These eyes were very similar to Gu Qiqi's, the shape was almost identical, and the painful emotions in her eyes also reminded him of Gu Qiqi.

"Doctor Xia?" The nurse on the side called him several times, and looked at each other with some confusion. For a long time, Xia Yan has been the male god of the hospital, not only because he is handsome, but also because he is serious and meticulous in his work.

As we all know, doctors are the most serious profession, because on the operating table, the slightest carelessness can lead to the loss of a life.

Although Xia Yan is not young, he has already performed many important surgeries, and the results have been successful every time.

It's the first time the nurse has seen him on the operating table!

Xia Yan came back to his senses, and he also knew how irresponsible it was to be distracted at this time, so he quickly shook his head vigorously, forcing himself not to think about anything else.

But it had no effect at all, just after concentrating for a moment, as soon as he saw that woman's eyes, he couldn't help but think of Gu Qiqi. Thinking of all the things that happened that night, he sometimes wondered, if he had followed Gu Feifei's arrangement that night, would the situation between him and Gu Qiqi not be like this now?

In fact, even if she hates him, it's better than this, and he doesn't even dare to go to her. I don't know how she thinks of herself now, Gu Feifei drugged her that night, Gu Qiqi would definitely be able to detect it.

Because of Gu Feifei, he fled in the wilderness, and when he remembered to go back to look for it, he found that Gu Qiqi was gone. I found the waitress and asked, and was told that she had been taken away by a man.

At first, he was still very frightened, afraid that something would happen to Gu Qiqi, but after listening to the waiter's description, he calmed down. But what followed was a lingering loss and unwillingness.

It seems that in the dark, he and Gu Qiqi are just a little bit behind, but just that little bit, he can't catch up.

"Pliers." Forcing himself to get out of his thoughts, Xia Yan's forehead was already full of fine beads of sweat.

For some reason, the surgery took much longer than planned, almost half the time.

Seeing the increasingly painful expression on the patient's face, Xia Yan felt that he couldn't hold on anymore, and as soon as he saw the woman's face, he thought of Gu Qiqi.

Even if reason has said it many times, this is not Gu Qiqi, but it has no effect at all.

The door of the operating room quietly opened, and it was Xia Yan's mentor when he first entered the hospital, guiding him a lot, and at the same time placing high hopes on him. His reputation in the hospital was so high that there was hardly anyone who didn't know him.

The first to notice him was the nearest nurse, who nodded at him and didn't make a sound, because Xia Yan was undergoing surgery, and if he made a noise at this moment, it would definitely affect him.

The older tutor bowed his head slightly and approached silently. He deliberately paid attention to every operation of Xia Yan, because in his opinion, this young man really has the talent to be a doctor, and if he is trained well, he will definitely be able to make a lot of contributions to the medical profession in the future.

Xia Yan has not disappointed him before, every operation is excellent, but this time, it is obviously not an incurable disease, and he has encountered this situation before, but the time has greatly exceeded.

Seeing that the family members waiting outside began to be unable to sit still, he had to change into a sterile suit and come in to see what was going on.

But at this look, the tutor's eyes instantly widened in shock, and the patient's wound was bleeding profusely! And when he raised his eyes to look at Xia Yan, he was still unaware. The hands are making mechanical movements, and although the eyes are looking at the wound, they have no look at them at all.

"Stop the bleeding!" Seeing that he still didn't respond, the tutor hurriedly reminded him.

Xia Yan was startled by his sudden voice, his hand couldn't help shaking, and after seeing his mentor's angry face, he immediately came back to his senses and continued the operation seriously.

Because there was always a mentor by his side, the surgery was completed quickly.

"The patient is out of danger, and you will be able to go in and see her when she is transferred to the general ward." The door of the operating room opened, and Xia Yan said tiredly.

The patient's family has been waiting for a long, long time, and their hearts have been hanging, and when they heard him say this, they immediately breathed a sigh of relief: "Great, great, thank you doctor, you are really the reincarnation of the Bodhisattva, thank you so much!" ”

Listening to the grateful words of the patient's family, Xia Yan only felt extremely ashamed in his heart. They don't know that if the mentor hadn't been there, maybe there would have been a medical accident inside, and their relatives might have been lying down forever.

Thinking of this possibility, Xia Yan's face turned white inch by inch, and he was silent for a while.

