He never had a message back to Su Yes.

She looked through the autumn water, holding her mobile phone and clicking on WeChat from time to time, but every time she failed.

With melancholy and doubts, Su Shi, who couldn't fall asleep for a long time, could only leave a message in the text late at night.

The estrangement between adults is polite and silent, and people who fall in love and break up will be haunted by why don't you play with me.

Sometimes, Su thinks that the relationship between two people must come to an end, it must be through a heartbreaking quarrel, or a torn entanglement. But in fact, ruining a relationship is very simple, intentional neglect and inadvertent coldness are enough to accumulate into fatal scars.

In the end, they slowly lost contact, separated by an insurmountable chasm between each other, and never became strangers ever since.

No matter how good the relationship is, if one party does not know how to cherish it, it will eventually die.

The unprecedented despair and pain suddenly surged like a cold sweat, and Su Shi stood alone on the side of the street again, letting the people passing by rub his shoulders and his long hair fluttered with the cold wind.

In the drift, she lost a good friend from the past, Mingyu is afraid that she can't be bothered anymore, and her other two best friends have just separated, Su is suddenly a feeling of being abandoned by the whole world, in fact, it is clear that only Chengfeng abandoned her alone.

Sue was hopeless as she thought of someone. An uninvited person.

"I just wanted to send you a message, but I didn't expect your call to come."

"Then I can understand that in fact, our tacit understanding is still very high." Sheng Hu heard a hearty laugh on the other end of the phone, sweeping away the gloom in Su Shi's heart.

However, in just ten minutes, Shenghu appeared in Su Shi's sight.

"It's very punctual this time," Su is looking at him, "I suddenly called you out, will it disturb you." ”

"Little girl, don't get along with me in this tone, it seems a lot of anger, I still like your straightforward personality."

"However, the little girl will grow up eventually, and you will leave after all."

"Why did you have so many emotions during the Chinese New Year, you will grow up, but I will always be there."

"Really?"

"Really, though, I still need a little bit of time. Su is, this time last year, you were standing there, I was sitting in the car, and from a distance, your background was so lonely. ”

"So conscienceless, don't you come out to see me when you see me? Do you think I'm alone in front of the wedding dress? ”

"Isn't it? Of course, I don't want to hear your story at all. ”

"I'm just disappointed because I can't see you, it's really not because I'm in a daze with the wedding dress, no wonder you also sent me a wedding dress, alas, I didn't think you also misunderstood me, I thought you had always known me well." Su is sideways look at the Sheng Lake on the side.

"Maybe, I'm thinking too much!"

"Of course you're thinking too much, really, you think I want to get married? By the way, why don't you want to listen to my story? ”

"Your story is in the past, I don't want to hear it, you don't want to mention it, I just want you to live happily."

"But what if there was only happiness in stories and the past?"

"No, you'll be happy, and if you must tell a story, then I'll have to listen."

"I'm out of love!" Su said such a sentence coldly, thinking that Shenghu would ask questions, but he didn't say anything, he is indeed a person who doesn't like to listen to stories.

"It's easy to fall in love, because of the facial features, and it's not easy to get along because of the three views." Shenghu said softly, as if he wasn't saying it to Su Shi.

"What? Hahaha, are you like that too? ”

"Maybe, maybe not, hehe. Let's go and have a look at the shopping street? ”

"Why don't you ask me about my story, don't ask me what I do when I fall out of love? It seems that you really don't want to listen to deliberately, huh? ”

"No, I just don't want to hear your story." The sound of Shenghu Lake is getting lower and lower, and the street is getting noisier and noisier.

Despite the long life, it's better to keep the story short.

"Come, follow me." Sheng Hu casually took her little hand and jumped on a bus passing by.

"Where are you going?"

"You'll know when you arrive."

"You're not going to sell me, are you!"

"Maybe."

Su didn't know when he got out of the car with him, and then turned into an apartment, never thinking that there would be such a chic apartment behind him. Su is looking around, for fear of missing something. Ke Shenghu's hand kept holding, getting stronger and stronger, and his steps were getting faster and faster.

"Where is this?"

"Don't talk, hurry up."

After the fingerprint unlocked, Su pushed the door open with him. It was hot and stuffy inside, and the air was gray from the winter smoke outside the window.

"If I said I wanted to bring you here two years ago, would you follow me in as you do now? If I said that I was in love with you two years ago, would you reject me? If, if there weren't so many ifs, could we now be lovers from good friends? ”

Su was surprised that Shenghu suddenly confessed!

It was still dark in the room, and he didn't turn on the lights, but he could still see her face and clasp her hands together.

"You deliberately comforted me for falling out of love, right?" As soon as Su was finished, hot tears fell down her face and dripped on his slender fingers. He wiped the tears from her face directly with his mouth, and then affectionately pulled her into his arms. Su Yes's forehead was pressed against his chin, and Shenghu muttered, "Can we be lovers?" I thought I could wait for you to grow up and mature slowly, but I'm afraid I can't wait, I've missed your first love, and if I miss it again, I'm afraid I'll regret it. His words were filled with passion and desire.

His left hand began to caress her, Su Yes's skin was all numb as if he was allergic, he raised his head, and when his hot blood did not swell all over his body, before his lips were ready to kiss her gently between her lips, Su Shi pushed him away hard, and then pushed his body back, leaning directly against a wall behind him.

