I wore Pei Tingqing's shirt, sat on the swing and cried for a long time, and I had no strength at all, but no one wiped my tears for me anymore, and no one carried me into the house again, so I had to get up and walk to the room by myself.

In the middle of June, my long-sleeved shirt was too wide, my slender body was wrapped in it, the cuffs hung down, and the scorching sun shone on my body at noon, but I felt like the shadow of a paper man, and a gust of wind could fly me away.

I felt very cold, back to the big bed in the bedroom, I wrapped myself up, and buried my head in the quilt, which was full of Pei Tingqing's breath, I bit my lip and tried not to cry, but after a while, tears kept pouring out.

I clung to the quilt desperately, heartache and despair.

I cried so hard that I couldn't even tell where I was or what time I was, but I felt that my mind was dark and I was so tired from crying, so I fell asleep.

I had a lot of dreams, and I dreamed that Pei Tingqing was sitting on the merry-go-round with me in his arms from behind; I dreamed that I was running in a sea of tulips with him, and that picture was so beautiful; I also dreamed that he proposed, he put a ring on me, and he said let me be his bride in three years.

But will he be able to come back to me after three years?

I don't know.

The sweeter the dream, the more I cried when I woke up.

It was pitch black in the house, there was not even moonlight, and I was suffocating when I was left alone, and I felt that if I continued like this, I would definitely die.

So I stopped crying, I turned on the light and went to the bathroom to wash up, and after changing my clothes, I stood in front of the mirror and saw myself inside, with a pale face, red and swollen eyes, and a very dazed expression, looking like a zombie without sound.

I was startled by myself, and when I went back to the dresser to put on my makeup, and then went to look for my bag and phone, I saw the note on the bedside table pressed under my phone, "I'm leaving, Shuyi, take good care of yourself for me." Three years at most, wait for me. ”

My tears fell down in large pieces, soaking the entire note, and I hurriedly held the note in my palm little by little, like all the promises given by Pei Tingqing, I stored them all one by one.

I felt like I had to go to a crowded and noisy place, and I was left alone, and I had no doubt that I would cry to death, so I went to the bar, and I asked for a lot of drinks at the bar, and I drank alone.

During this period, someone accosted me, maybe I looked more mature, those little boys didn't come, the palm on my shoulder was a man in his thirties, in a suit and leather shoes, his appearance and temperament were very good, but at the moment I was too depressed and needed to vent, so I grabbed his arm and prepared to beat him.

It's just that before I made a move, two men came out of nowhere to help me solve it, and then those two people came up to me and respectfully called me "Miss Shuyi", I estimated that this was Pei Tingqing's person, so even if he left, would he still leave someone to protect me in secret?

I wanted to cry again.

For some time after that, I went to the bar almost at night, and then went back to my residence with Pei Tingqing at dawn, sleeping alone in the big bed.

I don't think I'm negative, but this state is already the best.

When the night came, I hugged the quilt on the bed, I especially thought about Pei Tingqing, my heart hurt too much, I had several suicidal thoughts, the blade was in my hand, and when I saw the ring on the ring finger that Pei Tingqing was wearing, I put down the blade again, and then I still cried, washing my face with tears all day long.

Until one night in July, Steward Fang found me in the bar and said that Huo Huiyuan was back and wanted to see me, and the agreed place was in the café, which made me feel that I was a bad woman, and finally Pei Tingqing's mother wanted to see me and negotiate with me about the conditions.

I adjusted to my best condition, and after seeing Huo Huiyuan in the café, I bowed to her as usual, "Auntie." ”

After Huo Huiyuan went out for a while, her temperament became the same as before, noble and gentle, and her attitude towards me was the same as at the beginning, and there was a housekeeper on the Pei family to help me deal with it, so during this time, Huo Huiyuan should not know what I had done, and whether I had returned to the Pei family.

"Sit." Huo Huiyuan had a loving smile on her lips, took a sip of the coffee in front of her, she looked at me and said, "Before I came back, I went to South Africa, and your eldest brother is very good." ”

I lowered my eyes, my fingers tightly pinched the spoon that stirred the coffee, and my heart felt like it was cut by a knife, I especially wanted to ask Huo Huiyuan more specific information about Pei Tingqing, but I desperately suppressed it and responded lightly, "Oh." ”

I could feel Huo Huiyuan's sharp gaze, she probably wanted to see something abnormal about me, but maybe my acting skills were too good, and after being silent for a long time, she simply got straight to the point with me, "What's the matter with you and Tingqing?" ”

I was not surprised at all, I had already been mentally prepared, I told Huo Huiyuan that I had a crush on Pei Tingqing, and took the initiative to seduce him a few times, but the response he gave me was only brother and sister affection for me.

