"Didn't you say that it's easy to book a homestay or something? How do you stay in a hotel again? ”

"Girl, this is not a hotel, but the façade is a bit similar, and it is all the houses you found in your style."

The accommodation is really not bad. In addition to the splendid decoration in the front, a few miles on foot, the back is a small two-story apartment, the whole house is hidden under a few leafy, green trees, isolated from the world.

"I really want to live here for the rest of my life." As soon as Su Shi finished praising her, she heard a loud noise from a nearby factory lingering in her ears all the time, reminding her not to forget where she was and what kind of life she was living.

Shenghu shrugged his shoulders helplessly.

"Is this your ideal garden?"

"It's just close, if it weren't for the noise and the insecurity on the road. I hope that the sun shines on the roses in my garden during the day and the stars that harvest a garden at night. ”

"Alright, aren't you talking about our apartment in the East Side? Look at you, where you are, you yearn for here, you come here, and you are at home. ”

"I've heard that it's a bit chaotic here, and the newspapers say that at night, there will be a sudden burst of brawls from the poor streets of the neighborhood, breaking the silence."

"Occasionally, don't worry, if you're as worried as you are, the sky will fall."

"By the way, Shenghu, do you remember that the person on the other side got off later? I think he's walking right behind us. ”

"My dear, although that person is old enough for you to call uncle, I will still be jealous that my wife is so obsessed with an old man."

"Well, let's not talk about it. I wish the birds were singing outside the window tomorrow morning. That's right, that's what it feels like. ”

"Sleep!"

"You sleep over there."

"Didn't I sleep this way through?"

Pulling down the lamp, Su is heart was filled with an inexplicable sadness, and he couldn't wait to rush home again. Suddenly, going home became the top priority in the world, and what she wanted to go back to was Jiangcheng, her own hometown. After walking such a long way, she found that nowhere was not where she belonged. I liked two people, but in the end, I found that I couldn't give her peace of mind.

Sue hurried through several deserted alleys. The family is asleep. But the light was still on in the study—as it always was, no matter where she was; Otherwise, it would be dark where she was. In addition, the stove used for heating in the study is still burning and the windows are open. Fortunately, the fallen leaves of the linden tree outside the study drifted into the open window and scattered on the study floor. Tonight, I don't know how many leaves are scattered on the floor of the study. She saw that her mother turned around, but suddenly disappeared, and another man appeared, it was Chengfeng, he looked at her fiercely as if he was going to kill her, yes, wanted to kill her, Su was startled and ran up.

"What's wrong, Sue is, wake up."

The dim yellow light had been turned on, and Su saw that her face and palms were full of cold sweat, and the Shenghu Lake on the side was gently shaking her.

"Dreaming?"

"Hmm."

"It's okay, it's okay, come, wipe your sweat," Shenghu was about to get up, but was stopped by Su Shi, "I'll take a shower myself." ”

"I'll help you."

"Get out."

"It's okay, I'm clear-headed." Laughter rang out from the bathroom.

In the morning, Su saw that the branches and leaves of the linden tree were very thin. It won't be long before the leaves on the tree will fall off.

After eating the hard bread with Shenghu, he walked to the front of the house, and then stopped and looked carefully. Sue felt that she could distinguish every subtle sound coming from this old apartment, and she knew what was behind one window and what was behind another. She seemed to hear the snoring of her dearest family inside, and saw their dreams dancing in the silence of the night. It's like many nights when I come home and sit under this roof with my family; Or sit alone in the elegant and quiet study, watching the fallen leaves of the linden trees flutter and fall to the floor, adding another layer of elegance and tranquility to the study.

"I want to go home."

"Well, okay, I'll accompany you, just to meet your family officially."

"I want to be alone."

Su is looked at Shenghu, "After I broke up with him, I accepted you, and then after I separated from you, I was with him again, and now I just separated from him, and I am with you again, what do I sometimes feel like like me?" Can't you live without a man? Or what do I think of you? It's not fair to me, it's even more unfair to you, and I shouldn't accept the next relationship lightly, at least until the last one is officially cleaned up. ”

"I'll wait for you."

"Don't stress me out, okay? These three words are still too heavy for me, we have all experienced a separation, so we must be more cautious about this relationship in the future, let me think about it myself first. ”

Su had never been so tired tonight, but she felt as if she had no right to rest in this world of her own. Although no one has noticed it so far, once she closes her eyes, she doesn't even know how to wake up tomorrow morning and how to fall asleep for countless nights to come.

