Rain.

Suddenly, without warning, it got up, and it hit the ground, and it hit the blooming flowers, and soon the flowers withered, fell, and fell to the ground, and they were a mess!

The cold rain also fell on my body at the same time, wetting my clothes, but I didn't feel any cold!

I just felt a lot of pain in my heart.

It hurts!

It hurt so much that I couldn't breathe!

I hugged my body tightly and curled up on the ground.

I kept recalling what Meng Yao had just said in my mind. Meng Yao's resolute expression just now. I have never seen Meng Yao so indifferent in front of me, so cold, so strange!

We can't do it anymore!

You're just showing up to me, just hurting me again!

My heart is full of bitterness. I never thought that Meng Yao and I would come to such a point!

In fact, I know that it is not Meng Yao's ruthlessness, nor Meng Yao's indifference.

The more ruthless and indifferent Meng Yao is now, the more it shows that I hurt her harder!

It shows that it is impossible between me and her! At this point, there is no room for anything! It's already completely covered with water!

Slowly, I struggled and got up from the ground. He limped out of the school.

My heart is cold!

I know I've lost the best woman in this world for me, and I've lost the person I love the most!

I was in so much pain that I couldn't breathe.

Meng Yao is the kind of affectionate girl, she takes her feelings seriously and sincerely, and it is precisely because of this that such a thing occurs, and it is impossible for her to tolerate it like other girls!

Even if I get it again, it's no longer the same me I used to be, the same her I used to be! Now there is a terrible rift between me and her! And this crack makes her and I never go back to all the good things we had before!

Everything, everything, the whole world, everything, has completely changed!

"Smack!"

I slapped myself hard.

Blood gushed from the corners of his mouth!

But I didn't feel any pain!

Lost!

Will never come back!

I walked out of Mengyao's campus in despair, walking all the way in a daze, and I don't know how far I walked to get there.

I couldn't walk anymore and sat on the ground.

The night was getting darker and darker, one was cold, the other was dark.

The rain fell, getting heavier and heavier, like a pour, pouring rain and falling wildly! Hit me on the body!

The night is cold!

It rained heavily!

But I didn't feel anything.

I sat quietly and stared blankly at the traffic on the road. Look at everything around here.

In an instant, I even lost myself and the meaning of life.

I slowly stretched my body and lay on my side on the road. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do, I just know that I'm numb now, as if I'm dead!

"Master, it's dangerous for you to lie on the road like this. Master! If the car comes, the night is dark and rainy, master, you will die! ”

At this time, the voice of the system came.

It's just that I didn't pay any attention to it.

"Master, are you a man? What is the loss of a woman? Lose a Shen Mengyao, you still have thousands of women! ”

"Master, why should a man seek pain when he lives? If you lose it, you can get it again, if you lose it, you can find it again! This one doesn't work, you can find another one! ”

Again, the system said.

It's just that I can't hear it anymore.

I just lay down, constantly reminiscing about the beauty of me and Meng Yao, over and over again.

All of this was my own doing.

And now, let me savor the pain of this loss.

Who made me a scumbag?

Who told me how many boats to tread?

Who made me spend my love on scum?

This is all God's punishment for me! This is retribution!

……

Time passed little by little, and I don't know how long it was. I just feel that the whole person is ignorant.

The night slowly brightened and began to turn into day. The once lively streets became deserted and began to become lively again.

Across the street from me is a leisure club.

When the sun was shining, a man in the clubhouse staggered out, his face was red, walking, walking, suddenly came next to me, and sat on the ground.

The man had two bottles in his hand and handed me one directly.

"Boy, when I entered the Zuichun Building, I watched you from the outside."

"I'll buy spring and come out, and you're still waiting outside. How? Don't dare to prostitute if you want to! What's there! I want the girl to go directly! What is a big man doing cowering? Unpromising! ”

The drunk tapped me on the shoulder.

I had a cold face and didn't speak.

"Oh, look at you like this, it's not that you don't dare. It's sad. Is it a broken love or a bankruptcy? ”

"Man. What's the big deal. The most important thing to be a man is to be happy, that is, to be happy! People live for a lifetime, but it's only a few decades! ”

"Whether it's for money, or for women, no matter who it's for, it's not worth being sad!"

