Qin Muchen pointed to the wardrobe and spit out helplessly, "The clothes are all inside, and there are no clothes for me in the guest room." ”

“……”

An Nianchu suddenly had a feeling that a dove was occupying a magpie's nest, she closed her eyes and slowly spoke, "Then you better carry me to the guest room." ”

He walked into her, and he didn't know why the closer he got, the more An Nianchu was worried about the bath towel around his waist, so loose, in case it fell, the black forest—phew, phew, I don't know why it suddenly reminded her of the night she first saw him.

She heard the sound of water and went into the bathroom, and saw him, his fair skin mixed with a lot of foam, obviously very thin but with perfect muscle lines, droplets of water running up and down, broad shoulders, tight abdomen-

So she saw something she shouldn't have seen, so much so that now she worries about whether she will open her own needle eye!

Before he knew it, he had picked her up, An Nianchu was slightly stunned, and in the next moment her face had been pressed against his smooth chest, and the water droplets were still running down his hair, and in the dim light, it made her think he was very delicious.

Sure enough, men are harmful.

"An An?"

An Nianchu swallowed a mouthful of saliva and asked, "What?" ”

Qin Muchen just smiled, but didn't continue to speak, he carried her to the bathroom, hooked the corners of his lips, and asked softly, "Do you need help?" ”

Need help? An Nianchu glanced at Qin Muchen and asked, "Do you think you need help?" ”

The smile on his lips deepened, "I think I need to." ”

An Nianchu pointed to the door, "You can go, I don't need anyone else to help me yet!! ”

He put her down and closed the door with a smile without the slightest hesitation, this kind of gentleness always made An Nianchu unaccustomed, and her impression of him always stayed in that bad memory. No matter how gentle he was now, she was still afraid of his side, and she was afraid that he would suddenly change at some point.

In the past few days, the past has passed relatively quickly, but when her ankle improved, Qin Muchen didn't look like he wanted to send her away.

"Send me back to school."

"Your ankle isn't healed yet."

An Nianchu stood up from the couch and proved to him, "I can walk!" ”

Qin Muchen helped her, asked her to sit down, and spit out softly, "Limp away?" How reassuring is this. ”

"Wait until my ankle is perfectly healed before I leave? Qin Muchen, I've already dropped a lot of classes, I'm a sophomore, not a sophomore! I don't even know how much time it will take to make up for the missing lessons! ”

She didn't want to be angry, but she couldn't control her emotions, and when facing Qin Muchen, she was more likely to get angry than anyone else.

"Then I'll take you to and from class."

An Nianchu directly refused, "Don't, Qin Muchen, are you planning to be my full-time nanny?" Do you stare at me 24 hours a day? Don't you need to go to work, don't you need your own life? You want to follow me, but I don't like to have one more person around. ”

He hooked the corners of his lips slightly, wrapped his arms around her waist, close to her ears, and spit out softly, "Just get used to it." ”

"But I don't want to get used to it!! Qin Muchen, you know that it's easy to get used to something, but what about after getting used to it? When I'm used to picking me up and dropping me off in class, what about when you're away? Or are you going to pick me up for the rest of your life? ”

"Pick you up for the rest of your life."

An Nianchu smiled again, the corners of her mouth were a little bitter, in the face of his words, she had heard it many times, but she still couldn't believe it, she looked at him, looked at him, and slowly spoke, "I'm still the same sentence, I can't believe you." ”

"Practical action."

What does he actually do? She still couldn't believe it, she glanced elsewhere and said to him, "Then I'll wait and see, see how long your so-called actual actions can last, is it a week, a month, or a year?" ”

He didn't speak, just smiled.

The recent period of getting along, although it didn't make An Nianchu choose anything, but it also made her feel his tenderness, and life began to become simple and pure, except for that physical contact, she kept her distance from him. Although it was not as exclusionary as before, there was no more overly violent conflict.

But even so, the two thoughts in her heart were still entangled in her heart. She still didn't know how to choose, and in the days she was with him, he was obedient to her, but the more she was like this, the more scared she became.

