"Feelings are a matter of two people, what is the use of you saying it alone? Qin Muchen, don't waste time on me, it's not worth it, I said, I won't be tempted, I won't be emotional, and it's impossible to be with you, never !! ”

An Nianchu was a little hysterical, she knew that if she didn't, she would waver. The more Qin Muchen appeared, the more wavering thoughts appeared in her heart. She really should be decisive, but cutting off this rotten peach blossom seems to be more difficult than she imagined.

Someone pushed the door in, and Qin Muche, who was wearing sunglasses, sat on the sofa casually, and lazily spit out: "Woman, I knew you would come, it's okay to pretend to be ruthless." ”

"You...... Bastard Qin Muche, you're embarrassed to say it! You lied to me twice a day! What are you and me! An Nianchu wanted to ignore Qin Muchen's gaze, but he couldn't dodge it.

The room of the three people looked particularly weird, Qin Muche took off his sunglasses lazily and casually, and hooked the corners of his lips, "Woman, don't toss around, my brother didn't mean it at the beginning." ”

"Should you be forgiven if you didn't mean it? If you don't mean to, you should reconcile? Qin Muche, when are you going to transfer your position to help your brother! Didn't you side with me before!! ”

An Nianchu gritted his teeth, and his expression exaggerated to show his dissatisfaction.

"As for why, I think one day my brother will tell you, and I won't bother you two, oh woman, I'll help you get your holiday for tomorrow."

"You-"

Before An Nianchu could say the rest of the words, Qin Muche had already closed the door and left, and she gasped for breath.

Qin Muchen smiled softly and handed her a glass of warm water, An Nian Chu didn't want to take the water and drank it in one go, "Qin Muchen Qin Muchen, what do you want!" I have my own business, my studies and my job, don't you have a job too? Don't you need to be busy all day long? Men don't all focus on their careers, why can't you think of wasting time on me? ”

He just smiled, the corners of his lips slightly hooked, and the smile in his eyes reminded An Nianchu of when they first met.

She also hooked the corners of her lips, but the corners of her mouth were a little bitter.

She said, "Qin Muchen, do you know how uncomfortable and painful I was? Do you know how horrible it is for a person to be locked up in a room? Lying in the same bed every day, facing the same wall every day, what fills my heart is fear, fear. But at that time, I still had a trace of expectation for you, but in the end? You've completely disappointed me. ”

She said: "I used to like you so much, how much I loved you, but how much I loved, how much I hated, but when I didn't even want to hate, you said, what are we left before?" How can it be possible between us? ”

Qin Muchen stretched out his hand and hugged her tightly, hugging her into his arms, his arms tightened, eager to rub her into his body. But the body is glued tightly, the heart is not together, and there is no effect at all.

At that time, An Nianchu just wanted to laugh, for his contact, for his smile, for everything about him, she would subconsciously doubt, she didn't know what he was going to do next, she was afraid, afraid that she would be hurt again, afraid that he would haunt her like a nightmare.

But behind the fear, there is a trace of expectation.

When facing Qin Muchen, she was a tangled body of contradictions.

The two of them stopped talking, Qin Muchen just hugged her quietly, and An Nianchu was also greedy for this hint of relaxation. She didn't want to think about his problem all the time, because it was an unknown hole, and no matter how deep and thorough she thought about it, there was no end in sight.

She closed her eyes unconsciously, Qin Muchen laid her body flat, lay on her side, looked at her face, and reached out to caress her.

"An An, what exactly is the problem between us?"

The night passed, when An Nianchu opened her eyes, she saw Qin Muchen's enlarged face, she knew that if she alarmed him, it would be impossible for him to leave, she sat up lightly, and before her feet stepped on the ground, she was hugged into her arms.

Qin Muchen kissed her forehead, "Good morning." ”

This scene coincided with him in the image, An Nianchu shook his head violently, "Qin Muchen, we are not a couple, we are not husband and wife, we shouldn't have such intimate behavior!" ”

He smiled softly, and a nice voice slipped into her ears, "An An, we slept together all night, aren't we still intimate?" ”

An Nianchu crossed his hands to cover his body and stammered: "Anyway...... Anyway...... Nothing happened to us...... Intimate...... Not intimate at all! ”

"But we know each other well." Qin Muchen approached her and whispered into her ear, the warm breath caused An Nianchu's heart palpitations. "An An, I know all the sensitive places on your body, do you say we are familiar?"

"Qin Muchen, you can be more shameless!"

He leaned down and licked behind her ear, sucking and licking, the water soft and silky.

"An An, you know, I did it."

