Chapter 123: My Radical Transformation

After I said that Yan Zhiyuan had found me yesterday, Anqi's expression changed from initial anger to surprise, and finally uneasy, I understood that this incident meant that a bombshell was detonated for both me and Anqi.

I smoked, Angel was silent, and the atmosphere was solemn and ready to freeze.

"What did he say to you?" After a long time, Angel asked me.

"You should have imagined it!"

Angel nodded, looking at me with an apologetic look on her face, and the tension between us finally became less severe.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"This matter should not have been told to you through my mouth, I don't want to affect you to make an objective judgment, like you, I also hope that your feelings for me will not be mixed with a trace of impurities, this is the premise of whether we can be together."

Angel was silent.

.......

"Let's stop arguing, let each other calm down, make the most loyal choice, and no one will have regrets for themselves, the other party or a third party, okay?" I put my hands on Anqi's shoulders and said very sincerely.

"Just because of Yan Zhiyuan's appearance, is your commitment to being together shaken?" Angel asked, looking at me with tears in her eyes.

"I didn't waver, you never said even a word to me: I don't love Yan Zhiyuan...... I just want to give you the utmost understanding and I understand what he means to you. My tone was calm and emotionless.

"I have made it clear to him in France......"

I shook my head and interrupted Angie, "None of this matters...... The important thing is whether you still love him, if you can make a very firm choice, no matter what he intends to do to me, I will not take it seriously, I will remain faithful: together, a lifetime commitment. ”

"I see."

"Well, I'll give you time...... Remember, you must be the most loyal to your choice, and if we get married, I will not and cannot give you such a chance again. ”

........

This night, I believe that I am in the same bed as Angel, we are both haunted by the same emotions, and I finally have the opportunity to reflect on my love thoroughly before facing marriage.

The women with whom I had been in a relationship flashed in my mind one by one.

Zuo Lan: Let me sympathize and blame myself.

Lin Xi: I'm happy for her love now.

Wang Mengmeng: I wish her happiness!

Mohan: ....... My heart still aches.

Shen Man: ...... Maybe she's really just my sister.

I can't give my own answer, I resent myself for having so many messy experiences, I don't want to be a love saint, I don't want to be a love saint, I don't want to be loved, every woman who has been in a relationship with me, I think it's the last woman in my life, looking forward to growing old together, but I can't catch it and can't hold it! ........ In addition to the heartache, the emotional experiences left me are the memories that gradually mottled in the heartache.

And every woman who has hurt me, I give forgiveness, relief, and blessings in my heartache, why does God still refuse to give me a quiet, steady and proper love, why?

For Anqi, if it was in the past, even if I stabbed each other with Yan Zhiyuan, I would not give in half a step, but now I am scarred, all I want is a quiet, warm and happy love, so I am willing not to act, but also let Anqi make the most loyal decision to herself, only in this way can we ensure that we will be quiet, warm and happy together in the future.

People must learn to stand on a high place to examine their love, because only when you climb high can you see far, and the last glance is clear, this is my understanding after experiencing a lot of love.

.......

The next day I still woke up early, and after I finished washing, Angel came out of the room unexpectedly, and we didn't say hello like a couple: "Good morning.....

At the same time, he asked at the same time: "Why do you get up so early?" ”

I finally replied, "Cook millet porridge for you......"

At the same time, Angel also replied: "Make breakfast for you......"

The two behaviors that did not have a tacit understanding made me and Angel look at each other helplessly, and smiled again........ Maybe we also have a tacit understanding, because we still miss each other after the quarrel.

"I'll come, you go and rest for a while, anyway, I don't have to go to work, just sleep later." Angel took my hand and said to me.

I hugged her and stroked her somewhat messy hair, in addition to the feeling of fullness after hugging, there was also a burst of bitterness, if we could live like this without any calamity in the future, how good it would be!

.......

After leaving home, I went to the town, and today's Ye Yiyi helped me find some fresh graduates with good quality, and let me go to the assessment, which can be regarded as laying the foundation for the company's future talent training.

I returned to the town at 9:30 in the morning, and the interview was held in a small independent office prepared for me at the end of the "fat file".

At about 9:45 a.m., Ye Yiyi came to my office with a group of students, and after the interview began, I maintained enough patience to communicate with each student.

In the process of communication, I found that the comprehensive quality of these students is good, with their own independent ideas and creative thinking, after a round of communication, I made a preliminary judgment, and there are several good candidates in my heart who plan to focus on training, and can be used as the backbone of the company in the future.

After the interview, Ye Yiyi and I were eating lunch at the "fat stall", and the two chatted.

Ye Yiyi said to me: "Zhang Yixi, in fact, I quite hope that your company can become bigger, and it will be very good as a designated recruitment unit of our school in the future, which can solve the employment problem of some students, and those good friends don't have to go their separate ways to work in one company....... You know that it is really difficult for students to find employment nowadays, and they will inevitably hit a wall repeatedly if they go it alone without social experience! ”

I nodded and said, "I know that...... What you describe, although idealistic, is indeed the social responsibility of every entrepreneur with a conscience. ”

"So you're going to work hard, for these kids with dreams, right?" After Ye Yiyi finished speaking, she looked at me with an expectant look on her face.

I said seriously: "It is also my dream to help every aspiring young person with dreams realize their dreams....... I hope that their youth will have fewer detours and less pain. ”

Ye Yiyi showed a bright smile on her face and said to me happily: "Then I thank you on behalf of my students!" ”

.......

While chatting with Ye Yiyi, He Fei came to me from the kitchen and said, "Xiao Zhang finally brought you back." ”

I handed him a cigarette and asked, "Did you have any trouble?" ”

He Fei smacked his lips: "It's a little cousin of mine, and his head has been worried lately!" ”

I lit my cigarette, took a heavy puff, and said, "Tell me about it." ”

He Fei moved a stool and sat down beside me, and said: "My little cousin is a village official of a village on our side, and last year he volunteered to apply for a batch of funds from the town, saying that he wanted to develop the planting industry in the village, and developed two mountains, so that the villagers could plant jujubes and chestnuts and some messy mountain goods...... Now the villagers who have invested money are messing with him, and the leaders of the town are putting pressure on him again, hey...... Originally, he had the opportunity to work in the town, and the stinky boy had to do all this himself...... It is estimated that the job transfer thing is also yellow!! ”

I smiled and said, "He also wants to lead the villagers to get rich, and the starting point is also good!" ”

He Fei nodded, but said helplessly: "That's what I said, but if I can't make a result, who can care about his goodness...... I don't think about it, you are so good at business, see if you can help him, sell these mountain goods, and don't ask for money, just take back the money invested by the villagers! ”

After He Fei's words were finished, a thought suddenly flashed through my mind...... Since ancient times, politics and business have not been separated, and instead of clinging to the powerful in a low voice, it is better to cultivate it yourself!

In an instant, I was taken aback by my bold idea! ....... I took a sharp puff of cigarette, calmed down, and found that I had undergone a drastic change, and the reason for this was the threat from Yan Zhiyuan and the oppression of the environment!

As a vulnerable group, I have no choice, I have to make myself strong in order to keep my career and protect my friends from harm, so I must plant a big tree for myself to protect myself from the wind and rain.

After a while, I said to He Fei in a low voice: "Take me to see him, I am sure to help him with this matter." ”