Soon, an old voice came from behind him, revealing a deep displeasure: "You come with me." ”

Xia Yan knew that there would be such a moment, so he followed silently.

"Say, what were you thinking?" The instructor wears glasses, and a sharp light is reflected behind the lenses.

Xia Yan also knew that it was his own fault, so he just lowered his head and said: "It was my own reason just now, I almost made a big mistake, thank you Professor Cao, this situation will definitely not happen again in the future." ”

However, the master's complexion did not ease in the slightest, and his thin face was stiff: "Later? Xia Yan, from the first day you entered the hospital, I told you that what our doctors hold in their hands is the patient's life, and we can't make a little mistake, we must do our best every time! ”

Xia Yan naturally remembers that the profession of doctor is also what he has longed for since he was a child, and the feeling that he can prolong the lives of others really makes him love this identity more and more.

But today, he did almost lose a fresh life because of his own personal affairs.

In any case, this is unforgivable.

"I don't care what happened to you, but I tell you, you can have a lot of thoughts in normal times, but once you enter that room, you must cheer me up and not slack off at all!"

When he is old, he will retire next month, and he will no longer be able to enter the operating room, so he can only make a name in the hospital. Xia Yan was a young man he was optimistic about, but he didn't expect this to happen at this juncture.

How could he be reassured?

"Professor Cao, I understand, it really won't be in the future." Natsuhiko assured him.

Professor Cao was not only his boss in the hospital, but also his mentor when he was a graduate student, and he also understood his character, and the more severe he said, the higher his expectations were.

The tutor nodded, everything that should be said was said, he believed that Xia Yan could understand what he meant, and there was no point in saying more.

But after thinking about it, he made a decision: "I just asked other doctors and nurses, and they said that you have been in this state for the past few days. I think it must be that something is really going on, and since it's your private business, then I'll give you time to deal with it. ”

In Xia Yan's slightly puzzled eyes, Professor Cao explained: "I don't feel at ease in your state, I will give you a week to adjust and come to the hospital again." ”

"Professor Cao......" Xia Yan wanted to say something, but was interrupted as soon as he spoke.

"That's it, I'm leaving."

also understood his unconventional temperament, Xia Yan moved his lips and didn't say anything more.

In fact, if you think about it, it's okay, his mind is still full of Gu Qiqi, if he enters the operating room again, he can't guarantee that something like this will happen today.

Taking off his white coat, Xia Yan did not go home, but walked aimlessly along the street. He really wanted to see Gu Qiqi, but he found that there was an emotion called fear in his heart.

It's contradictory, I want to see her, but I'm afraid to see her.

But when he looked up, he found that he had actually walked to the door of Gu Feifei's hospital.

If he found out at this time, his mind was restless, not only because of Gu Qiqi, but also because of Gu Feifei.

He had seen how much blood she had shed that night, and he had not stopped when he left. Later, he sent someone over, and the person who sent there only said that Gu Feifei had just been taken to the hospital.

Reassured and worried at the same time, how is Gu Feifei's injury? Although he had sent someone to destroy the surveillance there, there was no impermeable wall in the world, and it was not impossible for someone to find him if he wanted to investigate.

Either way, let's go check on her first!

Xia Yan walked in and asked Gu Feifei's ward number at the front desk, and when he was about to go over, he saw Gu Qiqi walking out!

She was carrying a food box in her hand, looking a little tired, how could she lose so much weight in just a few days?

Xia Yan was very distressed to see it, but he could only hide in the corner and watch, unable to do anything.

No, not only couldn't he do it, he didn't even have the courage to come up and talk to her. Xia Yan, you're a wreck!

After Gu Qiqi left, Xia Yan didn't go up again, because he was afraid that Gu Qiqi would come back, so he left in a hurry.

Walking in a trance, the movements under his feet were also mechanical, and suddenly, someone touched his shoulder.

When I looked up, I saw a completely strange person: "Your phone is ringing." ”

In this way, Xia Yan suddenly came back to his senses, and it turned out that the familiar voice that had just echoed in his ears was his mobile phone ringtone!

"Thank you!" Xia Yan tugged at the corners of his mouth and thanked him, and then left in a hurry.

And the person who reminded him stood there, and looked at him a little strangely, he was not deaf, why didn't he hear the phone ringing for so long?

Xia Yan took out his mobile phone, looked at the unfamiliar number on it, and couldn't help but twist his eyebrows. His job is good and his personal account is separated, who will call?