Not having insomnia means that you feel sleepy, but the quality of sleep is still very poor, so Su doesn't know if she is dreaming in her sleep or sleeping in her dream. She always dreams of walking alone on the road, I don't know whether it is the way to Tibet or the way home, in fact, in reality she often travels, but it seems that it is not enough, and she longs to go further and further in her dreams. During the four days she came to Tibet, she dreamed that she was walking alone at night, or making an appointment with someone to go to a certain place together, but she missed it at the station, and after getting on the train, she looked for the green leather carriages one by one, the windows were open, and the wind blew the white gauze curtains high, so she simply found a window seat and sat down, looking out the window at the more unknown boundary. In some dreams, she took a bus to the suburbs alone to visit a friend, these friends can recognize the face, there are familiar classmates, there are also familiar colleagues, wake up in the dream to go to the toilet, as if you can continue the dream, and then dream that after getting off the bus, it is like coming to another city, and you will be lost for a while, but the heart is very happy. She also dreamed of driving into the forest, this forest park has been seen and real, because before she came to Tibet, she had been to Shenghu Lake. I also dreamed of driving all the way to the top of the mountain, because it was in the night like a deep river, and of course I couldn't see anything down the mountain. There are travel companions in dreams, but they are rarely the closest people around them. At least, that person was not Shenghu, nor was he like a strange stranger riding the wind, looking back at the side face of his traveling companion in the darkness, and in that black, white and dark gray dream, like a silent and sad stone statue, witnessing Su is dazed who did not know where to go.

"Su is, why are you standing alone outside the window in a daze." Shenghu woke up and saw Su Shi standing in front of the window, like a plaster statue motionless there.

"Aren't you sleepwalking again?" Shenghu just turned on the light, it was not bright, but Su Wei still covered his eyes with his hands, "Don't turn it on." ”

Shenghu didn't go to close it immediately, but walked over with slippers.

"What's wrong?" took Su yes's hand and looked at her, "Is it sleepwalking or what's wrong?" ”

"You're saying I'm sleepwalking again?" Su wiped his eyes, "Did I have this a few days ago?" ”

"Well, I was standing in front of the window like this a few nights ago, and I was afraid of disturbing you, so I could only watch quietly, and then you came over by yourself in just a few minutes."

"Is there one? I felt like a dream, but not like a dream. Alas. ”

"I'm sorry, Sue, I didn't take good care of you." It's always touching to have pity. No one is a plant or tree.

"It's none of your business, maybe, maybe there's been too much going on lately."

"I always thought you were very brave, and when something happened last week, you were so calm, not noisy or crying, I thought you were very emotionally adjusted, I didn't expect that you were just a temporary superficial phenomenon, and now that you have relaxed in the past few days, you have begun to become depressed."

"Maybe, I've always been like this, when it first happened, I was always able to pretend, and after a while, I slowly found that I hadn't let go at all. I have a bad personality, don't I? ”

"No, no, no, it's better to vent it now than to put it in your heart. It's just that I'm a little worried about your state, but it's going to get better slowly. ”

"Maybe." Su is walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, "You can sleep again, I will naturally sleep when I am sleepy." ”

"Okay."

When a man closes his eyes, he is like a child, quiet, humble, as if everything in the world has nothing to do with him. Even if he is pretending to be asleep, it is considered to be very deep in the play.

It's just that after Shenghu lay down this time, Su didn't hear the slight snoring again, she knew that he wasn't asleep, and he was worried about her. Su had no choice but to lie down with his clothes, pretending that he was ready to rest.

Both of them, their eyes closed, but they both knew that the other was not asleep.

"Shenghu, let's go back!"

"Okay."

"I'm a little tired when I don't take the train anymore."

"Then fly directly from Lhasa to Dongcheng."

I'm sorry, Tibet, what should have been a long-awaited yearning, has become a short-lived nightmare and sleepwalking.

When he got the boarding pass, Su was slightly stunned. Seat number A1, although I often fly on the plane, but the first seat in the first row is the first time. Su is smiled and looked at Shenghu, "You won't charter a plane, right?" “

"Well, although I may be able to afford this money, I still feel a bit extravagant at the moment, of course, if Madame thinks the charter flight is more romantic, I can consider it."

"you, haha."

"You look so good when you laugh."

"Don't laugh, I'm not laughing."

"Are we the first to arrive?" Su shook the boarding pass in his hand.

"Girl, did you go to Tibet once, your mind is a little confused, and now it doesn't depend on who got there first?"

"What's that for? See who's more handsome? Who's cuter?"

Shenghu let out a hearty laugh, attracting many tourists around him to turn their heads to look, he touched Su yes's head, "You can change the number on the mobile phone network." ”

"Oh, it's so advanced, I really don't know, I don't usually play with my phone."

