"! What does it mean to have a template, you say it clearly! I was caught off guard by Han Xun's words.

Han Xun was taken aback by my excited tone, looked at me stunned, and explained, "You were stupid by having an emotional breakdown last night, right?" How can plastic surgery be based on imagination, of course, to provide a reference to rectify, especially you, you ask to change the whole face, which is completely different from before, and you should be painting without reference? ”

My pupils dilated instantly, my heart beat faster, as if I was afraid of something, from last night to now, it really doesn't give me peace for a moment.

"You asked for a change of appearance at the time, and you didn't say what you were like, do you remember, you were blocked on the highway by Jiang Junxian and fought at the beginning."

He suddenly said inexplicably, my plastic surgery has something to do with the highway?

"I remember, we were surrounded by several cars in Jiangmen, and the highway was blocked."

He nodded and said calmly: "At that time, there were some innocent people who also watched. ”

"Nonsense, the highway is blocked, of course there are onlookers." I'm getting a little impatient.

"Well, then I probably understand, it should be like this, at that time you wanted to have a complete plastic surgery, which is completely different from the original, which requires time to plan all the facial features, after all, it can't be made like a star, there is a reference is the fastest, there happened to be a reference around at that time, the old man said, there is another person who fell down the mountain with you, looking at the clothes and body, it is not a Jianghu person at all, it is estimated that it was an ordinary person who was watching and wanted to call the police at that time, and was killed on the spot by Jiangmen, and left the hillside with you, but the person was completely out of breath, is dead, since he is a dead man, it is nothing to refer to his face, so your current appearance is according to the original person's appearance. Han Xun said it very easily, as if it was an inconsequential matter.

I trembled in shock, my eyes widened and I said, "What the hell are you talking nonsense? Do you still need to be done like someone else? ”

"Hey, boy, what are you excited about? Your original request is completely different from the original, it is equivalent to changing your face, local microplastic surgery is definitely not good, at least there must be a reference, in fact, you are not exactly the same as the person who died, at most like seven layers, your eyes, skin color and eyebrows, basically your original appearance......"

"You're still! I'm not like anyone! I interrupted him excitedly and grabbed him by the collar, an inexplicable fear and anger that made me tremble.

Fuck, what the hell is going on!

Han Xun's expression was serious in an instant, he didn't understand why I was suddenly angry, he frowned and looked at me seriously, and said calmly: "Do you know why when I changed my name, I asked you to change your surname to Lin?" ”

My mind flashed and went blank, for I did not dare to think, and the hand that grabbed him by the collar lost its strength, and sat weakly on the ground.

That's right, when I changed my name, Han Xun asked me to change my surname to Lin, I thought it was because I had lived in the mountains with him for too long, and he thought that this surname was meaningful, but I didn't care.

"What else is the reason?" I hung my head weakly, Han Xun sat back beside me silently, looked at the sky and sighed: "People live for a lifetime, life and death are unpredictable, some people die and no one can remember him, I think the ordinary person who died next to you at the beginning was a little innocent, and you also used his appearance, so let you use his surname as a memorial." ”

He ...... His name is Lin. "My throat was choked instantly, as if I had been choked so hard.

"I remember, that person's name seems to be Lin Shaoyu."

Rumble!

A thunderclap pierced the sky in an instant. The bright sunshine, in the blink of an eye, the dark clouds, the pouring rain like punishment, smashed to the ground, the roar of the rain was piercing, noisy and messy, and refused to let people calm down.

"Boy, don't get drenched in the rain, you still have internal injuries, come in!" Han Xun eagerly pulled me in.

"No need, let me sit here for a while, it's good to get a little rain."

The thin clothes immediately soaked the whole body, as if the heavy mud was shackling the whole body, and I couldn't move, so heavy and tired......

My eyes were blurred by the rain, and the rain on my face made it difficult for me to see ahead, and I didn't want to see clearly.

Lin Shaoyu, you are because of me, because my vicious fight with Jiangmen was innocently affected, and I died innocently and tragically, and in the end, I used your face, came back here, and tortured your lover, I ...... I can't even apologize to you.

Fuck my God, what the fuck are you playing! Wouldn't it be good for me to stay in an orphanage? Can't I die in an orphanage if I don't live long?