"Look at me, how cool! After playing with a woman, I drank and slept, and when I woke up, the drunken spring building was opened, and I went in to play again! ”

"Play! People are just playing! Joy is love, and after the day is over, there will be one less day! People should be selfish when they live! Look at the point, young man, listen to me, go buy spring, there is nothing in this world that cannot be solved by a prostitute! If it can't be solved, it's twice! ”

……

The drunk man put his arm around my shoulders.

I looked at the drunk, and then at myself.

followed and looked at the drunken spring building opposite.

I was at a loss.

I didn't want to speak, but the drunk seemed to have stuck to me, holding me and smelling of alcohol coming to me.

I pushed him away, and he pounced, and I could only get up from the ground.

I staggered forward, and when I opened my eyes, the world around me was bright. The sun was shining down, and everyone was smiling. People walking on the street, every face is warm and comfortable!

So happy, so happy.

But I lost my soul, as if I had been abandoned by the whole world.

Somehow, I suddenly didn't know where to go.

I miss Meng Yao very much, and I want to go back to find Meng Yao. But I know that Meng Yao and I are no longer possible!

Even if I go back now, for Meng Yao, it's just an interruption!

Why should I hurt her again! In her heart, I'm not that person anymore! I'm afraid she only has hatred for me, no love!

I don't want to go back to school either. I just want to walk around alone to digest my emotions. to make yourself better slowly.

If you lose, then lose!

I'm going to live, am I?

Wrong is wrong!

Be selfish and be selfish!

Who made me such a dead scumbag?

I staggered forward, and somehow, I got into a bus, and I walked straight to the back seat of the bus and sat down. I sat in the innermost seat.

"Man. The most important thing in this life is to be happy. ”

"Look at me like this, it's depraved, isn't it?"

"But so what? If you fall, you will fall. I'm happy anyway! ”

……

I don't know how to remember what the drunkard said.

My heart is empty, I don't know why, I always want to find something to fill my empty heart. It's good to fill up!

……

Meng Yao's bedroom.

Meng Yao lay on the bed, her face pale.

What had happened in the past few days had been a nightmare for her.

Originally, in Meng Yao's opinion, she was like the luckiest person in the world. Pampered, loved, and happy. Meng Yao always feels that she is the happiest and luckiest woman in the world!

But I didn't expect to see that scene when I went shopping with my classmates to Wanda Department Store......

Meng Yao couldn't have imagined that someone who kept saying that he loved him would be so close to others in the blink of an eye. I never imagined that my boyfriend was with someone else behind his back!

"That forest is such a scumbag! I really didn't expect him to be this kind of person! ”

"yes. Meng Yao, knowing people, knowing faces, but not hearts! It's also good that you see a person clearly this time! He's a dead slut! ”

"That's right! Meng Yao, this time we support you to the end! It's all Kyoto University, and we're going to post on the Internet and stink him! So that he will not be able to hold his head up for the rest of his life! This is a split-legged man! Scum! ”

"That's right! Be sure to let this forest know the price! The most hated thing in my life is the man with a heart of flowers! ”

……

Several of Meng Yao's roommates spoke one after another, one by one with indignant looks. All of them are gearing up, and they are all about to fight for Meng Yao!

"No need."

Meng Yao shook her head.

"Wood, it's not as bad as you say."

In fact, Lin Mu was good to himself, how could Shen Mengyao not know it. Again and again, after experiencing so many things, he can give up even his life for himself!

He's actually a very nice guy. At least he's good to himself in many, many ways!

It's just that feelings are selfish.

Meng Yao can't share her love with other people, and she can't watch the person she likes kiss me and others kiss me.

Maybe that's what he's after. Maybe he and he were originally people from two worlds.

"Let him go, and let yourself go."

Meng Yao hugged her body tightly. Tears welled up in line by line.

A person who once thought about himself day and night, a person who once loved deeply by himself, gave up and separated like this......

This feeling is like a knife cutting one's heart.

However, no matter how uncomfortable and tormented it is, I can only endure it silently.

Because there is no room for a third person in true love!

So.

Love again.

There will be no looking back.