Obviously, there was a gentle smile on the corner of his mouth, but in An Nianchu's eyes, he was a terrifying existence.

She took a deep breath, "Yes, even if it's familiar, it's the past, I can't erase that memory, but it doesn't mean that I have to remember that past forever." Qin Muchen, I still say the same thing, you can't be like this forever, you can't imprison me, you will be tired, you will let go. ”

Qin Muchen was not teasing An Nianchu, he held her hand tightly, and his fingers were intertwined.

The warmth of his palms, the strength of his fingers, she knew she couldn't break free of him.

"Stay with me for a day, okay?"

"Qin Muchen, do you think that if you hold me like this, do I have the right to say badly?"

Qin Muchen smiled softly, and lightly landed a kiss on her forehead, "Good." ”

An Nianchu secretly wondered in her heart: where did she not want to resist, she knew that she was the one who was hurt by resisting, and what else could she resist! She knew the strength of his fingers so well that she couldn't slip through his fingers.

She didn't know what was going to happen today, she just followed in his footsteps, and the distance between her and him was the distance between the two of them.

Get out of bed together and wash up together.

There was already a car waiting outside in advance, An Nianchu glanced at Qin Muchen, he really did everything comprehensively, she didn't believe that he didn't have a premeditated plan!

"Where to go?"

"You'll find out later."

His gentle smile always made An Nianchu shake his mind from time to time. She turned her head to look out the window, and Qin Muchen spit out softly: "An An." ”

An Nianchu was too lazy to take care of it.

"An An."

An Nianchu glanced back at him.

"An An."

An Nianchu broke out, glared at Qin Muchen angrily, and shouted: "If you have something, just say it, please don't call me if it's okay!" Obviously, she had told him many times, don't call her An'an'an, but Qin Muchen didn't listen to what she said at all, and she still shouted every time.

The one he brought her to was a bar, a bar that wasn't open at all during the day, An Nianchu didn't know what method Qin Muchen used to get the staff to give him the key, and even the whole bar was just the two of them.

It was empty, An Nianchu was standing, and Qin Muchen took her hand and walked to the sofa.

Spit out softly, "An An, this is the place where I saw you for the first time, I still remember what you looked like that night, do you remember?" ”

An Nianchu turned his head in a sullen voice, "I don't remember." ”

But she didn't remember anywhere, she even remembered it clearly. She remembered that she thought of him as a duck that night, but she still fell in love with him at first sight that night, and later learned that it was an oolong.

Qin Muchen took her hand and walked upstairs, entered a room, and pushed open the door, "Do you remember this room?" I remember that time An An, you were very brave enough to break into the bathroom......"

An Nianchu had clearly remembered everything, she thought of the picture of that time, and said embarrassedly: "I don't remember, I don't remember, I don't remember everything, Qin Muchen, is the purpose of bringing me here today to let me remember everything clearly?" I tell you plainly, all I can remember is your bad side, I can remember how you made me bleed profusely, how you made me miscarry! ”

Qin Muchen led her to the side of the bed and clasped her shoulders with both hands, "An An, I didn't mean to. ”

"Whether you did it intentionally or unintentionally, but it happened, wasn't it yours or mine? Did I make you treat me like that, did I let you cause me to have a miscarriage? You ask yourself, how many times have I said that I was in pain, how many times have I begged you for mercy, but what about you? But what about you? Qin Muchen, you don't care what I say at all, you only care about your own desires. You are so selfish, selfishly took away my children, have you ever wondered what kind of state I was in when I was only 20 years old, after so many things I went through? ”

An Nianchu grinned lightly, "Qin Muchen, you can never taste the pain I felt at that time." ”

Qin Muchen hugged her tightly into his arms, "An An, I didn't mean it, let's forget that part, okay?" ”

"Forget that? Or do you forget all the bad things and just remember the good side? Qin Muchen, can we not be so fake, something happened, experienced, do you mean that you can forget if you forget? ”

An Nianchu was a little hysterical, and Qin Muchen tightened his arms vigorously. But no matter how close their bodies were, the hearts of the two of them were far apart.

"An An, we have happy memories, can you only remember the unhappy?"

"Yes, I can only remember the unhappy, I can only remember the scenes that have been hurt, what do you think happiness is? In the face of pain and sorrow, happiness is not worth mentioning at all, I never imagined that I could be happy, I could laugh. Hurt is not so easy to erase, like we can't go back to the way before, let go. ”

An Nianchu didn't know how many times he had said to let go, but he still hugged her tightly and never let go.

His warmth, she is very greedy, but she doesn't dare to ask for luxury.