Su Han didn't want to disguise himself anymore, he just wanted to cry.

Lu Tianming chose to remain silent. He knew it was useless for him to say anything. Han Han has completely fallen into a whirlpool called Ye Junxuan.

Su Han tilted his head slightly, and a few strands of messy broken hair were placed in front of his small forehead, like a doll that could be disposed of at will. She is so lovable that people can't help but want to hug her in her arms and protect her.

After a long time, Su Han suddenly grabbed Lu Tianming's arm, and her voice was surprisingly calm: "Tianming, do you feel like jumping off a building and falling... Will it hurt? ”

Lu Tianming was stunned for a moment, how could she say such a shocking sentence?

"Hanhan, what are you talking about?!" Jumping off the building, why did she suddenly ask this question?

Su Han's emotions were calm and scared, and she smiled self-deprecatingly: "I saw that some people on the Internet analyzed that jumping off the building will cause severe pain all over the body the moment they fall to the ground." It sounds really scary, I'm timid, I'm afraid of hurt......"

As she spoke, she laughed out loud with relief. The so-called death seems to be telling a joke to others.

But this joke is not funny at all - Lu Tianming was almost stunned, and he didn't even dare to say it easily. Looking at Su Han's current appearance, she completely thinks that death is something that can be done casually. Is she crazy? Because of a man, because of a negative man who abandoned her, she wants to punish herself with death?!

"But when you think about it, after jumping down, you're completely liberated...... It's still worth the pain. What do you think? Su Han sat curled up on the sofa, his hands wrapped around his arms. It's summer now, but she feels so cold.

Lu Tianming couldn't bear it anymore, he grabbed her wrist and said very sternly: "Don't think nonsense!" I'm telling you - the feeling of jumping off a building hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts so much that you can't stand it! ”

He didn't mind intimidating her at such a time. She is only twenty-two years old, her life has just begun, how many beautiful landscapes have she not seen? Choosing to die for the sake of a man's departure is too stupid, too stupid.

"But I really can't live anymore... Really..."The corners of Su Han's eyes were numb, and he couldn't even cry.

Does it hurt to die? It would be better than when he pierced her body... More pain?

She had nothing left, she had given him the most beautiful things, the first night, and the first love...... He was all she had, the only harbor she wanted to rely on.

It turned out that he didn't care about her as much as he thought. She loved him so much and gave her all, why didn't she get a response, why did she get such a result......

What's wrong with her, she wants to cry, but she wants to laugh, what is she thinking in her heart, this feeling of relief, is it relief or extreme grief...

Seeing her pain, Lu Tianming really didn't know what to do. How good would it be if we could replace her pain, grieve and be sad instead of her? He would rather the injured person be himself and give her a happy smile.

"Don't think about him anymore! He won't care about you! …… It's not worth it if you go on like this. Lu Tianming gritted his teeth word by word and said. It's all because of that bastard named Ye Junxuan! He actually treated Han Han like this, she chose him, but he didn't know how to cherish it......

Su Han didn't seem to listen to Lu Tianming's words at all, she kept holding her knees.

"I want to put the suicide note in a plastic bag like plastic wrap, and guess why I put it there?" At this time, Su Han was actually smiling, and he was smiling happily: "I can't guess... Haha, let me tell you~ Because there will be blood, if the suicide note is blurred, haven't I written it for so long? ”

Lu Tianming knew that her heart was already broken. Only a person in utter despair would say such a thing, how could he comfort her? What will it take to heal the deep wounds in her heart...

Su Han nodded thoughtfully, and continued: "I don't know where the people who jumped off the building before put their suicide notes, but they are definitely not as wise as me, roar..."

"Su Han!" Lu Tianming was more and more frightened by her, he had known her for so long and had never seen her like this. Is she crazy and thinks of dying for a man? What should my aunt do, she has been raising her for more than 20 years, and she just left like this...... Mother's heartache, she doesn't care at all? His hopelessness, and she didn't care at all?

"I'm wondering, should I put my ID card in there? It can facilitate the work of the police. Su Han's words didn't end, she was still thinking about others, "However, when I think about my ID photo, it affects the city's appearance so much...... I really don't want my police uncle to think I'm an ugly bastard. ”

Death is dead, she can't be an ugly ghost, she has to dress up and strive to die beautifully.

Thinking of this, Su Han nodded again, very satisfied with his idea: "Well, yes... I want to be beautiful. Even if it is broken, at least a beautiful portrait must be left. ”

Su Han seemed to regard Lu Tianming as a transparent person. What he was saying, she couldn't listen to it at all, and she was bent on liberation. However, her gaze gradually dimmed, can death really end everything?

