The author has something to say: "Originally, this should have been written later, but I hope that after reading my words, I will decide whether to read it or not." This setting is not something that everyone can accept.,Actually, it's been written for a long time.,But there will be people who can't accept it, so they haven't sent it.,Don't throw it away because it's more substitution.。 About skin diseases, so read carefully, and if you don't like it, I'll delete it. The following text

There were a lot of fashions in the nineties that seem puzzling now, like stockings in small gauze skirts.

Chen Chen only realized when she grew up that this fashion only belonged to her. for the other girls wore the thinnest ones; Or simply don't wear it; She was the only one who needed thick stockings that didn't show through her skin, but she knew the other thing, she couldn't take them off.

She didn't know why, but she clearly understood the rules that could not be taken off. There was a girl in the class with ichthyosis, black, thin, short, and her withered little hands were stretched out like the paws of a native chicken raised in a rural home, not yellow, but black. The fine palm lines in the palm of the hand are like the cracked earth due to lack of water, with a feeling of dryness and dryness.

The child has no sense of proportion, and everyone is very active in wanting to hold hands with her, wanting to test what that rough little hand feels like.

Chen Chen is the same.

Chen Chen was trembling with fear when she was vaccinated, she was very sensitive to pain, and the gentle bite of the mosquito that the doctor said was for her to hang her arms until she stiffened all day, and then forgot about it the next morning and then returned to normal. Afraid of being ridiculed, the 'Chicken Paw Girl' lined up in front of her, rolling up her sleeves to reveal her dark skin. The cracked lines on her arms really looked like the lines on a snake's body, and the dander that fell down with the movement of rolling up her sleeves turned out to be a bit like winter snow.

The uncle in the white coat took an alcohol cotton pad and applied it to her arm a few times, and sighed unintentionally: "This child is ichthyosis, his skin is really hard, I have to use some force." “

His tone was like a small talk, but the strength in his hand was obviously greater than the strength of the other children, and the 'chicken paw girl' cried in pain.

A vaccine only takes ten seconds, and she walked out of the line with her arms down, tears left on her dark little face, and there was no trace of cuteness.

'It's pitiful', Chen Chen pouted and felt a little sorry for her, but it was her turn next, Chen Chen gritted his teeth and rolled up his cuffs and walked over, revealing his little thin arms.

Uncle Bai took out a new alcohol ball, took off the small hat on the vaccine needle, and held Chen Chen's arm.

"The child is also ichthyosis, but it's not as serious as the one just now." He took the alcohol ball and smeared it up and down Chen Chen's arm, the smell of alcohol hurt Chen Chen's brain, the needle of the white coat was not as hard as for the 'chicken paw girl', but it was greater than others, Chen Chen pinched his arm and cried loudly.

She spent the day hanging her arms as usual. When she woke up the next morning, her mother said that she could wear the white purple flower dress early, and this was her favorite dress. For the first time after putting on the skirt, she asked her mother, "Why don't you have a little bit on your arm and don't shed dandruff?" “

She didn't answer, turned her back to Chen Chen to sort out the bits and pieces of toys on the cabinet, and asked Chen Chen to put on stockings.

Without answering, he didn't ask, Chen Chen was a very casual child, obediently put on red stockings, and pulled one to the base of his thighs.

Chen Chen's tablemate is a very beautiful girl, with a small round face and big eyes, when she closes her eyes and stares at Chen Chen, her long eyelashes are pulled into a black line, and with the movement of her eyelids clamping to reveal a small arc, Chen Chen feels very good-looking, although she is staring at herself, but she likes to watch it very much, and always secretly imitates it when she is alone, but she can't see what it looks like after she closes her eyes, Chen Chen doesn't know if what she imitates is similar, and she doesn't dare to ask others, she has become Chen Chen's first little idol.

In addition to glaring at Chen Chen, beautiful girls also like to take off the thin layer of stockings on their legs. Her stockings are really thin, after taking off and covering the notebook, she can clearly see the words that are covered, Chen Chen didn't know the meaning of being as thin as a cicada's wings at that time, if she was later, she would definitely use this to describe it.

"You dare to take them off and show me your stockings?"

The beautiful girl held her stockings in her hand and pulled them long, put them on her legs, and then rolled them up to her ankles little by little, Chen Chen, who did not admit defeat, picked up her skirt and learned her movements to roll down a little bit, from the root of her thighs to the middle, and then she didn't dare to go down anymore.

Her thighs were still just chicken skin, but her knees were like the armor of the ichthyosis, and down there were dry and cracked calves, like 'chicken feet girl'. Chen Chen doesn't like that someone will think she is different tomorrow and will never play with her again.

Chen Chen didn't dare to take it off, and the beautiful girl ended this 'fight' with a beautiful look, her big eyes were closed tightly, and then she opened them and rolled her eyes.

She is so good-looking, Chen Chen, who had just lost the 'take off stockings' war, instantly became happy again.