The scenery of Tibet is very beautiful, but there are not many people who really get into the eyes, maybe there are things that are not suitable for traveling, on the contrary, there are a lot of troubles, so Su is proposed to go separately from Shenghu Lake two routes, he did not agree before the beginning, not anything else, I am afraid that the security here is not good, but under Su Yes's repeated requests, he had to let go.

The time in Tibet was a little slow, it seemed to be two hours later than in the south, and when she carefully inserted the key into the keyhole, this apartment was still the most primitive way to open the door, in order not to wake up Shenghu; After entering, she hung up her coat and turned on the light in the hallway; Then climb the three steps leading to the study—it's almost like climbing a mountain; Finally open the door, enter the study, and close the door again.

Su wanted to write something, but after looking through the entire bookcase, he found that he couldn't find a pen, but fortunately, he had it in his bag.

"Coming back?"

Unexpectedly, he was awakened. Laughing and holding a glass of goat's milk or milk, I don't know if it's goat's milk or milk.

"Thanks, you can rest first."

"Okay, I'll just lie here and rest."

There was an easy chair by the open window, and he sat down like that. After Su Shi had finished writing a few pages, he turned to look at him again, and the quilt on his body hung down to his shoulders, and the fallen leaves of a linden tree stuck to his long hair, rising and falling silently with the wind blowing into the window; Sheng Hu's whole body was curled up, and the easy chair was big, but it seemed that he seemed to be thin—he might feel cold!

Sue was watching.

At this moment, another leaf fell into the window, and I thought that Shenghu must have a lot to say to himself, and he wanted to wait to come back, but when he saw it, he found that there was nothing to say. Su was going to go over and wake him up, staring at him closely, stepping forward and leaning down, intending to pick up the small quilt spread on him. His breathing was soothing, and he was sleeping soundly, with a sleepy smile on his face.

Sue tried not to make any noise, and sat down on the floor next to him as close as she could, and then looked at him carefully as if they hadn't met. Will this man be her dependence for the rest of her life? Immediately afterward, she was dizzy and dazed. All kinds of ideas are pouring in and tangled with each other. All of a sudden, everything changed. She really wanted to be alone again, so she didn't wake him up, but just replaced the small quilt with a large quilt and spread it on top of him.

"Am I asleep?"

Sleepy-eyed, Shenghu stared at Su is stunned for a moment, then his eyes regained his brightness, and he put his arms around her neck.

"It looks like I'm really old, and I fell asleep after a while. How? Have you written it yet? Can you take a break? ”

"Well, okay. However, I don't want to go anywhere else, I just want to sit quietly and wait for the dawn. ”

"That's not good, we have to go to another scenic spot tomorrow, so as not to be too tired to walk, and we have to rest well today." Besides, you can't bear it now. ”

She went back to the study downstairs with him and stretched out wantonly, but Shenghu suddenly picked her up, gently put her on the bed, and kissed her forehead, "Sleep, have a good dream, good night!" ”

Su was really asleep, she was no longer jealous of the old man with flowers in his hand, the fallen leaves of the tree kept drifting into the open window, Su could feel it, and her heart slowly settled down.

"Did you sleep?" Su Shi didn't turn around, but opened his mouth gently.

There was no response on the other bed, presumably sleeping soundly, Su is smile, whether he slept or not, insomnia was painful, and this pain made her alone.

She controlled herself not to think much else, let alone start remembering another man when she was around him, it was a bad thing, she had to cure herself. As for the rest of the days, she just wanted to fill them with work.

I'm afraid that she can't go to work in Haicheng anymore, at least, she can't let go of those dignity, and she is afraid of facing the discussion of her colleagues and riding the wind. But if she went directly to work in Shengyue Group, she felt like she was letting the wheel of fate push herself directly into the wall of marriage.

She still wants to struggle again, she doesn't want to set the direction of her life so early. Especially at work.

Or, or listen to what Ouyang Key mentioned, take a look at the Dongcheng branch first. After all, the location is suitable, and the company's platform also has it, some are familiar, some are unfamiliar, some are good at it, and some are what they want to challenge.

At the same time, you can continue to unravel the doubts in your heart before, so that it is convenient for Pan Suige and Xiao Su, after all, these two were brought into the company by her, if she says go now, then what should these two of them do?

At least not so sloppy for now, work different feelings. Thinking of this arrangement, Su is a little sleepy.

It turns out that there will be insomnia when there is something on the mind, and if you solve a little bit of the problem, you will have a little sleepiness to help.