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Introduction: "Gu Shi'an, don't you want a wedding?" It's a pity I don't want to give it to you. The night before receiving the certificate, Chen Xiao whispered in Gu Shi'an's ear.

When she married Chen Xiao, Gu Shi'an felt that she was full of sincerity and could let him practice it. Someday, he'll see it. Later, she learned that this marriage, from beginning to end, was just a one-man show for her.

For the first time, she was trapped in her room by him. Picking her chin, he said word by word: "Gu Shi'an, you are so rushed, don't you just want to be by me." ”

Afterward:

Gu Shi'an was so made by Chen Xiao that she couldn't get out of bed, and she threatened to sue Chen Xiao.

Chen Xiaobian raised his eyebrows while wearing pants and said with a smile: "Go and sue, I don't mind." It is better to make the world known, and your marriage will be even more inseparable. ”

In the tenth year that I liked Chen, we got married.

It's just that at that time, I didn't know that everything after marriage was just a one-man show for me.

Later, I found out. All feelings, there is no willingness to pay without any response.

Love that doesn't get a response will only be full of holes in time. Rotting under those blossoming loves, no one knows.

My name is Gu Shi'an, and when my mother gave me this name, she hoped that I would be stable for the rest of my life. In the end, I still lived up to the name, struggling with ups and downs in love, full of holes.

Sample: Chapter 1: You're so in a hurry, don't you just want to be by me?

As soon as Gu Shi'an opened the door, the smell of wine came to his nose.

Before she could react, the person was pressed against the wall. The big palm with the scorching temperature got into the jacket, wantonly thin.

She was no match for the person who came at all, and as soon as she moved, the person was pushed back again. The person who came moved hard and fast, quickly grabbed her hands, and pressed her whole person against the wall.

Her struggles were a blow to him. Chen Xiao's eyes were cold and gloomy, the corners of his lips hooked up a sneer, and he reached out to pick up Gu Shi'an's chin.

The fingertips rubbed rudely twice, blew hot air in her ear frivolously, and said word by word: "What are you struggling with? You're in such a hurry, don't you just want to be by me? ”

In the words that followed, his voice was already hoarse. As he spoke, he let go of Gu Shi'an's chin and reached out to untie her pants.

Gu Shi'an was so embarrassed that he couldn't move, so he had to plead in a low voice: "The door hasn't closed yet." ”

Chen Xiao smiled evilly, and whispered in her ear: "If you close the door, you can ...... Did you do it? ”

He is very good-looking, has been pampered for a long time, has red lips and white teeth, and a pair of peach blossom eyes are seductive when he is smiling.

This look, but it doesn't look like a mother. When he is not smiling, his gaze is always cold and sharp, as if he can pierce people.

Gu Shi'an's body stiffened violently, and before he could speak, Chen Xiao had already stretched out his foot and kicked the door shut. He didn't go inside, just pressed her against the wall.

Probably sensing her stiffness, the corners of his lips hooked, and with an evil smile, he whispered in her ear: "Don't worry, I will definitely make you happy." After a slight pause, he continued: "After all, only caring about your own well-being is what beasts do." ”

Gu Shi'an faintly felt that Chen Xiao was wrong tonight, but his brain became chaotic under Chen Xiao's actions.

Chen Xiao was in pain when he entered, but he was quickly overwhelmed by the unknown softness.

Chen Xiao tossed for a long time, and he let go of Gu Shi'an when he collapsed. His dense black hair was soaked with sweat, and he didn't turn it off Gu Shi'an's body, but directly attached it to her ear, smiled evilly, and said in a hoarse and low voice: "It tastes really good." If I leave without even touching it, then I'm really at a loss. ”

After he finished speaking, he pinched Gu Shi'an's body again, and then turned over. Soon there was a sound of rustling in the darkness, probably wearing pants.

Gu Shi'an's body stiffened violently, and the fine and dense pain suddenly rushed into his heart. Before she could react, Chen Xiao walked out.

The sound of rushing water soon came from the bathroom next door, probably in a shower.

The sound of the water stopped after a while, and Chen Xiao did not enter the bedroom again. There was a sound of the door closing in the living room.

When Gu Shi'an entered the bathroom, he saw in the mirror that her body was bruised, deep and shallow, just looking at it was shocking, and it was strange that she didn't feel pain at all.

Hot water ran down her white body, and she looked down at the marks on her body.

This is the eleventh year that she has liked Chen Xiao.

