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Recently, Lu Buli has been very busy, busy with 129 things, but there is one more thing that makes her even more anxious, that is, her relationship with Pan Yao.
Today, Pan Yao once again threw down Lu Buli to show her face, this time Lu Buli was a little angry, maybe every time the anger accumulated together, Lu Buli felt a sense of frustration, and suddenly wanted to quarrel with Pan Yao.
Those very childish quarrels Lu Buli has used countless times since he was a child, but now, Lu Buli always said to himself: Go and forgive, forgive everyone, this is also a kind of forgiveness for yourself.
But Lu Buli couldn't forgive this time, so the feeling of not being able to bear and not wanting to lose Pan Yao's friend was very delicate, which made her begin to collapse.
For several days in a row, Lu Buli deliberately avoided Pan Yao, but Pan Yao didn't say anything, as if it wasn't a big deal if there was no Lu Buli.
On the weekend, Lu Buli watched Pan Yao post a circle of friends who went out with friends, and the whole person turned green
The incomparable depression made Lu Buli want to find excitement to vent.
The phone rang, and Lu Buli picked it up, unexpectedly...... It's Song Jiguang.
She didn't want to speak, so she waited for him to say.
"Don't leave, do you have time? Take you out to play. ”
Lu Buli thought for a long time, and then said "Okay".
She packed up her clothes, put on a light makeup, threw away her unfinished homework and unfinished novels, and went downstairs to see Song Jiguang standing there.
It was very windy downstairs, and Song Jiguang brought a fluffy blanket around Lu Buli, gently took her hand and walked out.
"Hey, where are you taking me?"
She shouted and her heart jumped uneasily, and he looked back at her now fleshy eyebrows: "Go...... Your paradise. ”
The car stopped at the playground, Lu Buli walked silently with her thoughts, and Song Jiguang took her to the first activity, bungee jumping.
How do you describe the moment of jumping? That kind of loss of control made her whole person empty, except to obey, there was no choice, obey nature and obey the wind, obey the laws of this world, and there was no need for the slightest struggle.
In life, she will never be obedient, she will never believe in fate, and she believes in fate, and she has to fight with fate to feel happy, which is like not letting go of every chance of freedom.
The second is boxing.
A punch fell on the sandbag, dripping with joy, and the whole person was exhausted after an hour, she was covered in sweat and fell on the mat, staring at the ceiling sluggishly, at this moment, the air froze, and there was no one in the entire martial arts hall, quietly.
Lu Buli felt that there were tears on her face, she tried her best to drive the tears back, she stared at her eyes, and then the tears still couldn't stop flowing.
Finally she gave up and stopped, and wept bitterly with indulgence.
She cried for a long time, Song Jiguang watched quietly from the side, and watched it for a long time, but the more she looked at it, the more strange she felt.
Twenty-five-year-old Lu Buli has never cried so loudly, she doesn't seem to care about many things, she is very happy every day, and the whole person is elegant and aura to the bones.
He suddenly understood this indifference, perhaps a habit, to become skillful and calm by repeating a tragedy too many times, and his heart ached.
He stepped forward and hugged her in his arms: "You have the capital and don't want anyone, because you have me, I will always be by your side, as long as you want, I can accompany you to do anything." ”
Lu Buli stopped, she looked at Song Jiguang's tender eyes: "Why?" ”
"What, why?" Song Jiguang was puzzled.
"Why is it so good to me." Lu Buli looked at the very one in front of him, desperately trying to see what the other party was trying to do, but it was his extremely affectionate sentence:
"Because you are my medicine, the medicine that prolongs life."
Lu Buli heard his noisy heartbeat and continued to ask: "Why do you want to know that I want to bungee jump and want to box." ”
Song Jiguang finally didn't follow the good flow, he pondered for a while before saying, "I'll tell you when you grow up." ”
This ambiguous answer made Lu Buli's heart tickle, and he stood up and shouted: "You fool me!" But because he was too tired from boxing, as soon as his legs were weak, the whole person was about to fall to the outside of the mat, but he was firmly held in his arms by Song Jiguang.
He hugged her waist and whispered softly beside her immature face: "Lu Buli, I'll wait for you to grow up." ”