"Zhang Yixi, come to my office." Mr. Lin said to me with a calm face, but I know that this is the Last Judgment. Mr. Lin sat down in his office chair, I stood across from him, he looked at me and shook his head in disappointment, if it weren't for this fight, it would have been almost an immutable thing for me to replace Shen Man as the director of the marketing department, and now ...... Now I've ruined it all with my own hands.

Mr. Lin threw me a cigarette, and I took it, and the condemned prisoners all smoked cigarettes before the execution, and I knew what that meant.

"Is there anything you want to explain?" Mr. Lin asked me.

"I have nothing to explain in the face of the so-called facts." I couldn't tell the truth about the fight, because once the news spread, Shen Man's reputation would be damaged, and I decided to grit my teeth and bear the bitter consequences.

Mr. Lin nodded, paused before saying: "When Manman left, he asked me to take care of you, although you Zhang Yixi usually don't be so impulsive, if there is any hidden secret, you can tell me." ”

"Manman?" I muttered in my heart, Mr. Lin is so affectionate, the rumors can't be true, right? I had a feeling of being even more devastated after being impulsively fighting, and I didn't believe that Shen Man was such a person. Seeing my strange appearance, Mr. Lin also showed a trace of embarrassment in his eyes, realizing that the name he blurted out to Shen Man was not appropriate.

Mr. Lin lit a cigarette and smiled, and said, "Man Man is my niece, and I'm afraid no one knows about this in the company." ”

"Ahh I exclaimed, I have known Shen Man for 5 years, I really didn't know that she had a relationship with Mr. Lin.

Seeing that my shocked eyes were about to fall, Mr. Lin smiled again: "The reason why Manman doesn't let others know about our relationship is that she hopes to make achievements by her own hard work, and now that she has succeeded, she also started from the marketing commissioner, which is all the result of her own efforts." ”

I eased the surprise in my heart a little, and nodded undeniably, Mr. Lin was right, Shen Man is a capable woman, her success is entirely due to her own efforts, and at this time I finally know why Mr. Lin would happily let Shen Man go to a competitor's 4S store.

Mr. Lin made another gesture for me to explain.

I gritted my teeth, and I couldn't tell the truth about the beating, so it was not only a harm to Shen Man, but also a harm to Mr. Lin, maybe Mr. Lin would give me justice and bring the initiator to justice, but this is not the result I want, many times people always have to make trade-offs, although the result is sad, but you have no other way but to bear it, I care too much about Shen Man, I don't want her to be hurt by gossip.

"I'm sorry Mr. Lin, I failed to live up to your and Director Shen's expectations." I said with my head down.

Mr. Lin sighed and didn't speak again, he waved his hand to me and motioned me out, it seemed that he wanted to keep me, but he was very embarrassed, after all, fighting in the company is a bad behavior, and I don't even have a reasonable explanation.

"Mr. Lin, I~~ applied for resignation." I gritted my teeth and clenched my fists.

"Are you sure it's well thought out?" Mr. Lin's expression became solemn and serious.

"I am responsible for my words and actions." I said firmly.

There is nothing to be nostalgic for me in this company, and now that I am so stiff with those two grandchildren, my subconscious has rejected the continued work here.

Mr. Lin tapped his fingers on the table, he seemed to make some kind of trade-off, but my mood relaxed, although this result was bad for me, but it was also a relief, at this moment I chose to let it go.

Mr. Lin finally stopped tapping on the table, he sighed and said: "It's not a bad thing for young people to suffer a little setback, since you insist on leaving, I won't keep it, you write a resignation report." ”

I nodded and wrote my resignation report on the spot.

I don't know what Shen Man's mood will be when I resign because of the fight, I hope she doesn't blame me, I have my own hardships~!

When I got home, I was so depressed that I couldn't see the future at all, and now I finally felt the pressure of life, maybe it won't be long before I would have to live a life without clothes, and I had to find my next job. I don't think I will have such good luck finding such an easy job again, because Shen Man has disappeared from my life, and I can't predict how much potential energy I will have without Shen Man.

At the beginning of the day, the dimness of the night mixed with the street lamps made me in a trance and dizzy, I lay in bed without illness**, smoking one cigarette after another, I felt empty for the first time in this city.

In an endless daze, I received a call from Lin Xi, who was my girlfriend Er.

If there was a woman I loved in my life, it was her, and we had many happy times that had nothing to do with material things. She didn't speak, curiosity filled my chest, and I longed for her to come back to me, but to my disappointment, she only said that she would get back a diary that had fallen on me.

I found the diary in a remote corner, dusty, like our love, and there was no trace of it.

I really wanted to see what was written in the diary and whether it was related to me, but it was locked with a combination lock, which was the same as its owner, Lin Xi, and his heart was unwilling to open up for me.

........

We made an appointment to meet at a coffee shop that we were familiar with, and this time she didn't let me wait long, she sat down in front of me, put down her satchel, and said to me with a familiar and unfamiliar smile: "I'll ask you for something." ”

"I've ordered it, and I've got a glass of American for you."

"I drink mocha now." After saying that, she shouted to the waiter, "Give me a cup of mocha, thank you." I nodded and stopped talking, she looked at me and said, "Zhang Yixi, you are the same as before." ”

I just smiled, I didn't know if she meant the habit or the look.

After a short silence, I took out the diary from my bag and handed it to her: "Is this it?" ”

She looked at it, nodded, and the coffee came up, and she only took a sip and said to me, "I have to go, let's make an appointment another day." ”

I made a gesture of please, and she picked up her purse and walked away quickly, and then I remembered to correct her "another day", maybe "another life" would be more appropriate.

Outside the window, I saw her get into an A8, I don't know if her identity is the A8 man's real girlfriend or Xiao San'er, I hope it is a real girlfriend, so that she will live a more legitimate life.

My wound was torn again, which I expected, and no one would be happy to see the woman I loved getting into another man's car, even though I had already accepted the fact of the breakup. .........