The rain blurred his vision, and he stumbled all the way back to the house, and suddenly broke out and cried bitterly. My heart is empty, and the night outside the window is cool. Her heart felt like it had exploded. threw himself on the bed and wept again. I don't know how long it took, she wanted to rush out of the door and shout and kick and kick to vent her emotions. I don't know how long it took, Su is arms crossed and leaned against the table, his chin propped up his arms, and his eyes were fixed on a table in front of him. The light on the table made her sleepy, and in a moment her eyelids drooped. Sleepiness enveloped her little by little like a curtain. The window was open, and the cold wind was blowing in, and she could still get up and close the window, and although she couldn't feel the cold of the wind, she could hear the wind whistling as it tried to get into the house. She shivered uneasily, trying to control her body so that she didn't tremble too much. It's just the wind. It's just riding the wind! Just let him go with the wind!

The next day, Su did not see him when he passed by the planning department, and when he walked to the door of the marketing department, he heard from his colleagues that he chose to go on a business trip. And this business trip is obviously of a long-term foreign nature.

It's almost the New Year, and I'm on a business trip! The sense of loss hit her heart again!

It's so cold! Sue is neck is completely tucked into the collar.

When the pain increases, there is no pain because there is no way to take care of one of them.

The following days, like all colleagues who are going back to their hometowns in other places, counted their fingers, the only difference is that they are looking forward to going home for the New Year, while Su just wants time to pass faster, so that the sadness spreads shorter.

The original three-day annual leave was approved, and she didn't have the heart to go out to play, but just spent time staying in the book city.

After grabbing a few books and putting them in the cash register, I walked to the humanities café on the edge of the book city and ordered a cup of coffee, and I could sit for an afternoon. Judging from the attitude of the waiter, it is indeed worthy of the name "humanistic", regardless of whether you just ordered a cup of coffee.

The place is big enough, the environment is good enough, quiet and air-conditioned, it is really a good place! In addition to enjoying and feeling these, Su doesn't want to use her brain to think about work or life.

"Long time no see, are you okay?" A strange and friendly voice sounded from Su Yes's head, and when he looked up, he found that it was really him!

It's the Sheng Lake that has disappeared for a long time! Dressed in a white casual suit and a black trench coat, he smiled and lowered his body slightly, "Can I sit here?" ”

"Why are you here?" Su didn't have time for any politeness, just wanted to know the answer directly, and there were many other questions.

"Don't ask me where I'm from?" Shenghu hummed the tune softly and smirked at Su is smirk, "Little girl, don't ask if it's so good?" I'm there for as long as you need me. ”

"Get out." Su is grievances didn't know where to come from, a book hit him directly on the arm, as if venting his emotions that he had nowhere to place, "You say you can go, you will disappear when you say you will disappear, you will appear when you appear, at first I thought you were dead, but then I knew that you woke up, but I didn't contact me, and when I forgot about you, you suddenly contacted me again, agreed to meet and didn't come, and now I appear in front of me when I don't want to see you, what are you, what am I!" Su almost roared, and tears inexplicably fell to the books and Shenghu's newly outstretched hand.

"I'm sorry, little girl, it's me who is bad, it's me who is not good." Shenghu stood up a little overwhelmed, slowly walked to Su Yes's chair, looked around to find tissues, and Su was crying all the time. It's like crying about the pain I've suffered recently.

"Rub." A tissue appeared in front of Su's blurred eyes, but she didn't pick it up, but leaned directly on Shenghu's shoulder and sobbed.

This surprised him a little, but then he gently patted Su Yes's head with his hand.

Maybe this kind of picture often appears in the humanities café, and when Su slowly stopped crying, he raised his head and observed the consumers around her, as if they didn't pay attention to her crying scene just now.

When the eye wave moved to the right, he found that Shenghu's deep eyes had been watching her, and it seemed that it was the first time that he had seen his eyes, his facial features, his face, and even his breathing so closely. Su was busy leaning back.

"I'm sorry, I lost my temper."

"Haha, it's okay, didn't notice you crying! Everyone thought it was," Shenghu wanted to say and stopped.

"Why do you think so? Thought you were bullying me, didn't you? Haha, you do look like a negative person. Su deliberately punched Shenghu in the shoulder.

Shenghu held her hand and turned his body to Su Shi's side, "Little girl, no matter who loses you, you must not fail yourself." ”

Su looked at him so seriously that he was speechless for a while. Obviously, this serious look is no longer as concerned as a big brother, and there is a different affection in this look.

"Okay, let it go, you still have to answer me, why are you in Haicheng? And before me, by the way, did you give me that wedding dress? And also," Sue said.

"Yes, yes, yes, all, but I have my own difficulties, I can't say it now, I'll tell you when I have a chance later, I didn't follow you, and I don't work in Haicheng, I've just been very concerned about you, so just ask your old colleagues casually, you can find out where you are working, and here, I'm also on a business trip, think about such a good environment here, will the little girl read in it?"