After Gu Shi'an took a bath, he didn't go to sleep, but sat on the floor of the living room wrapped in a bathrobe, took a few cans of beer from the refrigerator and drank it alone.

When she was dazed from drinking, she pursed her lips and picked up her mobile phone to send a text message to her friend Chang Yin. Her expression was serious, word by word. In just a few words, it took a minute or two before I sent it to Chang Yan: I slept with Chen Xiao.

After a while, the phone vibrated for a moment, and she picked it up, just as she expected, only a simple oh.

Gu Shi'an threw his phone aside boredly, and his white toes poked the shadows on the ground vigorously. Then the launch of the stupor.

Somehow, she suddenly remembered the scene when she first met Chen Xiao. She was slightly in a trance, not knowing if she had drunk too much wine or if it had been too long. She couldn't remember exactly when she liked Chen Xiao.

Her body ached terribly, and she leaned back on the couch. I looked at the bruises on my body again, and suddenly grinned.

After laughing, she was stunned again, there was no light in the living room, and her thin figure was lonely. I didn't go back to the bedroom after drinking, but curled up on the sofa and slept all night.

Chapter 2: One Man's One-Man Show

Gu Shi'an was woken up early in the morning by the ringing of the doorbell. She had drunk a little too much, and her mind was in a state of chaos. When she opened the door and saw someone standing outside, her mind cleared up at once.

Her hair was messy and smelled of alcohol. The whole person looked unusually embarrassed. At this time, it was too late to close the door, so she had to scream hard: "Mom, you are here." ”

She has always been a little afraid of this stern mother-in-law.

Qi Shiyun's brows furrowed almost the moment she opened the door, and her stern gaze swept towards her, but she still couldn't hold back and didn't say anything, and asked coldly, "Where is Chen Xiao?" ”

Gu Shi'an didn't expect her to say that, and she was slightly stunned. Yes, Qi Shiyun has always disliked her. When she came to the door so early in the morning, she could only look for Chen Xiao.

Where did Gu Shi'an know where Chen Xiao went, knew that he couldn't hide Qi Shiyun, so he lowered his head and replied honestly: "I don't know." ”

Qi Shiyun's gaze fell on her again, looked at her from above, sneered, and said with a sneer: "Go and look in the mirror and see how you look now." Looking at Du Ji Yingren, where did you get the confidence that as long as you marry Chen Xiao, he will like you? ”

There was sarcasm and indifference on her face.

Gu Shi'an's body stiffened suddenly. As if the wound had been opened, the pain spread rapidly.

The relationship between her and Chen Xiao, including this marriage, is divided into two stages to be precise. Before marriage, she was the one who stalked her.

After marriage, it was her one-man show.

As Qi Shiyun said, even she didn't know where she got the confidence to get married.

Qi Shiyun's eyes were a little cold, and without waiting for Gu Shi'an to speak, she continued to say coldly: "I said before you and Chen Xiao got married, that you were not suitable. If we continue, we will be wasting our time. You should know that you can't help him much with his future. Instead of wasting time like this, it is better to get together and disperse. I've given you more than a year, and you haven't made any progress in that year. Think about it yourself, I want you to take the initiative to file for divorce. Don't delay any longer. The youngest daughter of the Jiang family has returned to China, and I will let Chen Xiao meet her. ”

Qi Shiyun's tone was an understatement, she didn't come to ask where Chen Xiao was. Instead, he came to inform Gu Shi'an and let her divorce Chen Xiao.

She obviously didn't want to stay longer, so she didn't look at Gu Shi'an after saying this, turned around and left.

Gu Shi'an's face was expressionless, he closed the door, and sat on the ground along the door, hugging his knees.

When Qi Shiyun said this, she was not surprised at all.

She married Chen Xiao, and she originally disagreed. She has always been strong, and the daughter-in-law she wants is naturally strong enough to be on her own.

She obviously couldn't get into her eyes, and she never did, when Chen Xiao was already married.

Gu Shi'an's heart was numb, and he buried his head between his knees. I closed my eyes.

When she married Chen Xiao, she originally thought that she had a full sincerity and could let Chen Xiao do it. Later, she found out that she was too naïve at that time.

All feelings, there is no willingness to pay without any response. Love that doesn't get a response will only be full of holes in time.

Chapter 3: Do You Want to Return to ...... at Night Go to eat

Gu Shi'an was in a trance, and after a long time, her mind slowly cleared up.

Her eyes were bitterly astringent, and she looked up at the ceiling.

