Chapter 128: No Insomnia, Only Many Dreams!
It's another night's dream, very strange, and like an independent movie script, with countless possibilities in the dream, and only the sound of the alarm clock after waking up. Su is face washed, thinking silently in her heart, if she told Shenghu one day, she dreamed of him last night. Please don't take it as some kind of confession of expectation. What I'm trying to say is that she appeared in my dream one day and one night. In other words, she thought of him when she was awake, and that's it.
Su is not a message back to Shenghu, she held her mobile phone, ready to block his number, when she was about to click, she had a lot of reluctance, whether it was reluctance to pay for herself or reluctance to him, she had not yet made it clear. He shook his head and quickened his pace towards the office.
"Good morning." Ouyang Jian has always come to the office after half past nine, and it is rare for him to appear in the company with a pleasant smile early this morning.
"Good morning."
"If you're not busy right now, come over and have a few words," Ouyang Key opened the curtains of his office so that the sunlight could let in, "Have you had breakfast?" I've heard Chengfeng say that you've always had stomach pains. ”
"Leader, it should be that he listened to you," Su replied with a smile, knowing that Ouyang Jian cared about him no less than Chengfeng, not to mention that Chengfeng was not such a careful person.
"It's all the same, anyway, he's not in the company now, but he told me to take care of you in every possible way. No, I'm going on a business trip again, so I came over to say a few more words to you," Ouyang Jian pulled the chair directly, and shouted to Zhu Ting, who was working outside the door, "Zhu Ting, please make two cups of coffee." ”
"Leader, you shouldn't have breakfast, then don't drink coffee on an empty stomach, I'll go get you some bread, and I'll be back soon."
Su is trotting and appeared in front of Ouyang Key again.
"Thank you, Su is, I found that I haven't seen you for half a year, and your temper is better than before."
"Really? Just because of the bread? Haha, actually, people change. ”
"I don't think you'll change, but you're more like a woman than before, and maybe you've gained a lot from the experience of more than half a year. How's Chengfeng doing? ”
"He? I haven't been contacted for two weeks. I don't even know where he is? ”
"You guys quarreled? I told him about him, you said you weren't there, he begged me to let you come back, I said I didn't need him to ask, I also wanted you to come back, now it's good, it's back, and it's noisy. I have been promised again and again before, I must definitely cherish it, be tolerant, and not be stingy. ”
"Do you believe his words?"
"Don't you believe his words?"
"Hahaha, it's not, it's just that his character is hard to change. By the way, do you have anything to do with me, leader? Or did you want to change the recruitment section chief yesterday? ”
"Su is, whether to change the section chief or not is also a matter of your department, but I have a suggestion, don't change it first, you just came, immediately change the old staff, what will others think of you, how to serve you? I know that although you don't care about other people's opinions, you always need countless people to cooperate with your work, right? ”
"I see. Good. Then I listen to the leader. ”
"Got it? Don't fight to the end? I see you've really changed a bit now. ”
"Isn't it good that I listen to the leader? Didn't you think I had to talk back about everything? ”
"Haha, your attitude changes a little quickly, I really can't get used to it, I got up early today, I wanted to talk to you about this matter It took two hours, but I didn't think it would be done in two seconds."
"If the leader doesn't feel that this reflects your sense of accomplishment, then you can continue to tell me."
"Haha, you're getting more and more humorous." Ouyang Jian took a few sips of coffee, "You can also drink a few sips, my friend brought it from abroad, it is very authentic." ”
"Okay."
"By the way, the group Qiongyu will come over in a few days, you know, your re-entry has not been officially mentioned to her, so you are also familiar with it, so you don't need me to introduce it, then you will meet yourself well and communicate well, Su is, there will be some work in the future, and you still need more cooperation between you."
"Yes, Mr. Key."
"Your name is also Mr. Key? Haha, I'm still used to your mouthful of leader-by-mouth names. Ouyang Jian walked to his desk and sorted out the materials, "By the way, Su is, you are still used to life, right?" I see you have big dark circles. Haven't you gotten used to it yet? ”
"It's okay, it's just that I keep dreaming at night, which may affect my sleep a little."
"Insomnia and dreams?"
"Only dreams, no insomnia."
"What do you dream of? It can't be the story of the East Side, right? ”
"I've dreamed of the pale and distant sun in the open space in front of our company, I've dreamed of some dark pantries that are suitable for whispering, I've dreamed of sitting side by side with my colleagues on the winter grass and laughing, and of course, the endless railroad tracks that stretched to the west of the city on our first business trip, and the old bicycles parked deep in the alleys of my hometown, and my childhood friends for many years, the narrower and narrower forest paths, the springs gushing out of the center of the desert, and the little animals that have been standing there waiting for me...... I have not dreamed of winning awards, I have not dreamed of gifts, dreams have almost no color, and few coherent sounds. ”
"Listen to it, you are a talented woman, and even talking about a dream is so wonderful."
