Grandma called her to eat, only to make her realize that the time had passed so quickly, folded the page, put the book in its place, and walked out of the study.

But she was always thinking about a problem, maybe she didn't know enough about psychology, but the more she looked at it, the more she felt that she had a psychological problem. What kind of emotion does she have for Qin Muchen now, there is love, greed, hatred, and reluctance.

She hovers back and forth between hate and love, entangled between these two emotions, and even now she has a phobia of choice, she doesn't know how to choose, and after choosing, she is afraid of regret, and she will think about what choice to make over and over again.

She didn't know whether 'Qin Muchen' was a problem, or if her heart was the problem.

After dinner, Grandma rarely said that she went out for a walk with her. Su Nianan was even a little happy, she hadn't left this room for a long time, and there were very few opportunities to even open the door, she wanted to breathe fresh air outside, she wanted to touch everything outside.

The mood has improved, and even the advertisements that I used to think were ugly in typography are now good.

The sunset is like fire, and it has not yet entered summer, but it has a slightly hot feeling. After walking around, the sky was a little gray and dark when she came back, but her mood was unusually good, seeing children playing on the street, seeing couples hugging each other, watching grandparents walking hand in hand, watching breastfeeding mothers feeding their children......

Everything is alive, no longer cold walls, no longer just Grandma and his world.

Qin Muchen, you can take a small step, why don't you let go and give me a piece of the sky.

Su Nianan looked at the sky and smiled slightly. The weather is fine, and she also wants to dispel the dark clouds in her heart.

She came back with Grandma, and she could see Grandma's worries along the way, and she wouldn't make it difficult for Grandma. Even if she wanted to leave, she would definitely say goodbye to Qin Muchen in person.

But when will that be? Su Nianan asked herself repeatedly in her heart, she was afraid that she would not be able to escape in her life, or maybe when he got tired of playing, he would let go of her hand.

Once upon a time, she walked on the campus path with him, and she was as intimate as those couples. Once upon a time, they walked hand in hand along the streets of Venice. Once upon a time, she was his treasure, and he was also her treasure.

"Young grandma, what are you thinking?"

Su Nian'an looked at Grandma sideways, and said slowly: "Grandma, call me Nian'an, I'm not a young grandmother, I'm thinking about how to continue my life in the future." ”

Grandma said: "It's good for a woman to find a man who loves her, the young master loves the young grandmother very much." ”

She just smiled softly, there were some things she didn't want too many people to know, and it was enough for her to know alone. Suddenly, she saw a woman who was very similar to Yin Biwei, and she suddenly missed the woman who only loved men and didn't love money.

Yin Biwei has never been worried about men's affairs, she has always chased people and dumped people, she has never loved a man as deeply as herself, she lingers in the flowers but never pays attention.

Thinking about it now, Yin Biwei is really chic. Su Nianan sneered, if she could do half of Yin Biwei, no, only one-tenth, she would not be like now.

But she is not Yin Biwei's character, and she can't be treated like a stranger the next day after sleeping with a man, she is really not heartless enough.

Soaking in the bathtub, she is very relaxed and comfortable, or as long as Qin Muchen is not there, her heart can be very peaceful, as long as he appears, everything will be disrupted.

For example, now—

"Ahh Don't you know I'm taking a shower? You're still in! Qin Muchen, you go out!! ”

Qin Muchen completely ignored her screams and scooped her up from the bathtub, Su Nianan immediately pulled a bath towel to cover his body, pushed his body, and screamed: "Qin Muchen, what are you going to do!! ”

"What are you going to do, Grandma said that you have been in the bathroom for more than an hour, don't you know that taking a bath for too long is not good for your health? The skin is wrinkled, and I don't know it yet. ”

"I don't want you to be kind."

Qin Muchen put her on the bed and turned to leave.

Su Nianan looked at his back, she didn't know what else to say, she didn't know if he was out of concern for her just now or what, but no matter what, she had to strengthen her belief in leaving, no matter what he did, she must not shake that belief.

But she had already seen him, but she already knew that he was outside the door, Su Nian'an was lying on the bed, and just like last night, she kept tossing and turning, and she couldn't sleep.

Seeing that it was eleven o'clock, she was not sleepy, and when she heard the sound of pushing the door, she immediately shrank to the side.

She didn't want what happened last night to happen, but did she have to pretend to be asleep again? And then he hugged him and didn't let go? She couldn't do it, she couldn't lie on his chest and still fall asleep.

She hugged the quilt and walked past him.

"Su Nian'an."

She froze and muffled, "I'll go outside to sleep." ”

The wrist was grabbed by Qin Muchen, and the futon also fell to the ground, she reached out to pull it, but the person was taken into his arms, "An An, how long are you going to make trouble?" It's okay if we don't make trouble, and it's okay to get along well. ”

Is she making trouble again? Listening to Qin Muchen's slightly tired voice, Su Nianan didn't know what to say, many words were stuck in her throat, but she couldn't spit out a word.

In the end, she only said, "Qin Muchen, I didn't make any more trouble, I really wanted to leave." ”

Qin Muchen didn't let go of her, hugged her tightly, the two of them were close together, his body temperature was transmitted to her through the thin clothes, she could feel his temperature, but she didn't want to feel it. Pushing him, Qin Muchen never let go.

He rested his head on her shoulder, shouting her name over and over again, and it was ridiculous that he made it meaningless, and it was ridiculous that she didn't even know what she was supposed to call herself. She is an adopted daughter, she is not surnamed Su, and it is impossible to call Su Nian'an.

In the end, she didn't even have the strength to resist, she listened to his whispered voice, looked at the big wedding photos in the living room, it was indeed extremely dazzling, and pushed him away violently, "Qin Muchen, we can't do it anymore, I've said this sentence many times, I'm leaving, this is my only purpose now." ”

There was no trace of effort on his face, just said softly, "I won't let go." ”

Su Nianan laughed out loud, won't let go? She never gave him a hand, so what was there to talk about? He's just imprisoning, he's just confining, he's just tying her up. A bird could be tied up in a bird's cage, but she was convinced that he couldn't trap her.

She'll leave.