Chapter 230: Growth
"Guess who I am!" As soon as he pressed the answer button, a bright and bright female voice came from his ears, this familiar voice, Xia Yan instantly thought of its owner.
"Nanxiang Yunzi?" After asking, he took his mobile phone and looked at it, and the number displayed on the screen belonged to City A.
Isn't she in Japan, how could she be?
Nanxiang Yunzi has a straightforward temperament, and he is too lazy to sell Guanzi, and happily explains: "It's me, it's me, I'm coming to China again!" Is there time to come out and get together? ”
She was very happy, Xia Yan could still hear her voice, did this prove that even if he didn't like him, he didn't forget her?
The more I thought about it, the happier I became, but I didn't get Xia Yan's answer, so I pouted: "Xia Yan? Can you hear ME? ”
Xia Yan came back to his senses and said lightly: "Well, where are you, I'll pick you up." ”
After all, he came from other countries thousands of miles away, not to mention, as far as those things were concerned, she didn't feel sorry for him. On the contrary, it was he who kept breaking her heart.
Nanxiang Yunzi reported an address, and after hanging up the phone, he waited for him in the same place with joy.
It's great to see him again.
Nanxiang Yunzi couldn't help but think of what happened after returning to China, she thought she could let go completely, but after going back, she found that her feelings for Xia Yan were not deep, but they had already entered the bone marrow.
She remembered that in a famous Chinese book "Three Kingdoms", it was written that Guan Yu scraped bones to cure poison, and it would be nice if this kind of poison could be scraped off.
Every day at home, she never forgot Xia Yan, so after a serious conversation with Nanxiang Junye all night, she finally decided that she still wanted to come back, what if there was no result, as long as she could stay by his side and accompany him silently, even as a friend, she was willing.
She thought about it, it didn't matter if Xia Yan still didn't like her, when he had his own happiness, she left silently, didn't bother him, and sincerely blessed him.
I once saw a sentence that like is possession, and love is letting go, which is probably what it means.
She mustered up the courage to tell Nanxiang Junye these words, thinking that he would decisively refuse, but she didn't expect that he was silent for a moment, and then said very seriously: "Yunzi, brother congratulates you first, you have really grown up." I can't say what's best for you, but I'm glad you can think so. In the past, my brother always wanted to restrain you, because he thought you were still young and many of your thoughts were immature. But from now on, my brother won't be like that again. Let it go, do what you want to do, even if you cry in pain, there is still a brother's arms waiting for you. ”
The next day, Nanxiang Yunzi stepped on a plane to China.
The thoughts gradually faded, and there was always a smile on the corner of Nanxiang Yunzi's mouth, which was really good.
China, I'm coming; Xia Yan, I'm here......
Nanxiang Yunzi was sitting under the open-air café, and she noticed the moment Xia Yan's figure appeared, stood up suddenly, and waved her hands at him excitedly.
Her movements were too large, and it was difficult for Xia Yan not to notice her, so he nodded and walked over to this side.
And Nanxiang Yunzi gradually calmed down, looking at the figure of himself and his thoughts, he suddenly had an urge to cry.
Finally saw it, what should I say in the first sentence, in the short time that Xia Yan came over, Nanxiang Yunzi thought a lot in his heart, and also thought of many lines that he should say.
But when Xia Yan walked in front of her, she couldn't say a word, she only stared at him without blinking, and some crystal clear liquid gradually appeared in her eyes.
"Hah, hello!"
Probably realizing that such a silence would make him a little embarrassed, Nanxiang Yunzi suddenly spoke, but he only said these two words, and he still stammered.
After realizing what she had said, she was embarrassed to find a hole in the ground to get into.
It's really embarrassing, Nanxiang Yunzi, I haven't seen you for so long, shouldn't you give Xia Yan a feeling that you have grown?
Hello, just laugh, and stammer, for fear that others won't know that you're nervous!
Nanxiang Yunzi blamed herself in her heart, her head hung low, and the facial features on her little face were almost tangled.
"Well, let's go." However, Xia Yan didn't notice Nanxiang Yunzi's tangled little emotions at all, his voice was still low, and he turned around and left first.
Nanxiang Yunzi raised his head, and all he saw was his back. She hadn't been carried away by the joy yet, and naturally sensed Xia Yan's depression.
What's going on?
And just when I looked closer, I found that he had lost a lot of weight, and his face was not good-looking.
There were many speculations in my heart, and finally they all turned into worries about him, so I trotted to follow.
Along the way, Nanxiang Yunzi looked up at him cautiously, wanting to ask something but not daring to ask.