"Dreaming is free, but dreaming is not free."
"I've heard more or less about what you did in Dongcheng, but if you choose to come back and choose to ride the wind, then you should put down the previous one and start over."
"Leader, you've brainwashed me again, haven't you?"
"Hahaha, don't say it, don't say it, it's rare that we talk so energetically, it feels like we haven't chatted so easily for a long time."
"yes, it's been almost a year."
There was the sound of high heels approaching the door, and Su Shi looked over with a soft knock on the door. It was Chen Qiu who took the document and asked Ouyang Key to sign.
"Then you guys are busy first, I'll go back to the office."
"Sue yes, are you free at night? Let's have a meal together. Chen Qiu turned around and called her.
"Tonight? Good. ”
As soon as Su Shi agreed, he regretted it in his heart. Originally, I thought that Chen Qiu was an old colleague, and no matter what I talked about, I wouldn't be embarrassed, but if I talked about Chengfeng, how would she answer, and besides, the thing that Su was most afraid of now was not Chengfeng, but information about Shenghu.
"I'm sorry, Chen Qiu, I just remembered that I have a small class reunion in the evening, can I invite you to dinner in a few days." After such a tactful message was sent, Su was relieved. In order to make his little lie more similar, before the end of work, he called Xiao Qing and He Huan to wait for him downstairs in the office building.
"Tell us the story of the East Side, shall you? No, it should have been an accident now, right? He Huan is always so straightforward, her words were interrupted by Xiao Qing's eyes.
"Well, don't mention it. I'll talk about it when I'm in the mood. ”
"So how are you doing with Chengfeng? I see that his circle of friends has not been updated, and he has been updated very diligently before. He Huan bit the straw of the drink.
"Xiao Qing, let me ask you a professional question, if, I said if," Su was not finished speaking, and was interrupted by He Huan again, "No if, I know that what you want to ask is your own deity." Do you still need to talk like that in front of the two of us? “
"Okay, let me say it clearly, I don't think I can talk to Chengfeng about some things on my mind, or say that in front of her, I want to say that it's okay, or I just quarrel over some work matters."
"We have a common problem: we quarrel with someone we love, but we talk to strangers. Of course, He Huan and I are not strangers, but you still can't tell us about Dongcheng, and sometimes even a netizen you may say right? ”
Su is smiled.
Our closeness, or your closeness to Chengfeng, has become an obstacle to speaking freely, just like we used to just graduate from college and look for a job in other places, if we have anything to say in our hearts, we will not think of our parents, friends or people close to us at the first time, but some people who are far away, or just netizens. Because if you say something to someone close to you, you will be poured cold water, or evaluated, give advice, and feel blamed, if you tell them that I want to start a business, they will answer, this is not reliable, the risk is too great, it is better to have a stable job;
If you tell them that my boyfriend treats me badly, they will say, 'Did you fail to do something right?' How should you be... Don't be so grumpy, be more considerate of each other. ”
"Seems to be the case."
"Because we're so close to each other, a lot of things don't have clear boundaries, and it looks like it's all for your good, or it's just joking, but it's actually quite hurtful. Because we don't know enough, strangers are less prejudiced and more listening and empathy, which makes us feel more accepted in the process of expression. And the person who loves is more about giving advice, which becomes accusation when the person concerned is not capable of carrying it out. ”
"Because it's someone close to you, you care about the relationship and want to maintain it, and because you're a close person, you want to meet the expectations of the other person and make the other person happy. At this time, we tend to suppress our true thoughts and act as the other person expects, thinking that if we do this, the other person will be satisfied. Xiao Xiao took a sip of yogurt and put it down again, not looking at Su Shi, as if he was talking about himself.
"Often, when we hysterically express our true emotions in front of close people, we are actually crying out in our hearts: I long for you to see my helplessness, I need you to solve the problem with me, face it together. And in front of strangers: knowing that he is not the person concerned will not be of much help to solve the problem directly, it is more enough to have someone to listen to us vent. ”
"Exactly, come, drink one."
"What kind of milk to drink, to drink." He Huan greeted the service with a bottle of red wine.
"Hey, hey, you drove here today."
"It's okay, but call my boyfriend over, let him drive, and send us back."
"Deliberately showing affection, right?"
"How can you have a high rank in love, Xiao Qing only has one husband, legal, I only have one boyfriend, and at present, there is only you, a large area of forest, you can choose."