Shen Lingyu, it turns out that this karmic reincarnation started three years ago, I indirectly killed your lover, and made you wait for three years to be tortured, and I shamelessly occupied his face, I ...... How am I going to repay you.

I suddenly felt that I had borne too many sins, three years ago, I was not responsible for impulsive death, but it accidentally affected Lin Shaoyu's death together, in exchange for the result, it was three years of hard waiting for two women, Su Xin and Shen Lingyu, both endured the torment of missing, and couldn't forget their lover, but they also thought that the sudden disappearance of their lover was hating themselves, Su Xin thought that I was hating her and refused to leave together, Shen Lingyu thought that Lin Shaoyu was hating her family and did not agree to get married, both of them were in the past three years, they couldn't let go for a long time, couldn't find the answer, and tortured themselves.

Fate, reincarnation, so karma, all because of me, because of one of my impulses caused today's tragedy, entangled several of us, and no one can escape......

The heavy rain drenched me cold, but I was heavy and weak, until Han Xun forcibly pulled me out of the rain, my whole body was soaked like lead, and I couldn't walk steadily, or I couldn't walk at all.

"Boy, each has its own life, why should you blame yourself for everything? Have you comprehended the goodness of Buddhism? Karma is not about who bears it, but about experience. Is it possible that you always think of yourself as a saint and don't want to hurt anyone? You eat meat and you still kill, wake up, Buddhism has nothing to do with you, other people's fate does not need you to take responsibility, don't let me call you stupid, okay? ”

Han Xun looked unhappy and scolded me, but he threw a cigarette to me, and I looked at him with a wry smile: "Aren't you not smoking?" He offered to light a cigarette for me: "I specially gave you the cigarette I wanted." ”

"Why didn't you tell about it when you had plastic surgery?" I took a big puff.

"You were so desperate at the time, and your mood was even more chaotic when you said it, since that person is dead, what's the point of telling you?"

How much power does a cigarette have, in the smoke, people will always slowly calm down, I smoked, and the first thing that came to mind was to tell Shen Lingyu the truth, I was not qualified to hide her.

Pushing open the ward again, Shen Lingyu was quietly eating lunch alone, her face was not as haggard as in the morning, and after a night of panic and physical suffering, she seemed to be very hungry and ate a little anxiously.

"Why are you soaking wet? Hurry up and change your clothes, don't catch a cold, have you eaten? ”

Speaking is caring, so that my heart was instantly blocked, the poor and charming woman in front of me, what kind of harm will the truth give her? Will she hate me?

"I'm not hungry, boss, I'm going to tell you something." I steadied my emotions.

"Well, you can say it." Shen Lingyu nodded, bowed her head and concentrated on eating lunch.

"Lin Shaoyu."

A person's name opened, and her mouth suddenly stopped eating, and she continued to eat without looking up.

"He died, my face is from his death......" A face, the past of two people, the interweaving of accidents, but it was the beginning of the tragedy, I endured choking and guilt, I didn't even dare to look at Shen Lingyu's expression, and insisted on telling the whole thing, so behind the coincidence, all the cause and effect were said.

"Boss, I'm sorry for you, I killed him, and I just found out." I'm done talking, so pass.

Shen Lingyu didn't have any answer, didn't have any expression, still lowered her head to eat lunch, but I saw her throat choking, choking and couldn't swallow, but she was stubborn, and kept stuffing white rice into her mouth, and finally couldn't stuff it at all.

She stopped, froze, tears streaming down the corners of her eyes, silently.

"Boss, cry if you want to, you can beat me." I wish she would cry and cry happily, and give me a good time.

"Little Warmth...... Hold me. She still kept her head down, looking at the lunch in her hand.

"What?"

"Hug me, okay?"

"Okay."

I hugged her without hesitation, but a heart-rending cry instantly came from my ears, using all my strength.

"He's dead! He's really dead! It's been three years, and I just want him to be alive and well, but I don't want to see me...... He...... It turned out that he was really dead! Crying choked, even the words were difficult and laborious, and desperate cries resounded through the ward, and tears slipped through the tear mole again.

When the answer you least want to know is in front of you, you don't even have a chance to deceive yourself.