Chapter 382: Apology
Rumble!
Hearing what Meng Yao said, I felt as if my head had suddenly exploded! It was like a bomb, a thunderbolt suddenly struck me!
Looking at Meng Yao in a daze, I was stunned!
I couldn't have imagined that Meng Yao would know about the matter between me and Leng Bingshuang. I'm reminded of the text she sent me yesterday. At that time, I felt weird, but I didn't expect it...... I didn't expect it to be such a result!
"You, did you see it all?"
At this moment, I understood why Meng Yao would treat me like this and break up with me!
Because she already knew all this! She saw me with Leng Bingshuang, and she also saw me and Leng Bingshuang going to open a room, and maybe even ......
"yes. I see it. Not only me, but also my classmates. We were also at Wanda Department Store at the time. ”
Meng Yao raised her head and looked at me, her beautiful eyes were red and full of tears. Talking about his previous experience, a wry smile appeared on his face. At first, it was discovered by her classmates, but Meng Yao still didn't believe it, and she couldn't say that her classmates might stir up feelings. But I didn't expect to see my boyfriend kissing me and me with other women, and I was still there lingering in love......
And I was stunned again, I couldn't imagine that Meng Yao already knew so much. Now things can't be hidden at all! Because you can't hide it if you want to!
"Meng Yao, I was wrong, Meng Yao!"
I hurriedly pounced and hugged Meng Yao tightly. At this moment, I know what a mistake I made!
I also know what happened between me and Meng Yao. I hugged Meng Yao tightly, stiff with stirrups, because I was afraid that as soon as I let go, Meng Yao would leave me!
"Meng Yao, it's all my fault, I'm sorry for you. I made a mistake, can you forgive me? For a moment, I was fascinated by other women. ”
"But I'll change, I'll change. I immediately cut ties with other women. I don't have any contact with them anymore. Meng Yao, I love you. I gave up everything for you, and I gave them up right away! I can do nothing, but I can't do without you! Meng Yao! ”
In this moment, I knew what I was about to lose, and I knew how wrong I was.
I looked at Meng Yao's tears, looked at Meng Yao's haggard appearance, I knew that the relationship between me and Meng Yao had cracked, and I also knew that there had been a complete change between me and Meng Yao!
But I can't accept this change, I don't want to lose Meng Yao!
"Enough!"
But Meng Yao pushed me away, took two steps, and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes. Then look at me, that look in the eyes is full of determination!
"We can't do it anymore. Forest. ”
After Meng Yao finished speaking, she turned around and ran. And I looked at her back in amazement, watching her leave.
I was stunned!
I felt as if my whole body had been hollowed out, as if my whole world had collapsed!
I felt that my most precious and dearest things had slipped out of my eyes!
I could only watch. Watching her go, watching her disappear from my sight.
At this point, I felt like my heart was tearing, and I couldn't breathe.
It was at this moment that I realized what it was like to lose someone.
I stood dumbfounded.
And the people around me are constantly around me, passing by, passing by, pointing and pointing. It's just that I can't feel their arguments anymore.
I just stood dumbfounded, looking like I had lost my soul, and I looked like a walking corpse.
I looked at the ground, those scattered gifts, those were all I gave to Meng Yao.
That was a testimony of the love between me and Meng Yao, but now, it was all scattered all over the place. It's like the love between me and Meng Yao.
It fell to the ground like this, and it was completely wiped out! A broken mirror, with a crack, will never go back to the past, never be perfect again!
I looked up at the sky, and somehow, the whole sky became darker than ever! One is depressing, one is gloomy!
It's as if the whole world is falling, collapsing!
It was as if I had completely lost myself. Lost in yourself. I was hit hard by this sunny day, by the mistake I made! The whole person was stunned! So much so that I don't know how to react!
After a few moments, I clenched my fists and rushed out of the school! I know what I did wrong, what I lost, and I have to do everything in my power to make it up!
Meng Yao, I'm sorry!
It's all my fault!
It's my heart!
It's my scum!
It's me who is sorry for you!
But, Meng Yao, I don't want to lose you!
I'm so bad, I've never felt so bad! I feel like I'm not myself anymore!
I can't breathe without you, I can't beat my heart!
Meng Yao!
I really, really love you!
I ran madly to the flower shop outside the school. Like a madman! I want to redeem Meng Yao and redeem my love!
"Boss, I want all your flowers here."
I looked at my boss and said.
And the boss looked at me, looked at my dejected appearance, and froze for a moment. I seem to be stunned as to how I could have done this!