"Is it really such a coincidence?" Su had an impulse to laugh and wiped his nose, "I will believe what you say, don't lie to me." ”

"Of course, I won't lie to you."

"But you've lied to me before." Su remembered the painting, and the poem behind the painting.

"I never lied to you, I swear, I just haven't told you something." Shenghu seemed to be able to guess what she was referring to, so he cleverly avoided it.

There was a mobile phone ringing, it was his, but he didn't answer, but he was also ready to leave immediately, "Take care of yourself, I'm leaving soon, see you next time." ”

Without waiting for Sue to get up and say goodbye, he disappeared into the street in front of the café like a pedestrian.

Is he an angel sent by heaven to let her vent her emotions? Let her cry a little and then disappear? Su Shi touched his head, feeling that all this had come too suddenly.

When this year comes as promised, the feelings are like the year-end bonus, some people are happy, and some people are crying. But God can't get the rain and dew evenly, and Su can only laugh dryly.

Colorful fireworks open in the air, breaking the quiet village, the New Year, the hometown is good, not as nervous as Haicheng, not as frivolous as Jiangcheng. In rural areas, fireworks can still be set off in their own courtyards.

The mobile phone received all the blessing text messages sent in a group, I opened the address book, thinking about making a few calls, but I felt that there was no one to call, Xiao Qing and He Huan made an appointment to meet at night, and the other people didn't seem to know who to call or what to say after connecting. When the mobile phone screen was swiped to the prefix C, the name of Chengfeng appeared.

Why don't you send a message. Su is slowly typing a piece of text: "What are you busy with?" Another year has passed, and time is really an abrasive monster. I still remember last year, we met at the airport, but unfortunately this year, we have gone further, and I don't know what to say, thank you for the days that accompanied me, which became a beautiful memory for me. Wish you all the best for the new year! “

When she was about to send, Su is word by word withdrew back, because she thought of Rushuang, and finally, edited three words: Happy New Year!

Su thought that this ordinary greeting should not be intrusive, but also represented her endless thoughts and blessings.

I didn't receive a reply, maybe the signal was not good, and Su was looking at his phone frequently. Looking forward to receiving an unexpected reply.

The sound of firecrackers is getting louder and louder, more and more, blending into everyone's sight, dripping, fluttering. It's time for her appointment.

The square is crowded with lights, and strings of colorful balloons and banners float everywhere. The three of them chose a café to sit down, strictly speaking, it was not them who were picking, but only this one had a vacant seat.

"Hey, for the New Year, don't have a sad face, okay?"

"Yes, yes, don't give up an entire forest for a tree."

Where did the tree come from, it was already in the forest, but unfortunately I went to the wrong place and entered the garden, and it was still a garden with fallen leaves.

"By the way, is there any connection to that window of yours?"

"Yes, ten years of classmates have cultivated a hundred years of sister and brother love."

"Stop, it's a very pure sister-brother relationship, not a sister-brother relationship." Su is face with a wry smile, "It is said that the first love is infinitely good, but it is just hung early, no, no, no, it doesn't seem to be the first love." ”

"Huan, shall I tell you a secret?"

"Don't, Su is, there are three people here, who are you sharing the secret with?"

"Actually, this time last year, I impulsively ran back to find your brother."

"Wouldn't it? Didn't you meet your ten-year love at that time? Oh, after being disappointed, I asked my brother to replace him? ”

"Sort of, it's a pity that when I return to your house, it's shattered."

"I really thank you for my brother, my brother is not a spare tire, fortunately, fortunately, my brother got married in a flash."

"Hey, do you have a conscience, who has always wanted me to be your sister-in-law?"

"Su is, tell me sincerely, do you like Mingyu or Chengfeng?" Xiao Qing interrupted her and He Huan's trouble.

Su is stuck in thinking, this question, in fact, she has asked herself countless times, she can only say that when Mingyu is around her, she only feels very happy, but she feels that she is still one step away from the love she imagined, and when she heard that he was about to enter marriage with other women, her mood was extremely low, as for Chengfeng, she started from the initial hate, and then she had more contact, and found that getting along with him was like conquering a difficult job, and after the challenge was successful, she began to understand that it might not be love, It's possessiveness and vanity, but he still failed to challenge, and he betrayed her unclearly.

"Hormones that have nowhere to be placed, Miss Su!"

Xiao Qing paused, pretending to be serious and said, "Actually, you just fell in love with work." ”

"Is this considered a disease? Do you have a doctor? ”

"Your true destiny has not yet appeared, don't worry."

"The crazy men and women in the world are all cheap goods, and love only understands their hearts when they are invincible."

"I don't understand your crooked reasoning, it's stupid to read novels!"