Time flickered, Chen Chen grew from a little girl to a slightly older girl, and she began to have someone she liked. The boy he had a crush on was fair-skinned, clean, and always ranked first in his academic performance, and his skin was made cleaner by the red and blue striped shirt on his body in the spring. All the children were still running wildly on the dusty playground, sweat on the tanned little face and mud marks, but he always appeared cleanly, even if he had just left sweat, he was not dirty.

It's so beautiful.

Chen Chen always looked at him secretly, and the teacher called him and then called Chen Chen's name to make her happily reminisce in the quilt.

The only drawback is probably summer, Chen Chen hates summer, short sleeves and shorts will make her show all her 'horse feet', she is most afraid of standing with him and talking face to face in summer, the dander on the little thin arms that can't be hidden looks so abrupt, Chen Chen hid them behind him, perfunctory his questioning, until he was impatient with Chen Chen's vague words and turned away.

His back and clean white short sleeves still look good, but the first crush should be over.

She hopes that she will be okay and can talk to him face to face in a beautiful dress, and it is best to turn around and ask him if the dress looks good, like the beautiful heroine in a TV series. Chen Chen began to cry, hoping to see a doctor, but the white-bearded doctor with glasses pinched her thin little arm like firewood and shook his head: "It's not good, it's natural." “

He should be very credible, after all, the whole acne on his cousin's face is what he is optimistic about.

Chen Chen began to refuse to wear short-sleeved shorts, and she was the only one wearing a white long-sleeved shirt in the hot summer, shaking her head firmly when her classmates asked her if it was hot, even though the sweat had trickled down her forehead like a miniature stream.

The neighbors began to tell her, like an experienced doctor, that if you show it out and let it see the sun, it will be much better. Chen Chen felt credible, and when no classmates were present, he rolled up his pants and exposed his cracked calves to the air, hoping that the baptism of sunlight and air would make them fall off layer by layer like the shell of an egg, revealing ripe white protein. She felt that the shell was too slow, and always bent down to help the small side of the dander 'shell', but some of them were not mature, Chen Chen's seedlings helped the dander that had not yet grown to fall off forcibly, in order to retaliate against Chen Chen, they immediately exposed the delicate skin covered under their bodies that had not yet grown, Chen Chen was happy for a second, and began to ooze a trace of blood.

Her calves were covered with the scars she had made for a second to slip soft, like all the scars she had been shown to her by being ridiculed for so many years.

"Roll up your pants and show me."

"Show them, they want to see it because they care about you."

"Not sensible, don't care about you who wants to see you all pockmarked legs."

"Your leg lice will fall and fight when they go up."

"My arm is itchy, you tickle me with the rub on your leg"

Chen Chen changed from resisting at the beginning to cooperating, rolling up his trousers and rubbing them back and forth on the arms of the people who came, giving them a taste of how rough their affected areas were. began to smirk sensibly with everyone, telling everyone that his nickname is 'hemp potato', and the kind of potato with rough cracks on the skin is more glutinous and delicious than other potatoes. The ugly exterior hides the sweet inside, which is probably a compliment.

Without mirrors, she couldn't see her smirking face like a monkey in a circus. Drill through the ring of fire in the applause of the audience, do things that shouldn't be part of the survival instinct, pray for a compliment after completing the action, and preferably a little food.

19-year-old Chen Chen got her first salary, she walked into the beauty salon with this money, some said it could be solved, but the price was so high that Chen Chen ran away. Until a beauty salon that sold his 'three no home remedies' said that he had a bath milk, Chen Chen exchanged the five hundred yuan in his hand for two bottles and went home happily.

Whether it was Sanwu or fake medicine, the cracks on Chen Chen's calves began to disappear little by little, and the dander was like dirt attached to her body, rubbing it down little by little, revealing the slightly delicate skin she was covering underneath.

It's not perfect, it's not as hydrated as a normal girl, at least it can make her explain her current condition with dry skin. Seeing good skin gave her the courage to slowly stop the lotion in the beauty salon, and the Vaseline after-bath lotion that had never worked before could save her.

Chen Chen never mentioned that she had ichthyosis, and no one thought that Chen Chen had a skin disease, only when others were staring at her or slightly rough palms in a daze, she would pretend to be indifferent and answer that she had a skin disease. She pretended not to hear the next questioning, whether it was rude or arrogant, she had grown up, and she was no longer the little monkey who needed to roll up her pants to show the affected area.

She can protect herself.

"Why are your hands so rough?"

"My wife's family doesn't have very good genetic skin." Zhang Zhe grabbed her hand and replied coldly, his face was frosty, and he didn't intend to give others a chance to ask questions.

What can be done with what was in the past? That's good.

Chen Chen showed a smile, and the corners of his mouth were slightly crooked, like a hooligan on the street: "I have a skin disease." “

It's just gone.