I bought all the flowers in the flower shop, I went to buy Meng Yao's favorite food, followed me to take a taxi, and rushed towards Meng Yao's dormitory building.
In the past, I didn't know what Meng Yao meant to me.
But now, in the time of loss, I know. She has already melted into my body, my flesh and blood, and my soul!
I can have no money, no other woman, no system, not even myself!
But I can't live without Meng Yao!
Moreover, I can't watch Meng Yao sad!
I remembered the bits and pieces I had with Meng Yao.
I remembered Meng Yao's smile!
Remembered everything about her!
Meng Yao loves me so much!
At that time, she looked at me, her eyes were gentle, like a line of clear water.
I hugged her and it was warm.
She was such a bright girl, she shone on my whole world.
But now, I'm going to lose her.
I'm not reconciled.
I came to the downstairs of Meng Yao's dormitory, I piled all the flowers on the ground, followed me to pick up a megaphone, and shouted towards Meng Yao's dormitory!
"Meng Yao, I love you!"
"Meng Yao, I was wrong, but I love you!"
I shouted frantically. With all my strength, I shouted frantically!
The voice is hoarse! Pretty much all the strength I could!
And the people around heard it one after another, and Daodao's eyes all looked at me, fell on me, and looked at me with a surprised expression!
They looked at me like a madman.
But I shouted wildly in spite of it.
"Meng Yao, I know it's wrong! It's me who is sorry for you! But I love you, and I can't lose you! ”
"Meng Yao, can't you give me a chance? Meng Yao! ”
"Meng Yao, just forgive me! I'm really upset! I'm miserable and I can't afford to lose you! Meng Yao, I love you! I've always loved you! ”
……
I yelled at Meng Yao's bedroom.
I said I love you while apologizing vigorously, I know that Meng Yao is in the bedroom, I also know that Meng Yao is looking at me, and I also know that Meng Yao will be able to feel my love!
What I lost, I must get back! I must let Meng Yao feel my love and feel my attitude of admitting my mistakes! I want to tell Meng Yao that I can give up everything, but I can't give up on her!
I shouted so loudly and so loudly that the whole dormitory stood out and shouted so that everyone gathered around me like a madman!
My actions alarmed the whole school, and all eyes fell on me, surprised, and ridiculed.
But I didn't care about it.
Finally, in the midst of my shouting, Meng Yao appeared in my sight, and when I saw Meng Yao appear, I hurriedly ran over!
There was a gleam on my face. I looked at Meng Yao, and I knew that Meng Yao must still love me! She still loves me, that's why she came out to me!
"Meng Yao, I was wrong, Meng Yao, I love you! Forgive me, I'll never have any more dealings with another woman! ”
I went over and hugged Meng Yao's fragrant shoulder. But Meng Yao's body was cold, and her expression was also cold.
"But, I don't love you anymore!"
Meng Yao bit her lip and looked at me.
"Lin Mu, you don't want to be like this. You're embarrassed, I'm embarrassed, let's get together and disperse. In this way, they can still be friends. ”
Meng Yao looked at me coldly. Her expression was cold, and her voice was cold. She came to me, not to forgive me, but to break up with me! Even if I cut off my association with other women, she will break up with me!
"Why? Meng Yao, we used to be so good, we were so happy together, you are so ruthless, don't you give me a chance at all? ”
I looked at Meng Yao in despair. At this moment, I was like a beggar, waiting for Meng Yao's words. I looked at Meng Yao, I don't know why, I felt that Meng Yao had changed, she was no longer so gentle, and the eyes that looked at me became cold! It's like looking at a stranger!
"Am I ruthless?"
Meng Yao looked at me. At this time, the tears in his eyes were even more turbulent.
"Okay. If you say I'm ruthless, that's my ruthlessness. Woods, we don't have a possibility. Don't disturb my life like this again! ”
"Our love is dead. Every time you appear in front of me now, it breaks my heart once! Let's go! I won't see you again, and I won't talk to you again! Let's go, get out of my world! I don't want to see you again! ”
Meng Yao said and pushed me away and turned to leave.
"Meng Yao!"
I hurriedly ran over, trying to catch up with Meng Yao, but I stepped on the air and fell heavily on the ground, hitting a stone my face! The sharp stone cut a bloody mark on my face, and my tears came out of the pain!
Meng Yao's footsteps in front of him were stunned for a moment, but after a while, he didn't look back, turned around and ran away. Ignore me at all! Ignore my embarrassment and pain at this moment!
I watched her back and watched her leave.
Previously.
Now again.
Cold, resolute, and never gave me any room to maneuver again! That's it! That's it! She's gone! Completely left my side!