This answer made Huo Huiyuan very satisfied, at least she didn't think it was a big mistake, she said that I was ungrateful, and she clenched the coffee cup in her hand, as if it was going to splash it on my face, but in the end she took a deep breath and suppressed it.

I think she's already cultivated, and if any bad woman wants to ruin my son, maybe I'll use some means against that woman.

Huo Huiyuan used the most old-fashioned method to deal with this matter, saying that she was giving me a large sum of money and sending me to a university in the UK, which meant that everything was done in secret, and no one could be told to prevent Pei Tingqing from knowing where I was and would go to me in the future.

I didn't even have a position to resist, Huo Huiyuan arranged everything for me, I think Pei Zongyou must have instructed Huo Huiyuan to do this.

Huo Huiyuan took me back to Pei's house, took my passport and a few clothes, and she got in the car with me to the airport.

I didn't even have time to go back to my residence with Pei Tingqing, I only had my bag and the ring I took off and put inside.

It doesn't matter, enough is enough.

Maybe Huo Huiyuan was by my side, or maybe I cried enough, I didn't have any emotions along the way, I was very calm and calm, so Huo Huiyuan got on the plane with me, sent me to the UK, and then stayed in a villa with me.

In fact, to put it bluntly, she was spying on me, afraid that I would run away.

There were four people guarding outside, and I figured that I was no match for them, so I gave up on the idea of running away, and thankfully I didn't have a cell phone, but I had a computer in my bedroom.

I opened my mailbox, only to find that Wei Chengshu and Du Shixian had sent me a lot of emails, and it happened that they were in Japan at the moment, and I could only ask for help.

After I got in touch with Wei Chengshu, Wei Chengshu came over the next day.

He hired six people to kill a few people outside the villa, and before Huo Huiyuan came back from going out, Wei Chengshu took me on a plane and went to Japan.

I lost contact with Pei Tingqing's people, and the check that Huo Huiyuan wanted to give me was probably cashed after I entered school, so when I came to Japan, I didn't have a penny except for the priceless ring that I always carried on my body.

And Wei Chengshu's savings in the past few years have been used to take care of his sister's studies, as well as housing and other expenses after coming to Japan, I live in a guest room in their house, and it is very inconvenient to enter and exit, and it is impossible for them to support me, so in this case, I have to go out and find a job.

My first job was playing the piano in a fancy restaurant, during which a man came to charter the venue and deliberately embarrassed me, he ordered all kinds of tunes for me to play, at first I could bear it, but then asked me to drink with him, I nodded, took the glass and splashed it in his face, turned around and walked out.

A strange country and an unfamiliar street, and so many people coming and going around, I, a 17-year-old girl who was still immature, stood at the intersection, so aggrieved that I wanted to shed tears, but I endured it all, and I didn't tell Wei Chengshu and Du Shixian what kind of situation I was.

Fortunately, Pei Tingqing's subordinates still found me a month later and let me live in the residence arranged by Pei Tingqing before, and I didn't have to worry about the rest.

I feel as if I was being adopted by Pei Tingqing, but after thinking about it, he is my cousin, and he has proposed to me, so now he should be regarded as raising me, right?

And my explanation to Wei Cheng and Du Shixian is that my cousin is responsible for all my expenses, and I laughed at myself that with this blood relationship, others will also take it for granted that he is good to me.

I successfully enrolled in an art academy here, while Wei Chengshu gave up graduate school and worked here to make money, allowing Du Shixian to study for a year in her senior year of high school.

In the second year, Du Shixian was admitted to a famous university here with excellent results, and because Wei Chengshu was doing real estate, Du Shixian chose the Department of Architecture.

Wei Chengshu and Du Shixian are still the pair I envy the most.

Fast forward to two years in Japan, and I was 19 years old.

Approaching Christmas, the sky is snowing heavily, I don't have an umbrella, my hands are in the pockets of my long trench coat and walking down the street, occasionally there are couples passing by, I will think of Pei Tingqinglai, the man who once loved me like life, disappeared from my world for two whole years.

I didn't deliberately forget him, but I didn't deliberately wait for him, I didn't have expectations, so as not to be disappointed, every time I recall the bits and pieces of two years ago, my heart still hurts like a knife, but it seems that I love Pei Tingqing, a man, is a long time ago.

Du Shixian sent a message asking where I was, asking me to go to their place for dinner, saying that there was something good for me to know.

I replied, and after getting on the bus, I leaned my head against the window and looked at the ring on my left ring finger, my tears rolled down in large pieces, and I took the ring off before I had an emotional breakdown.