The brotherhood is very thorough, but why not be stingy with her? Qin Muchen, am I so weightless in your heart? Su Nianan laughed at herself, how could she have weight.

got up from the bathtub, put on her pajamas, and walked to the bed, there were even their wedding photos at the head of the bed, the dazzling photos, she clearly remembered that she tore them off, why did she appear here again.

Her heart was a little tired, she reached out to hold the photo frame, looking at the smiling faces of the two in the photo, she wanted to laugh and cry. The warmth of the past, the dependence of the past, when everything no longer existed, she didn't even have the courage to calmly recall the beginning, it was really a thing.

At the beginning, she never thought about what would happen now, and now she just feels that everything was illusory at the beginning like a dream, and now it is the real life after her prosperous dream.

She put down the photo, lifted the covers, and lay down on the bed.

Quiet and empty room, she was used to it. But she still dislikes it very much, being pampered in the palm of her hand and falling from the clouds, she will think about and reminisce about the original happiness more than once.

Now she is like a glass doll trapped here, he is afraid that she will break, so he protects it well, but he has never thought about whether she wants such protection, whether he has ever thought about whether she wants to stay here.

Su Nian'an closed her eyes, there was no sound outside the room, she thought that Qin Muche should leave, as for Qin Muchen-

She knew she was asleep, so he would put his arms around her and fall asleep with him.

slept in bed with a man who had hurt her several times, but she never showed a trace of dissatisfaction, Su Nianan didn't understand her heart, she should hate him, she should hate him, but why couldn't she cut off the entanglement with him?

She never wanted to let go at all.

She repeatedly asked him to let go of her hand, just to find a reason to persuade herself to leave, to find a reason to convince herself not to be delusional about his tenderness, not to covet his taste.

But when he was away, she quickly fell asleep, and today she couldn't sleep at all, lying on the bed and tossing and turning.

Why can't I sleepWhy can't I sleep? Su Nian'an asked herself again and again, but there was no answer, she counted the lambs, listened to soft music, and even hinted in her heart that she was sleeping and sleeping, but her brain was abnormally awake.

What the hell happened to her? Hearing the sound of pushing the door, Su Nian'an's body stiffened, his heart fluttered and beat wildly, was he afraid? Still is...... Su Nian'an couldn't tell her thoughts, but he was getting closer and closer, and her heart was beating faster and faster.

She was even pretending to be asleep, and he lifted the covers, and he-

Su Nianan turned over violently, his strength was too violent, and the quilt was also driven. He didn't speak, just lifted the quilt very gently, tucked the corners of the quilt for her, reached out and put his arm around her waist, forcing her body to cling to him.

She wanted to resist, but when she thought that she was pretending to be asleep now, how could a person who was asleep resist? She tried to play the role of falling asleep, but now she was more awake than before, some molecules in her brain were at work, she was powerless, just closed her eyes, breathed steadily, lay in his arms, and felt his body temperature.

"An An, stay by my side, don't leave."

Qin Muchen held her hand and said softly.

At that time, Su Nianan didn't know whether he knew that she was not asleep, and said this......

But the more she thought about it, the more she felt that she couldn't get an answer, she pulled out of his hand and withdrew from his embrace, pretending to be asleep, she couldn't pretend to be asleep at all!

She said: Qin Muchen, I have thought about it for a long time, I still want to find someone who is good to me and live a peaceful life. There are so many things that I need to think about around you, and even when you do everything, I have to think twice about why you do it. I'm so tired, really tired. Mu Che took me away last time, and even when I was leaving, I would think of you, my heart was tormented, very repeated, I didn't know whether it was right or wrong. But just now I figured it out, there are some things that some people just keep in their hearts, we are not people of the same world, I am forced to enter your orbit, I am forced to insert a foot in your life. I also paid a lot for this, and it turns out that we are not suitable, let's separate.

Qin Muchen was slightly stunned, he didn't expect Su Nian'an to be awake at all, but he didn't expect her to say this.

"An An, since you said that you will miss me when you leave, then stay by my side, isn't it?"

Su Nianan sneered, staring into his eyes in the dark, "I was afraid that I would regret it, and my heart couldn't help but have a plan to stay by your side, but on the contrary, do you know what I want?" Do you know I'm having a hard time with you? Do you know that every minute I stay here, I am suffering in my heart? Qin Muchen, don't you know that people have shadows? You have left a deep shadow in my heart, and I can't erase it. What I covet is only your moment of tenderness, but stay in the bottom of my heart, and I will remember your goodness. And by your side, I will only remember the damage you did to me more clearly. I don't want to make my life so hard, I don't want to stay in your ......"

Qin Muchen suddenly interrupted her words sharply, he grabbed her shoulders and fixed his eyes on her; "I don't for! You are not allowed to leave. ”

She broke his hand and said with a smile: "Qin Muchen, not the world revolves around you. I also have the path I want to take, I have the life I want to live, but now? I'm just like your pet, feeding me when I'm in a good mood and not even looking at it when I'm in a bad mood. ”

"No......" he said hurriedly, and Su Nianan continued: "Isn't it? Qin Muchen, have you ever liked me? Or have you ever loved me? It was a joke between us, a naïve fantasy of living in my own world all the time, and when the curtain was lifted, I was just playing a clown on a stage, just for jokes. ”

"I ...... Loved ......"

Su Nianan shook his head and smiled: "Do you like it?" Like will hesitate for so long? Like, would you do that to me? Qin Muchen, you touched your own conscience and said, if you like it, you will tie me up here and make me a caged bird? If you do, you'll never ask if this is the life I want? If you like ......"

His palm squeezed her wrist tightly, and the feeling of pain made Su Nianan forget what he wanted to say later, all he thought of was the pain of that day, she hadn't healed yet, her wound had just healed, could he ......