Still in love?

Is this the last option for me? The choice is up to me?

In front of Diane, in front of my girlfriend, is Su Xin looking for a result? For our first love, make a break?

Looking at her tears that kept falling, and even the pretty face like a peach blossom was already embarrassed, I suddenly understood her most desperate pain, looking at her first love and beloved, with her good friend, she was dazed and ignorant, envious and blessed, blessed her lover. The blow of this truth is undoubtedly fatal to her, who has been waiting for many years.

I'm hurting her! The damage is so complete!

No wonder Diane, who knew the truth, looked at Su Xin hugging her boyfriend, crying and confiding, but there was no word to stop her, she was blaming me! Hate me?

I did such an excessive thing without hiding it from the two of them.

"Su Xin, I'll go back with you, it's all my fault, I hurt everyone, I should take responsibility, I can't escape from death like I did at the beginning." I knelt on the ground with a look of remorse.

"An An, do you still love me?" In the same way, she still insisted, I don't understand.

Even if I say love, it is not the same love as before, is there any meaning between love and not love? You can't let go of the responsibilities on your shoulders, you are not allowed to love at all! We're chasing something that has no answer, and it's long overdue! We started off with a mistake!

"I'm sorry......" I put down my arm weakly, and before I could finish speaking, Dianne suddenly stood up, walked to my side, and said calmly: "Su Xin, he still loves you." ”

"Annie, you!"

I looked back and stared wide in surprise, the person I loved was Diane, but what was she talking about!

I was not allowed to speak, Diane Anne preemptively said: "Xiao Nuan left there to seek death, but that is not hating you, he is dying for you, for your love, isn't this love for you?" ”

"It's not!" I struggled to get up and hugged Diane, but she interrupted me again: "He never told me about this past, because he was running away, he couldn't be with you, he couldn't escape from the fact that he loved you, because he could only feel better if he didn't love you." ”

"Annie, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I didn't know he was An'an, I didn't think about destroying the two of you at all......" Su Xin looked at Diane Anne weakly, tears streaming down her face.

"If you love him too, shouldn't you keep it a secret for him? He is willing to die for you, don't you have the courage to pay? ”

Don't have the courage to give? The words shook Su Xin's heart, she raised her head in shock, but Dianne put away her tears and whispered in my ear: "Honey, I love you, let me be quiet, don't come with me." ”

After saying that, she left the hall alone, I wanted to catch up with the lonely back, I wanted to hug her hard, but she resolutely did not look back.

Annie, I love you too! Can you tell me to say no?

Floating like a dream, I seem to have really had a dream, I am too tired, lying on the ground weakly, what happened in front of me, I don't remember at all, I just want to close my eyes tiredly, am I running away again?

Until I entered a muddy nightmare dream, in which I walked in the rainstorm, depressed and cold and breathless, but there were familiar people around me, they couldn't see me, and they left me one by one.

This dream...... I've dreamed of it!

In an instant, I was in a cold sweat, I woke up completely, this dream was terrible, and the people around me left one by one, which was the result I didn't want to see.

I opened my eyes tiredly, it was early in the morning, and the birds chirped briskly to tell me that it was a nightmare, not true, but there was a soft breath in my arms, I raised my head, and I saw the long black hair that was soft and drunk, covering her delicate body.

With waist-length hair, Su Xin slept in my arms, sleeping unusually peacefully, her red and swollen eyes looked haggard, the most painful person last night was her, she experienced emotions that were too difficult to digest, and even on the verge of collapse.

I didn't bother her, but gently picked her up and carried her into the bedroom next to her, and that night, she actually slept on the sofa with me.

Maybe she was too tired, she didn't wake up, she just gently hugged my neck until she lay on the bed, she continued to sleep peacefully, the dream seemed to be very sweet, because she wouldn't have nightmares about me, I was still alive.

