Memories are supposed to be good, as long as you can make the past pass.

Regarding the memories of me and Yu Xiaowan in Xianghai Town, I can't even find the fragments that make me sad, she is so caring and sensible all the time, and every fragment looks like a qualified wife, except for the memory of the engagement banquet.

Xiaowan, since the memories are so beautiful, let the past pass.

I suddenly understood why I missed her when I was sick, the two of us were just drifting in the city, two lonely souls, this miss was just the warmth of the past in loneliness.

It's the first time she's been adrift alone, and she's missing the last person who gave her warmth.

"Don't leave tonight, stay with me."

She seemed to have exhausted her last strength, and hugged me tightly, her body was hot, and she couldn't stand on her feet.

I picked her up by the waist and walked back to the bedroom.

"You're already sick and confused, hurry up and rest, I'll go find a thermometer."

I covered her with the quilt and touched her forehead again, which was even hotter than before.

The night in the coastal city is relatively cool, Yu Xiaowan likes to kick the quilt when she sleeps, she must have fallen asleep and caught a cold just now.

I took her temperature and gave her cold medicine, and she lay quietly on the bed, her face tired, but she never closed her eyes.

"You're sick and need more rest, go to sleep, I'll wait until you're asleep before leaving."

"Why don't you stay, it's not like you haven't slept together."

She grabbed my hand and rubbed it against her face, which was the most I had ever done to her because her hands were beautiful.

It's not like I haven't slept together...

After Yu Xiaowan and I confirmed our relationship, I told her about my orphan experience, she moved to my home at that time in the name of taking care of my life, and began a cohabitation life, that is, from that time on, she in my mind, from an excellent girlfriend, seems to have transformed into a virtuous wife, and it was that cohabitation days that made me begin to yearn for marriage with her and a home.

We are too familiar with each other's bodies, each other's habits, in our memories, in our bodies, lingering.

But now, we have broken up, and we are no longer involved with each other, and I think it will be me who will be even sadder.

It's also against my professional principles.

Good horses don't eat back grass, and hooligans don't turn back.

"You're sick like this, I'm going to stay, I'm afraid your body won't be able to bear it, hehe, you know, I'm special."

Her words embarrassed me a little, and I could only smile with a hippie smile.

"Rogue, I used to be so tired from work, and you didn't forget to toss me every day, and lied to me that it was to relieve fatigue."

Her sickly face smiled weakly, and her fingers drew circles on my palm, like a signal.

I was taken aback by Yu Xiaowan's slightly provocative words, although with me, she also learned a lot of yellow jokes, but the people's teacher Yu Xiaowan has always seriously taught me not to be too rogue.

I had a vague feeling that if I didn't leave tonight, something would happen to her.

"People's teacher, you better take care of your body first, the flowers of the motherland are waiting for you to pick, no, waiting for you to irrigate."

I helped her wrap the quilt tighter, wrapped like a zongzi, so that she couldn't play with both hands, she looked at me with disgust, but she was sick and powerless to resist.

"I'll tell you about what happened when I came here to work, it's all interesting."

She refused to sleep, so I had to come up with a killer idea.

"Bedtime stories?"

Her face softened.

Bedtime stories, when I was with her, a must-have program every night, at first I wanted to make her happy, and I would take the initiative to tell her a few bedtime stories every day, some of which were interesting things around me, and some of them were jokes on the Internet, and then she slowly developed a habit of asking me to tell one every night, and I had to make it up if I couldn't think of it.

So much so that I now save a few jokes in my phone at any time in case I need them.

Habits are sometimes really a helpless thing, you can't change it and you can't throw it away, and it always implicates someone in your heart.

I don't know what habits Yu Xiaowan's ex left her, but I unknowingly gave her the habit of eating sweets and listening to stories.

I talked to her about a lot of things I have seen since I came to work, and there are always interesting things to tell about college students, a young and talkative group.

For example, about Wei Zixuan's large-scale confession, it's just that I replaced "I" with someone else to tell her, and she couldn't stop chuckling after listening to it, it seems that Wei Nanshen is really embarrassed this time.

Another example is the matter of the Time Tree Cave, which has become a written forum for complaining about the secrets in her heart, and she was surprised, curious, and yearning after listening to it.

Under her intelligent and intellectual appearance, there are also many secrets that have been suppressed for a long time.

"Your job is not bad now, you can see young and beautiful women in college every day, can you control yourself, rascal."

The tone in which she spoke to me tonight was extraordinarily intimate, as if going back to the days we used to be together.

"By the way, you still have a necklace with me, do you remember?"

Necklace?

That's right, such a key thing, how can I forget, that was when I was separated from my sister, she gave it to me, one for each of us, the necklace is not valuable, and there is even some rust on the body for many years, but this is the only thing left by my sister, and it is also the most precious thing in my heart, I gave it to Yu Xiaowan, and she also cherished it for me to keep, at that time I hoped to give it to my future wife and get my sister's blessing.

It's just that when I broke up with Yu Xiaowan, I wanted to forget about her as soon as possible, so I didn't mention the necklace to her again.

"Xiaowan, thank you for helping me save it for so long."

I took out a delicate box from a drawer, and over time, the necklace rusted and faded and lost its metallic luster.

"I know you value it so much that you gave it to me, so I've kept it carefully. Why is your necklace a 'An' word. ”

"My sister wanted me to be safe because I was frail and sick when I was a child, and she always worried about me."

I held the necklace, and I felt unspeakable in my heart, we didn't have money at that time, and my sister bought this pair of necklaces, I'm afraid it was all her savings at that time.

I'm glad that at that time, even though I was very young, I knew it was important to preserve it.

"Can't find your sister?"

She asked me with concern, and I shook my head helplessly.

I sat back in front of the bed and continued to talk to her about school, and also told her about Chubby and Fang Ting, and she told me to take care of Chubby more and pay attention to safety when I have a girlfriend.

Oh, the people's teacher for the people.

When she used to be with me, she was also very safe.

After chatting for a long time, Yu Xiaowan finally couldn't hold it anymore and fell asleep deeply, I sat next to her for a while, made sure that she wouldn't wake up suddenly, covered her with a tight quilt, and left quietly.

I never wanted to have any intersection with me Yu Xiaowan again, but what happened tonight, and she will continue to work in City A in the future, I think this intersection is inevitable.

Xiaowan, the past between you and me has become a thing of the past.

My past with you, in your heart, is it over?

When I got home, it was already past two o'clock in the evening, and I had been lying in bed for a long time.

If you and your ex, when you meet, it's an enemy meeting, then all it takes is a big meal to make you forget completely.

But Yu Xiaowan and I met tonight, but it was more like an old lover's warmth, no matter whether the memories of the past were good or bad, they would always suddenly appear when you were calm and disturb your mind.

The next morning, before I woke up, I was woken up by the sound of the phone and the doorbell, I looked at the time, the alarm did not wake me up, I slept too late last night.

I tiredly got up to open the door, and to my surprise, Diane stood outside the door with a frown.

"I didn't answer the phone, the door was opened so slowly, what did you do last night."

She asked, suspiciously.

"Senior sister, you came so early, isn't the school busy?"

I was a little surprised by her appearance, and I was even more surprised by her expression.

Diane ignored my surprise, dragged down her high heels and walked into my bedroom, frowning as if looking for something, and when she found nothing, she suddenly walked up to me and sniffed it gently.

"How can you smell like a woman?"