"I don't want to hear that, I'm not ready."

Shenghu didn't answer, just froze and didn't move.

"I'm really not ready, I've just fallen out of love, I'm not ready for the next relationship, and, and, besides, I'm sorry."

"It's okay, I can wait." He finally spoke, and slowly walked over to Su Shi.

"You, what are you doing?" Seeing that Shenghu's entire upper body was about to approach him, Su was so nervous that he suddenly hugged his hands in front and whispered.

"Turn on the lights." Sheng Hu bowed slightly, pressed his finger on a wall behind Su Shi, and the room immediately became bright.

"Sit here!" He pointed to the couch and walked in the other direction, and after a while he heard the sound of boiling water.

Only then did Su learn to see the panorama of the entire house. But there is no intention to appreciate it.

Shenghu made tea, and the two of them sat opposite each other.

"At night, I shouldn't have made tea for you to drink, but I'm afraid that you will be sleepy, so you should listen to my story!"

"Listen to your story? You don't like to hear my stories, so why should I like to hear yours? Isn't it a bit authoritarian? ”

"It seems to be the same, then, I won't talk about my business, how about we drink tea?"

"Okay, just drink it, it's not wine, who is afraid of whom?"

"According to what you just meant, should I replace the cup of tea with wine?" Shenghu smiled, and then added tea to Su Shi, "I'm sorry, am I too sudden?" Scares you? ”

He was referring to the confession and demeanor just now.

Su lowered his head and did not answer.

"You really came to this house for me, no matter who it is, don't go out with anyone anymore."

"I regret believing you now."

"Really? But if you're going home? I won't stand in your way. Of course, I can also send you back, it's not far away. Shenghu put down the teacup and looked at her fixedly.

"I feel like you must be a person with a story, okay, you've been abducted here anyway, how about listening to your story?" Sue's curiosity came up, "There is tea, there are stories, it is a good night." ”

"Su is, don't go out with a man casually after the big night, do you know?"

"Aren't you a man?"

"Except for me."

"But I think you're the most dangerous."

"I'm sorry, I apologize for what I did just now, but I don't regret it, at least I said it. I don't regret bringing you here. ”

"Then please start your story!" Su is picked up the tea in front of him and touched it in mid-air, as if he was in Jingsheng Lake.

"Well, I'm not a person with a story, but I brought you here tonight, and it happened suddenly, I don't want to hear you fall out of love anymore, because I don't want to hear you fall in love anymore, these are all bad things for me, in fact, you look very similar to one of my former first girlfriends, but you are cuter than her, or more energetic than her, and smarter than her."

"And then? So that picture you drew wasn't necessarily me, but your first love? ”

"No, it's you, maybe I'm not called my first love, she's my classmate, you know, it's a very ignorant age, ignorant first love, she treats me very well, but I don't know how to cherish it, after a quarrel, we broke up, these are all things that happened before I met you. Later, the first time I saw you, I had a special feeling in my heart, I always mistakenly thought that the feeling was because of my nostalgia for my first love, so I didn't want to hurt you, especially after the car accident, she came back to me to take care of me, I followed her," Shenghu looked away, "I was originally going to get married with her last year, that is, a week before I asked you to meet, and later, she found out my secret, or rather, I discovered my own secret, I have always liked you since I first met you, It's you who loves, not because you're her shadow, these are more and more certain after returning to me with her, she is her, you are you, I can't deceive myself, even if I haven't contacted you for more than a year. ”

Su was speechless for a while.

"She loved me very much and taught me how to love people, but when I learned to love, it was you who fell in love. It was unfair to her, so she begged me to give each other another year to spend time together, and if the answer was still the same, she was willing to let go. ”

"Don't say it, Shenghu, I have no intention of hurting anyone, especially a girl who loves you so much."

"Yes, you have no intention of hurting anyone, and so do I, but who is right and wrong in emotional matters? To love is to love, and not to love is not to love. I'm not like you, I won't be moved by some people who are always around, and I am moved by love, and I hate myself for why I can't cherish the people around me like you. ”

What do you mean by that? Do you know about me and the wind? Sue was a little excited.

"The company is just these old colleagues, if I want to know, naturally someone can tell me these things, so, I don't want to hear your story, whether it's your so-called love before, I won't bother you, now that you broke up, I can finally muster up the courage to tell you this."

"Wait, Shenghu, I really don't want to get involved in these things with you, I, I've always treated you like my best friend, or a big brother."

"Are you right in what you always think you are? Is your first love after ten years of writing really someone you like? Not necessarily, but Chengfeng, it's just that I've spent more time with you, haven't you already broken up? Why is it because it is only now called a broken love? Sue is, you're not suffering because he left you, but because you saw him with another woman, right? In the end, it may not matter whether you love him or not, what matters is that you feel that you are no match for another woman. ”

"Shut up and stop talking." Su stood up, she couldn't imagine that Shenghu would analyze the pain in her heart so much, like a knife tearing open her wound one by one, and the inside was so unsightly dark.

"I understand you, Su is, okay, I won't talk about it. The tea is cold, I'll add some to you. He couldn't sugarcoat his words, he could only try to temper the lethality of them.

Su didn't look at him, nor did he look out the window, just quietly holding tea, cup after cup.

At dawn, the sky cleared and smiled mischievously at her, his eyes shining.

Spring is coming, will everything be a new beginning?