Xia Xinyu's home is very classical and quiet, I have no intention of enjoying these, so I saw Xia Xinyu watering flowers in the garden outside the door, and the white nightdress greeted the soft morning light, which was a fresh picture.

"You were so tired last night." She said lightly, and didn't look at me, as if nothing had happened overnight, this is the thoughtfulness she gave me.

"Wear so little, don't catch a cold." I subconsciously cared about her body.

She smiled bitterly, lifted the bun in her ear, and looked at me gently: "Don't care about me so much, amorous responsibility, unbearable, I don't want to put too much pressure on you." ”

Speaking is always so clever that I can't answer, but all this happens, whether intentionally or unintentionally, after all, it is my responsibility, and I really can't bear it.

"Thank you."

"Anne came home last night, I just called her and she turned off the phone." Her tone was flat and worried.

I sighed helplessly, at this time, Diane didn't want to see me, I made her sad.

Xia Xinyu's expression was obvious, the final result last night, Su Xin was also willing to keep it secret for me, and made a decision that went against my heart, and I didn't know whether I was happy or worried.

Facing the early morning bath, I pretended to be inexplicably hazy, walked out of Xia Xinyu's house, and went to Yunchuan Medical Center.

Xia Xinyu told me that Shen Lingyu went to the hospital last night, and Han Xun was also there. I don't know how long Shen Lingyu will have to recuperate after drinking such a large dose of medicine this time, at least it won't cause drug addiction.

When I arrived at the hospital, Yun Xiyan saw that my face was not good, and asked me with concern, I couldn't smile bitterly, the person I have been cheating, and her, the medical fairy sister who used to care about me the most, if she knew the truth, what would be her reaction?

Entering the ward, Shen Lingyu was sleeping soundly, but unfortunately, the sound of opening the door woke her up, she looked haggard, she didn't even take care of the charming red waves, she was listless, she wanted to ask her with concern, but she asked me first: "When you rescued me last night, you were injured, go and let the doctor take a look." ”

"I'm fine, at least everyone is safe in the end, it's worth it, but you......" Before I finished my words of concern, she subconsciously touched the ring mark on her ring finger, and her eyes were lonely: "This is my life, the only Shaoyu who loves me, but I will never find it." ”

Shen Lingyu's tear mole is like a bitter fate.

I suddenly remembered that the causal entanglement with Shen Lingyu had been messily entangled, pushing each other's fate, and I couldn't help but sigh long.

She was silent for a while, and suddenly asked me hesitantly, "...... you You said you had plastic surgery, why...... Is it Shaoyu's appearance? ”

I sighed again, this question, when I first revealed the truth of the misunderstanding with her, I also thought about it, why did I have to be entangled with her fate? Coincidental? God's teasing?

"I don't know, maybe it's a coincidence, I really don't know Shaoyu, maybe the doctor who gave me plastic surgery is his friend?" I was reluctantly joking.

Shen Lingyu also smiled bitterly: "Yes, it's too coincidental, the time when you were rescued and had plastic surgery happened to be the day when Shaoyu disappeared." ”

"Maybe, I'm Shaoyu's amnesia, looking for the only remaining memory, and I came back to find you." I sighed playfully.

"I hate it, don't make fun of this, even if I let go of Shaoyu, I still can't control it when I see your face."

"Now that you're relieved, why is that?"

"Maybe it's because of you, Lin Xiaonuan."

Walking out of the ward, the original gloomy mood became even more messy, I sat at the door of the hospital in a daze, and Han Xun suddenly sat next to me in a white coat.

"Now that you're safe, it's easy to say anything, aren't you the best at women's affairs? What's the concern? He seemed a lot calmer, and after a night of sudden changes, he could still come to work calmly.

"Senior brother, let me ask you something, you said that the old man gave me plastic surgery, what did he think, his imagination is too rich, I just made the face of Shen Lingyu's ex-boyfriend."

"What imagination? What do you say? Do you think plastic surgery is blind surgery? Of course, there is a template to refer to. ”

"What! What did you say! ”