"I know, you barely shop online, either."

Shenghu helped Su put away his luggage and sat down in the first seat in the first row. There was the cabin door in front of her, and Su felt that the line of sight was not very good, because the passengers were rushing in, and she felt that everyone would look at her when they came in, and she didn't like this kind of disturbed eyes.

"What's wrong?"

"It's okay, hehe, I'm a little sleepy."

"You can't sleepwalk on a plane."

"As much as possible. Ha ha. ”

As soon as he finished speaking, a man walked in, unable to tell his exact age. The body is long, and the eyebrows are plain; The tolerance is considerable, and the advance and retreat are measured. Under the pure white shirt, you can see a slight arc of arm muscles. Because of his fair skin, he doesn't look like a person who can exercise in the sun, and probably goes to the gym a lot.

He sat down on his seat on the edge of Sheng Lake. Su Shi quickly glanced at him from the corner of his eye, and then, silently in his heart, he took off his clothes all over his body, changed him into a snow-white shirt like a prince charming, moving lightly in the wind, and equipped him with a silver sword, pinned a hole flute around his waist, and then painted a ten-mile peach blossom like rain behind him, which was really heroic and beautiful...... Then she walked over by herself, pointed to his head, and he knelt down, and a happy and satisfied smile appeared on her face, but in less than a second, a woman in red came over and pointed at Su is three slaps. It hurts so much!

"What are you hitting me for?" Su is hand on his face waved over, and Shenghu laughed, "Girl, you still bite people in your dreams." ”

"I just fell asleep?"

"Just a few minutes? Am I asleep? ”

"I don't know if I'm asleep or not, but I must be dreaming, and I should be a heroine."

"Guess who I just dreamed of?"

"I don't know, but I've heard that women tend to dream of familiar people, while men do the opposite."

"I dreamed of Huang Yan, and she slapped her three times in her dream."

"I'm sorry, Sue is, I just hit you."

"You, in life, slapped her for you, and even dreamed of it."

"Can you concentrate then?"

"Am I not focused? I've always been easily distracted, okay? ”

"Then you can't," Sheng Hu leaned over lightly, "you can't keep staring at the man next to you, see him go into the bathroom, and then you start dreaming." ”

"Really? Ha ha. It seems that yes, I glanced at this man a few times before, but now I turned back and looked at the man who had just re-seated, and ended Chen Xin's classical imagination with three words: "Your uncle, you look so ugly." ”

Su felt that she had to remind herself that she couldn't fall asleep anymore, otherwise it would definitely be a nightmare.

"I want to tell you something, I'm ready to go back to work."

"Ah, go to work?"

"I mean, in the Dongcheng branch, Shenghu, I won't go to your company for the time being, but if you need help, you can just ask."

"As soon as you say this, it makes the two of us so strange, really, Su is, do you think that coming to my company, as if you want to recognize our foreign relations, puts pressure on you, if so, then I can understand, but if you insist on returning to the original company, I don't agree."

"I know what you're worried about, I'm in the Dongcheng branch, and I'm not going back to Haicheng. In the meantime, I want you to give me some time to think about our relationship. ”

"It seems that I really can't take you out on a trip, and as soon as I come back, I will make so many decisions."

"Next time, when the mood is buffered, I will definitely go out with you, no matter what kind of relationship we have at that time, maybe friends can play together, right?"

"I can't refute your words, Sue is, I can only wait quietly for your arrival." Shenghu handed over a piece of bread, Su didn't want to eat it, and put it down again, "However, you still have to pay attention to your body." ”

"I know I'm probably just thinking too much, and if I have a job, I'll just be busy. Also, I may not go back to live with you, and the company should have dormitory arrangements. ”

As soon as Shenghu wanted to open his mouth, Su Shi rushed to the front and said, "Living there, I can't think about our relationship well, it's unfair to me, don't let me bear it with kindness?" You know me. ”

"I'd rather not understand you, in that way, I can be selfish, the honeymoon trip I thought was gone, this time out, I didn't cure you, on the contrary, it seems that I found that you are more sick."

"What do you say, I'm not sick, it's just a little stressful and I have a few nightmares."

"In addition to the physical re-examination, do you want to see a psychiatrist?"

"What do you say, this girl is good, really, not to mention that I have studied psychology myself, and I know it in my heart."

"The more you are like this, the more I feel that you have not let go of your heart. It's all because I didn't handle it properly, otherwise she wouldn't have looked for you and left you with such a big psychological shadow. ”

"Say, look forward, don't go back to the old things."

"Okay."

"I'm still going to accompany you to the hospital that Wednesday."

"I know, I know, I find that you are getting more and more verbose."

"Yes, it's easy to be like this when you're old, so don't make me wait too long, or I'll forget you when I'm old."

"Well, try to tell you my decision before you forget me, I tell you."