Gu Shi'an sat for a long time before he got up and washed up and went to work. She was in a trance all day, and after hesitating for a long time at noon, she sent a text message to Chen Xiao, tentatively asking him if he would go back to dinner in the evening.

This is a rare exchange between the two.

Chen Xiao did not reply.

When it was about to get off work, Gu Shi'an called him again with a salivating face, and the phone was connected after a long time. Chen Xiao was probably busy, his tone was a little impatient, and he asked, "What's the matter?" ”

Gu Shi'an was silent for a while, and asked cautiously, "Do you want to go back at night...... Going to eat? ”

"Not available." Chen Xiao was extremely impatient, and after saying this, he hung up the phone directly without waiting for Gu Shi'an to speak again.

Gu Shi'an stood for a while and returned to the office to work.

As soon as she sat down, her phone rang, and she originally thought it was Chen Xiao calling. I took out my phone, but it wasn't. It's Luman, a college roommate I haven't seen in a long time.

Gu Shi'an picked up the phone and fed.

Lu Man has always been very aggressive, and he asked, "Are you going to today's alumni meeting?" ”

Gu Shi'an hadn't heard of this at all, and he wasn't interested, so he said a little absent-mindedly: "If you don't go, it's okay to go." ”

Whether it is the alumni association or the alumni association over the years, she has hardly been there.

"It's okay, we haven't seen each other in a long time. I've been working extra shifts for a few days, and I happen to be free today. Didn't I get the house? You're just going to show me how to decorate. You promised me before. You know I'm poor, and I took this opportunity to save a meal. ”

She is quite good at calculating, Rao is Gu Shi'an was in a bad mood and was also amused by her, snorted, and said, "I haven't seen you for a long time or an iron rooster." Okay, send me the address, I'll get back later. ”

Lu Man was not ashamed at all, and said triumphantly: "If you don't eat for nothing, you won't eat, someone will pay anyway." ”

Gu Shi'an thought so, and the two said a few more words before hanging up the phone.

When Gu Shi'an got off work, the department leader asked for a meeting, which lasted almost two hours, and it was a little late when he arrived at the ground.

Lu Man had been waiting for her for a long time, and when he saw her coming down the steps from the real door quickly, he looked at the time and said, "Why did you come here so late?" They've all already eaten and changed places. She blinked as she spoke, and said mischievously, "But I left you something to eat." Eat first and then go up. ”

As she spoke, she took Gu Shi'an inside.

When they were in school, the relationship between Gu Shi'an and Lu Man was average. But Luhmann was the most considerate and caring person in the dormitory.

She had said hello, and as soon as she sat down the waiter, she served the food. They were all things that Gu Shi'an liked to eat when he used to go to school.

Gu Shi'an couldn't help but be stunned at this time, then looked at her and said thank you seriously.

She had no idea that Luman would remember what she liked to eat.

Lu Man filled her with a bowl of soup and said with a smile: "Don't don't, don't thank me." I don't want you to give me a discount. ”

Gu Shi'an couldn't help laughing, nodded, and said, "Yes, if you want to grind the donkey, of course, you have to give some sweetness first." ”

Lu Man laughed again and said, "Hurry up and eat, be careful of hunger and stomach problems." ”

She had already eaten it, and Gu Shi'an was not polite to her, so she ate it. While eating, she asked Luhmann what she wanted her house to look like.

Lu Man had thought about this a long time ago, and immediately said it cracklingly.

Gu Shi'an listened carefully, echoing a few words from time to time. Lu Man's mobile phone rang in the middle of the meal, and it was a call from her company, saying that a customer had come to Lincheng temporarily and asked her to pick it up.

Luman was never vague about his work, and immediately stood up and took his bag to leave. She didn't expect that she would have something to do temporarily, and she was sorry to leave Gu Shi'an behind. Let Gu Shi'an go to the alumni association to hang around. said that everyone knew she would come, so she had to go and say hello.

Besides, there are many capable people in their group of alumni. If this person has money, he must buy a house or start his own company, and no matter what, he can't do without decoration. When the time comes, send Gu Shi'an's business card around, maybe there will be another customer.

Gu Shi'an knew that she was busy, so he asked her to leave her alone and hurry up.

Gu Shi'an finished his meal slowly, originally not planning to go. Who knew that Lu Man gave her phone to a senior brother in the same school, and just as he was about to leave, the senior brother called and asked why he didn't see her go up.

They have already come, Gu Shi'an can't shirk it, and he has to go over after asking where he is.

They were in the KTV next door, and they made a lot of noise when they entered the hall. Gu Shi'an asked the waiter and slowly went upstairs.