When he stopped the car, Xia Yan finally realized this, and asked puzzledly, "What's wrong?" ”
Nanxiang Yunzi bit her lip and thought for a while before asking, "Did you encounter something unhappy?" Or is it something else? ”
She stared at Natsuhiko's face tightly, not letting go of any expression on his face. She found that after asking this sentence, Xia Yan's face sank a little more.
Nanxiang Yunzi immediately said nervously: "Don't get me wrong, I'm just, just looking at you like this, I'm worried about you, if you don't want to say it, you can not say it!" ”
She looked at Xia Yan very seriously, looking like she was afraid that he would be unhappy.
Xia Yan sighed, and finally shook his head: "Forget it, find a quiet place!" ”
As he spoke, he turned around and continued to stop the car, but Nanxiang Yunzi was still chewing on the meaning of his words. Looking for a quieter place? Did he mean that he wanted to tell her what was on his mind?
Xia Yan took her to the beach, in addition to the bustling city, the sea view of City A is also famous throughout the country. It's just that no matter what time it is, there are a lot of people going there, and Nanxiang Yunzi wants to ask, is it a quiet place?
But when she got there, Xia Yan took her to a place in a hurry, Nanxiang Yunzi really didn't expect that he would be able to find such a place.
"Wow, it's so beautiful here!"
She closed her eyes and sighed heartily. Indeed, more and more people are visiting the beach now, and every time I look at those beautiful and quiet sea views, I will yearn for them, but after I go, I only see a sea of people.
Xia Yan opened two cans of beer, handed Nanxiang Yunzi a can, and then sat on a stone casually and drank it by himself.
Although it was not good to drink, Nanxiang Yunzi still closed his eyes and took a sip, and then followed Xia Yan's example.
"That day, her sister asked me out and gave me a suggestion." Xia Yan took a sip of wine as soon as he said it, and the whole person looked extremely depressed in the night.
Looking at Xia Yan like this, Nanxiang Yunzi was very distressed, as if he was going to hug him. But she also knew that what Xia Yan wanted was not her embrace, and all she could do was to stay here, accompany him quietly, and be a silent listener.
Next, Xia Yan told Nanxiang Yunzi all the ins and outs of that night. He doesn't know what he thinks, according to his character, such a thing, he will only keep it in his heart, not to mention, the object of the complaint is Nanxiang Yunzi.
And after listening, Nanxiang Yunzi couldn't say a word about herself, she only knew that Gu Qiqi had a great influence on Xia Yan, but she didn't expect that in just a few months, Xia Yan would completely change.
She had also seen his paranoia about Gu Qiqi before, but she really didn't expect that the paranoia would reach such a point.
To be honest, such a Xia Yan made her feel strange.
And Xia Yan just wanted to say this, as if this could relieve the anxiety and confusion in his heart.
After drinking the last sip of wine, Xia Yan stood up, his expression was much more relaxed than before: "Let's go, it's not too early." ”
Nanxiang Yunzi bit her lip and looked at him, she wanted to say something, she felt that there were many words in her heart, but she didn't know how to say it.
Until the end of the day, she couldn't say anything.
……
Xia's mother came home from the morning exercise in the park, but saw Xia Yan who was going downstairs in home clothes, and couldn't help but glance at the calendar, and then wondered: "Are you not going to the hospital today?" ”
Why are you still at home?
"I was a little tired, so I took a few days off." Xia Yan said lightly, walked to the table and drank water.
Xia's mother felt strange in her heart, she knew her son, and she used to stay up several nights and still have to go to the hospital. Why do you suddenly say that you are tired?
However, Xia Yan didn't look unusual, so she didn't ask any more.
But after breakfast, I received a call from Professor Cao: "Mrs. Xia, do you have time to talk now?" ”
Xia Mu knew him, and she had heard Xia Yan mention it many times before, so she naturally knew his kindness to Xia Yan, so she spoke to him in a very polite tone: "Professor Cao, if you have time and time, you can say it." ”
Professor Cao coughed lightly twice, and then sighed: "It stands to reason that this kind of thing shouldn't bother you, but this matter does make me more anxious, and I still want to ask you." ”
When he said this, Xia Mu was even more curious, what was the matter, and Professor Cao wanted to stop talking like this?
"Professor, tell me quickly, as long as I know, I will tell you everything." Xia Mu asked a little anxiously.
"That's right, in the past two days, I found that Xia Yan's child seems to have something on his mind, and he is always in a state of mind. You're his mother, is there something big going on in the family? ”
Event?
"Nope!" Xia Mu twisted her eyebrows, always feeling as if she had thought of something in her heart.
"That might be something else, Mrs. Xia, I'm sorry I let him go home and rest for two days, I hope you won't think about it too much, I really value this kid, I just want him to adjust and come back again." After all, human lives are at stake. ”