Dead, she is no different from death now, and after she dies completely, her heart will not hurt so much.

Su Han looked up at the ceiling, tears from the corners of his eyes flowed down the corners of his eyebrows, cold: "Before jumping down, I want to call him, don't hang up...... Let him hear me fall to the ground. In this way, will he feel sorry for me? ”

After hearing these words, Lu Tianming became more and more frightened.

But Su Han was still laughing.

laughed because she was afraid that even if she died, Xuan would not look back at her.

Lu Tianming's expression was extremely serious: "Su Han, if you dare to do this again, I will die with you." ”

Die together? He said he was going to die with her...

"You don't have to." Su Han shook her head hopelessly, because she didn't want such a thing to happen, "Let me be alone, don't persuade me anymore, leave me alone, please..."

This was her last request. Let her disappear from this world quietly, without being tied up by anyone or anything. No worries, no more pain.

"Girl, can you stop crying?" Lu Tianming's tone was unusually calm, but his heart seemed to hurt even more than hers, "Do you know that if you die, I have one less reason to live." ”

He looked at her with great determination. In that persistent look, it seemed to reveal the deep fear in his heart. At that time, Su Han's tearful eyes seemed to stop for a moment.

No one had ever said such solemn words to her...

Is she really so important to him? You're dead, and I have one less reason to live—what a shocking word that makes her suddenly feel that there are still people in the world who care about her and need her...

"Hanhan, don't you really know?" Lu Tianming's expression became gentle, and the corners of his ordinary mouth also had a faint smile, "I've liked you for a long time, a long time, a long time." ”

After speaking, even the air around him became silent.

Is it true? This is... Lu Tianming's confession?

Lu Tianming was still smiling: "He doesn't want you, I'll marry you." ”

Su Han could only look at his eyes blankly, not knowing what to say.

……

One day eight years ago, spring was in full swing.

In the classroom of a certain class in the second year of junior high school, Lu Tianming walked to Su Han's seat with his hands behind his back, and after thinking for a while, he finally smiled and said to her: "Hanhan, I have something to give..."

"Don't talk, don't talk!" Su Han, who was in a messy mess, hurriedly waved his hand, but didn't look up at him - he saw five or six exercise books spread out on the desk, and Su Han was buried in the middle, looking left and right to find something.

Lu Tianming smiled slightly when he saw her hurrying: "What are you writing?" So seriously. "Hanhan usually doesn't like to write homework the most, and he has to put it off until the end every day, why is he so diligent today?

Su Han threw down the pen casually, and she scratched the bangs in front of her forehead in annoyance: "Just now, the math teacher called me to the office and said that I didn't get any questions right in my homework yesterday." Woo, she asked me to do all the exercises in this unit......"

"......" is wrong in all the questions, which also requires technology...

"Tianming, can you help me take a look?" Su Han pointed to a question in the workbook and said anxiously, "I've read the homework of several classmates, and I can't understand this question......

Lu Tianming smiled faintly and sat on the chair in front of her: "Okay, show me." ”

"Hmm!" Su Han smiled happily. I know that Tianming is the best, and I will help her every time.

Lu Tianming looked at Su Han's homework book for a while, and said to her, "I know, you are wrong with the formula." The condition used in this problem is the adjacent edge and hypotenuse of the right triangle, which should be substituted for the formula of cosine, and you should be substituted for sine. Let's change that number...... Well, you see, is the answer out now? ”

Listening to Lu Tian's flowery answer, Su Han blinked on the side. Tianming is Tianming, amazing, the representative of the math class is not covered.

Lu Tianming patted Su Han's head and smiled gently: "Okay, little stupid." It's a shame that your name is Hanhan, how can you not learn trigonometric functions? ”

“…… I'm not the same 'han' with it~" Su Han pouted unhappily.

Seeing her silly and cute appearance, Lu Tianming giggled twice.

"Thank you, Tianming." Su Han changed the math problem and finally got it right. She nodded with satisfaction and joy: "By the way, do you have anything to do with me?" ”

Lu Tianming suddenly became nervous, and his eyes didn't know where to look: "I, in fact, it's fine." ”

"Lying. What's in your pocket? Take it out~" Su Han had already seen that he was holding something in his hand, and he still wanted to lie to her? Roar.

There was no way, Lu Tianming knew that he couldn't hide it, he took something out of his pocket and carefully put it on the table: "Give." ”

Su Han blinked, it was a note.

"What's that?" Su Han opened the note curiously, and she almost screamed.

There are only four words on it – I like you.