Love really requires courage, at least for now, An Nianchu doesn't dare, she doesn't dare to get close to him anymore.

Some people say that true love is what has been painful, but not every true love can work together for a lifetime. That heart-wrenching feeling has been tasted once, and not everyone is willing to taste it a second time.

An Nianchu didn't plan to look forward to any love, she once thought that having someone by her side could completely erase Qin Muchen's impression in her heart, but his imprint was too deep to erase it. She has never been able to accept others, the position in her heart is filled with one person, and she can't stuff the second one, she knows that if she can't forget Qin Muchen, she can't accept anyone.

But what she couldn't accept even more was Qin Muchen, the scar left after the pain would always be in her heart, touching and hurting.

The person who used to be close, no matter how much she once wanted to stay by his side, now she wants to avoid him, avoid him like a time bomb. Because she didn't know what he was going to explode, because she was afraid that she would be scarred again.

"An An, this time I won't let go, I will always be by your side."

An Nianchu chuckled, "Some things are easier said than done. ”

Qin Muchen covered her lips very gently, licked it, rubbed it, and then pulled it out. He hooked the corners of his mouth slightly and spit out softly: "I will prove it with my actions." ”

Action to prove? An Nianchu resisted the urge to laugh again, and said coldly: "Then let me wait and see, what I am looking forward to is the day when you let go, and I believe that day will not make me wait for long." ”

Qin Muchen just smiled and didn't continue to speak.

In bed, the two hugged each other, and they were still in the hotel, which made An Nianchu feel a little weird. She stepped on the ground and wanted to stand up, but Qin Muchen saw through her thoughts, and he pulled her two to fall on the bed.

Just now they were just sitting together, but now they were both lying on the bed, her face was less than ten centimeters away from him, so close that she could count how many eyelashes he had, and the heartbeat in her heart was shouting at her more clearly.

She reflexively wanted to sit up from the bed, but was confined by his arm.

Qin Muchen hooked his lips and smiled lightly, his narrow and slightly gentle eyes flashed, "An An, you blushed." ”

An Nianchu turned his head and spit out extremely unnaturally, "Yes, yes, a big man is opposite me, how can a shy girl like me not blush, please take your eyes off me, and please take your hand away from me!" ”

When facing Qin Muchen, An Nianchu always couldn't help but want to get angry, as if he wanted to vent the resentment that he had suppressed before, but he couldn't vent it endlessly, no matter how fierce he was, no matter how cruel he said, the anger in his heart seemed to be endless, and he couldn't vent it endlessly.

What kind of existence is he to her?

An Nianchu asked himself repeatedly in his heart, but he never got the result of this question.

Qin Muchen stretched out his hand and gently took it, An Nianchu's body was tightly attached to his body, and she was in his arms, within reach. An Nianchu hooked the corners of his lips, took a deep breath, glanced at him, closed his eyes again, and slowly spit out: "Qin Muchen, do you know how to cherish it because of loss?" But to miss is to miss, what is lost is beautiful, I thank you for remembering my former beauty, but now such entanglements make us embarrassed by each other. ”

His face was close to her ear, and the warm breath sprayed on her neck, An Nianchu, who was already afraid of itching, moved to the side, and Qin Muchen's palm clasped her head from behind, forcing the two to get closer.

An Nianchu separated his face with his hand, "Itchy......"

"An An, you are still the same as before."

"Whether it's the same or not, I know better than you, Qin Muchen, don't make judgments, and don't impose your so-called definition on me."

It was obviously very close, but An Nianchu wanted to avoid his gaze all the time, and the sharp gaze made her dare not look directly, the so-called inconsistency of heart and mouth is what she is. I can't help but want to get closer, but my body doesn't want to avoid it all the time.

She was so contradictory, so contradictory that she couldn't understand it.

Qin Muchen just looked at her, her eyebrows and eyes revealed feelings that she couldn't read, An Nianchu always wanted to dodge, because she couldn't pass the level in her heart, she couldn't accept that she liked such a person, she couldn't accept that she fell in love with someone who hurt her adoptive father, and she couldn't accept him who slept with others.

She will be conflicted and struggling in her heart, everything is just because of him, the one she wants to love but is afraid to fall in love with.

Qin Muchen, you will never understand, and you will never understand. I want to escape on the ridiculous side, but I want to get close on the other hand, just because I can't let go of you, I can't forget you, and what I keep giving up is the beautiful first love in my heart.

An Nianchu couldn't avoid his gaze, and finally chose to close his eyes.