Pushing open the door, the heart-rending singing pierced the eardrums. Persuasion of wine, frolicking of frolic, smoky miasma.

In the dim light, Gu Shi'an saw Chen Xiao sitting in the innermost part at a glance. He was wearing a dark shirt with his collar unbuttoned, and he was leaning lazily on the couch.

Chapter 4: It's still heartbreaking

When Gu Shi'an saw him, he also saw her, but with such a faint glance, he withdrew his gaze. It's like I don't know her.

He had never attended such meetings. Gu Shi'an was slightly stunned. Before she came back to her senses, the senior brother in the box found her. yelling that she was late, let the penalty drink.

She rarely appeared on such occasions, one person shouted, and the rest followed suit. Before Gu Shi'an could react, he had already drunk two glasses.

Her drinking amount was not good, and she was persuaded to be unable to do so, so she had to look at Chen Xiao for help. Chen Xiao didn't seem to see her asking for help, a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, and he was talking to the people around him.

When Gu Shi'an followed his line of sight, he found that there was a woman sitting in the corner, not knowing what Chen Xiao said, and was pursing her lips and smiling.

The face was familiar, and Gu Shi'an's mind boomed, and he froze in place all of a sudden.

The woman probably also noticed that Gu Shi'an was looking at her, raised her head and smiled and nodded at her as a greeting.

Gu Shi'an couldn't laugh at all, but he still reluctantly squeezed out a smile.

She was in a trance for a while, and Chen Xiao never appeared on such occasions. No wonder it will appear today, it turns out that she is back.

She remembered the phone call he hadn't had made before leaving work, and the dull pain suddenly spread.

Gu Shi's requiem was not reluctant, and he didn't even refuse to persuade others to drink, and drank cup after cup. It didn't take long for his face to flush.

Chen Xiao didn't stop it, as if he hadn't seen it, and continued to talk and laugh with everyone.

Today's protagonists are Chen Xiao, who rarely appears, and Li Ran, who came back from abroad, and Gu Shi'an's stubble was soon revealed.

She drank a lot, and when everyone saluted Chen Xiao or Li Ran's wine, she also insisted on following suit. She drank too much, her head was so heavy that she was silent in the corner before the field was gone.

Everyone didn't know that she and Chen Xiao were married. Li Ran and Chen Xiao are completely a pair of golden boys and girls standing together, and anyone with a discerning eye knows that Chen Xiao will come today purely because of Li Ran, and those who have good deeds began to coax.

Li Ran angrily asked everyone not to make a fuss.

Chen Xiao smiled lazily, did not deny or admit it, and let everyone coax.

Gu Shi'an looked at the corner with a smile and poured himself a large glass of wine.

It was almost one o'clock in the morning when the show ended, and Gu Shi'an was woken up by her senior brother in a drowsiness, her head was so heavy that she followed a group of people downstairs.

Chen Xiao's driver had been waiting for a long time, and when he arrived downstairs, he said goodbye to everyone, and the gentleman opened the car door for Li Ran. He was like he didn't see Gu Shi'an, who was deaf and drunk with his head behind him, and then sat in the car with him.

A group of people walked one after another, and in the end, only Gu Shi'an was left alone. Her head was so heavy that she simply didn't leave, and sat up on the stone stairs.

She was dazed, and after sitting for a while, she remembered to call someone to pick her up.

When Chang Yan arrived, Gu Shi'an was sitting on the stone steps dozing, she was quite alert, Chang Yan patted her on the shoulder, and she immediately raised her head. Then he squinted at her and smirked at her, saying, "Here we are." ”

She rarely drinks like this, even when she is socializing. Drunk like this, it can only be because of the old effect.

Chang Yan didn't say a word, and sat down on the steps beside her. She didn't go to see Gu Shi'an, and after a while, she asked, "Are you worth it?" ”

Her voice was soft.

Gu Shi'an's body stiffened, and his mind was even more dizzy. She lowered her head, looked at the shadows on the ground, and after a while, she said blankly: "Ah Yan, it's been so long, I should have given up a long time ago, but why do I still feel ......?"

I also feel that maybe I haven't done enough. Still is...... Reluctant to give up.

Sometimes, she doesn't even know how she managed to persevere.

When she said this, her voice gradually became quieter, she paused slightly, laughed self-deprecatingly, didn't look at Chang Yan, and said in a low voice: "Isn't it quite unproductive?" ”

It's really unproductive, but the thought of giving up is still heartbreaking.