried his head tightly in his chest, with a hint of sigh, as if it should have been like this. She took a deep breath, but the smile on the corner of her mouth widened: "You're right, I can't bear it." After encountering so many things, I even felt that I would feel distressed even when I saw you, but now I will choose to stay by your side, sometimes I really think I am a fool, Qiao Chu said that if you know that if you like that person, you will get hurt, only a fool will like it. But I think I'm going to get hurt if I like you, do you think I'm a fool? ”
"An An!" Qin Muchen's body shook and hugged her tightly in disbelief. "You're not stupid, I'm not going to let you get hurt."
She stood on tiptoe and kissed him on the lips a little awkwardly. Despite all the intimacy she had had, she had never wanted to have him like she did today. His domineering, his smile, his tone, his everything...... She loves it all! I love it! If you don't tell him all about your heart, she will be upset, sad, and won't know what to do!
The moment Qin Muchen kissed herself, she had already deepened the kiss and occupied the initiative. His arms wrapped tightly around her waist, she closed her eyes, felt his temperature, the thin touch of her lips even made her heart throb, this sweetness seemed to be able to erase the previous everything, but the memories filled her heart, maybe there were all kinds of before, and the sweetness of the present made her cherish it even more.