Leaned quietly in his arms, greedy for the gentleness of every minute and second, and dreamed of something she couldn't do when she opened her eyes.

Qin Muchen covered her lips and sucked her lips very gently, the tip of her tongue patiently and stubbornly pried her teeth, and her arms hugged her into her arms even harder, and the two bodies were tightly glued.

He felt her body stiffen, he let go of her lips, the tips of his nose touched, looked at her from a distance, and said, "Your body tells me that you haven't changed." ”

An Nianchu gritted his teeth angrily and glanced at Qin Muchen, "You just bite this question?" Just want to see if I'm just as different as I used to be? But Qin Muchen relied on my reaction to make sure that I was the same as before? Have you ever thought that I am like this to you, and I am the same to others, you judge by the reaction of your body, and you even choose the wrong direction. ”

Qin Muchen chuckled, leaned close to her earlobe, and licked gently, "The reaction of the body is far more reliable than the words spoken by the mouth, not to mention that you are not good at lying in the first place, those words are true and those words are false, I can tell the difference." ”

Can you tell the real from the fake? An Nianchu sneered, "Qin Muchen, are you sure you can distinguish the real from the fake?" Then believe it or not, I have slept with others, you know my sensitive places, and someone may know better than you! ”

"I don't believe it, you're lying."

Qin Muchen still looked like he was winning just now, and his words were unbeatably firm.

An Nianchu pursed her lips and smiled slightly, "Qin Muchen, you just rely on your previous understanding of me, but a year can change a lot of things, France is a romantic country, and there are countless couples kissing on the street, do you think I have been alone in France all the time?" ”

"You're alone."

He frowned slightly, An Nianchu looked at him like this, the smile on the corner of his mouth deepened, and he spit out softly: "Not to mention that I have Qi Yanmo by my side, there are also many French men around me, didn't you say that you went to see me?" Who were you with when you saw me? ”

"Qi Yanmo."

He clenched his fists, his expression was not as firm as before, he was suspicious, he was angry. An Nianchu chuckled, "Do you still think I'm the same as before?" Qin Muchen, let go, there are a lot of things missing between us, you were angry just now, showing that you believed my words, showing that you don't trust me enough, even if we are together now, how long do you think we can last, wait until you get tired of playing, and then leave me aside? Qin Muchen, I am not a toy, I am a flesh-and-blood person, and I have my own choice. ”

"I trust you."

Trust? Does he trust her?

"Qin Muchen, what do you think trust is? Do I have to believe it if you say it? These two words are easy to say, but not easy to do. And you, don't trust me. An Nianchu wanted to break free from his embrace, but Qin Muchen never let go of his arms.

"Why don't you believe me?"

An Nianchu took a deep breath and spit out word by word: "You...... Say...... I...... For...... Miscellaneous...... What...... Only...... Be...... No...... Appearance...... Letter...... You? Then tell me, why should I trust you? What do you have to believe? It's because you're handsome, it's because you're rich, do I have to believe it? Or like you say, I love you and you love me? In the past, I thought that two people should be trusted together, but what do I get by trusting? What does my trust make possible? Qin Muchen, I remember that I asked you before, is the situation at your home? Do you remember what you said to me at that time? You almost never tell me about your family, okay, I loved you at that time, I can understand you, and then what? And then your sister took my father to prison so easily......"

Qin Muchen held her shoulder, "It's not Musi, it's someone else's, it's your father who committed the crime." ”

Isn't she going to be someone else? Father's sin? An Nianchu just shook his head, and didn't even want to say a word to him again, why did he always push all the problems on others, obviously all the reasons were on him, why could he push everything away so easily? Qin Muchen, you really make me look down on you like this.

She gritted her teeth and turned her head away, she didn't want to see him, not the slightest.

Neither of them spoke, and the atmosphere in the room was reduced to sub-zero. Qin Muchen looked at An Nianchu like this, obviously she was in his arms, but it seemed that she would never be able to get close, the distance between the two people was obviously so close, but it seemed to be separated by the Milky Way.

As the minutes passed, the two of them were at a stalemate.

Qin Muchen asked softly, "An An, are you hungry?" ”

An Nianchu didn't make any response, he twisted her head and asked again, "Are you hungry?" ”

"It doesn't matter to you whether I'm hungry or not, if you want to eat, go eat by yourself, just let go of me." An Nianchu didn't have the slightest expression on his face, it was extremely cold, this was not what he wanted.