She asked solemnly, "Qin Muchen, why are you so good to me?" ”

He smiled and asked, "I'm good to you, isn't it?" ”

An Nianchu frowned, "It's not good, it's not good at all, you are so good to me, do you know how scared I am, do you know how scared I am of you?" The more you do that, the more it disturbs me. From the beginning to the present. I've been very uneasy, maybe I still can't accept it, Qin Muchen, don't be so nice to me, it will make me mistakenly think that you like me. ”

Qin Muchen rubbed her long hair, "Stupid, I already liked you." ”

"But can I believe what you say? You say you like me, should I believe me? But I can't believe it, what do you say? Before you let go, you agreed, but then you regretted it. If you let go, maybe it's better for both of us, at least then I won't be struggling, at least then my heart will be much lighter than it is now. Your presence not only disrupted my life, but also disrupted all my thoughts. Now they're all revolving around you, you know? Did you want to do that? If I want to see my world, I only have you in my eyes, Qin Muchen, you did it, now I can only see you in my world, but is there only me in your eyes in your world? ”

"All I have in my eyes is you."

He was very affectionate when he said it, but An Nianchu couldn't believe it, she bit her lip and shook her head. "Qin Muchen, I still can't believe it, although the recent days have been very calm and peaceful, I still can't forget the previous things, and I can't forget your ungentle side."

"What the hell am I going to do so that you can forget?"

Qin Muchen's tone also seemed to be a little helpless, he looked at her, but An Nianchu didn't dare to look at him, she didn't know what to do, how could she ask him?

She shook her head, "I don't know, I really don't. You know how long I've been struggling with the question of leaving or staying with you, but no matter what I choose, I'm afraid I'll regret it, I'm afraid of the unknown, I'm afraid that when I devote myself to you again, something else will happen, at that time, what should I do? Shall I find a place to lick my wounds alone? The pain can go away over time, but the scars will last forever. ”

"An An, why can't you trust me?"

"I don't know...... I don't know how to trust you, I don't know how to believe what you say, I don't know how to believe you say that you only have me in your eyes, I don't know how to believe that you like me? But if I believe it all, I will definitely choose to stay with you, so what? I stayed with you at the beginning, so many things happened, if I stayed with you again this time, I was afraid that more things would happen, I didn't want to be hurt myself, and I didn't want the people around me to be hurt. Qin Muchen, do you know, after experiencing a pain, that mark will never be erased, and I will always remember what happened before. ”

After a long time, Qin Muchen pinched her jaw, forced her to look directly at him, and asked, "What do you think will happen because you are with me?" But if your father is not corrupt, whether we are together or not, then he is fine. ”

But Qin Muchen ......, "But that phone call was made by you, that phone call was made by you to your sister, and it was you who asked my sister to send my father to prison...... How can you make me believe your word, and how do you make me accept you?

But An Nianchu couldn't say any of these words, she just looked at him, but tears flowed from the corners of her eyes.

"But we don't have a marriage certificate."

Qin Muchen took out his ID card from his pocket, "Let's go to the Civil Affairs Bureau now." ”

An Nianchu shook his head, "If we got married at that time, I would never be like this, but at that time we didn't get married, everything has changed, until now, I feel like a dream, but this dream has not passed until now." In my heart, a deep mark has been carved. I don't know how many nightmares I've had, I don't know how many times I've woken up at night, when I've opened my eyes and looked at the ceiling and cried alone, you're not with me, and when I'm alone at school in France, it's not you who is with me. You didn't show up until I was in your city, and you made me feel like I was a dispensable person. ”

"I've been to see you and I'm happy to see you with another man."

Qin Muchen's tone actually made her feel a little lost and frustrated, An Nianchu looked at him and asked again, "Did you really go?" Do you know the name of my school? Do you know where I live? Do you know who the other man next to me is? ”

He answered them one by one, and at this time, she was stunned. She didn't know what to say, during the days when Qi Yanmo was by her side, she went from not having a trace of a smile before to gradually smiling later, but her heart has never erased the person 'Qin Muchen', whether he is happy or sad, he always follows her like a shadow, like a shadow.

"Then why didn't you show up in front of me at that time? Are you going to give up? Then why is it in front of me again? Qin Muchen, what you did made me feel very contradictory. ”

He kissed her forehead, "Because I knew you were divorced, I showed up." ”