I don't know what Lin Ran thinks, I can't figure out her thoughts at all, I can't even guess it at all,

I didn't know how to answer her, and I didn't know what to say to her.

So, when she had finished saying that, she was silent,

I still chose to be silent,

I suddenly discovered that silence is a good way to escape,

We were silent with each other for a long time before Lin Ran spoke, "Wang Yue, it seems that you and I really have nothing to say."

"No, didn't you say, you're going to tell me, let me listen"

"Hehe, that's still nothing." followed Lin Ran and continued, "If you really don't have anything to say, you can hang up the phone now." ”

I sighed, put my finger on the hang up button, put it for a long time, after all, I didn't make up my mind, I really wanted to live a very depressed life, but, I don't know why, I still can't hang up the phone decisively,

After another half a minute, Lin Ran's laughter came from the other side of the phone, and he was a little sad, "It's been so long, it's still like that, when can you learn to be more decisive." ”

I sighed, "Don't do that, okay." ”

"Yes, okay."

I paused for a moment, I don't know why Lin Ran suddenly said this,

Then Lin Ran smiled, "Liuliu, then I'll start talking, you listen to me, these are the words I've been thinking about for a long, long time, so I've saved up and told you together, I can't always contact you." ”

"Liuliu, I just found out that I always thought that I was very happy, I always thought that with the passage of time, everything could be dull, but I was wrong, and it was very serious, very outrageous,

"Liuliu, I just found out that you were really good to me, but I am always willful, you can tolerate my little temperament so much, it is really difficult for a second person to do it."

"Liuliu, I just found out that everything is lost after it is lost, and I will know how to cherish it, if I am given another chance, I will not let go easily, then Xiyu will not have a chance, isn't it, in the end, she is a third party, that's all, why should I give it to her."

"Liuliu, I just found out that you can forget a person so quickly, forget a person who has been with you for so many years, you can be so ruthless, you can forget me so completely, for so long, you haven't even made a phone call, can't you be friends after breaking up?"

"Liuliu, I just found out that you are not good at all, you always like to deceive people, you always like to give promises to others casually, and then when others expect you to fulfill your promises, you don't know what you promised others, you are a very selfish person who treats feelings, and you are very happy and sad to be your woman."

"Liuliu, I just found out that I don't love you at all now, I hate you, but I hate you for no reason, but no matter what I do now, I will think of you first, for so many years, the damage you have caused to me is irreparable, but you are so happy, what do you say I should do."

"Liuliu, I just found out, you are now rolling up to me, you don't even have the heart to speak, is it true, there is nothing to tell me, except for your sentence, how are you doing recently, how am I doing, do you need me to tell you, don't you know how to read it yourself, don't always say some rambling nonsense, if there is really nothing to tell me, then you can just hang up the phone, isn't it."

I don't know how to answer her, just in a daze,

After being silent like this for a long time, Lin Ran smiled, "Liuliu, it seems that there is really nothing to say." ”

"Liuliu, I'm asking you the last word, you answer me, and then I hang up the phone, okay, I'm just bored, just give you a call, and I don't mean anything else."

"Okay, you can make a noise and let me know that you're not dead, okay?"

I sighed, "Say it." ”

Lin Ran smiled, "I want everything I give to Xiyu, I want everything that belongs to me, okay." ”

I paused for a moment, but still didn't speak,

Lin Ran waited for a while, and then said with a smile, "I said it casually, don't take it seriously, good night." Then, Lin Ran hung up the phone,

I looked at the phone and listened to the "Didi" ringing on the phone.

Somewhat confused,

I took out a cigarette, lit it myself, and leaned back on the bedside, very confused,

Then, my phone vibrated a little,

I opened it and it turned out to be a text message,

It was Lin Ranfa,

Sixty-six,

Once upon a time, you were obedient to me, and you didn't say anything,

Now you have been silent and have nothing to say to me,

These are your pale vows,

yes,

I'll call you today,

There is only one purpose,

I don't want you to forget me so soon,

That's all,

I looked at the text messages, in a daze,

I thought about it a lot, and Lin Ran's figure always lingered in my mind.

After so many years, to be honest, I really can't forget, I originally thought I could forget, I was so heartless, I originally thought I had forgotten, who knows,

I'm still uncomfortable, and it's very uncomfortable,

I hope Lin Ran is doing well,

I don't know if I still love her,

I just know that I have to treat Xiao Xiyu well, don't toss around anymore, fool around,

In my life, I will never meet a girl who is as good to me as Xi Yu,

It's very good,

Family,

Personality is good,

also sensible,

also persistent,

I'm supposed to be satisfied, shouldn't I?

My head hurts a little, and the more I think about it, the more it hurts.

I held my head, not knowing what to do,

Started rolling in bed, smoking,

A box of cigarettes, an hour, is finished,

I wanted to drink, went to the door and got a few bottles,

came back and drank a few sips, and then my stomach started to hurt again,

Ran to the toilet and threw up again,

It's very uncomfortable,

Tossing and turning all night, I don't know when I fell asleep,

I just know that when I fell asleep, tears flowed from the corners of my eyes,

I don't know why I'm crying,

I just know that I am very uncomfortable,

Suddenly, I missed Lin Ran very much,

It's just that I still haven't dialed the phone, I hold my head, all night, I don't know how I spent it,

When I opened my eyes, it was noon.

I sat up, leaned on the head of the bed, I didn't have a good rest at night, the quality of sleep was not good, it was indeed a very, very disgusting thing, my head hurt a little,

I looked at the ceiling, took a deep breath, changed my hand, took out the cigarette, lit it, took a few puffs, and felt a little stuffy in my chest,

He shook his head vigorously, so that he no longer thought about Lin Ran,

But I don't know why, the shadow in my mind always lingers,

In fact, the best way to forget one person is to immediately like another person.

I'm a person who likes a person easily and forgets a person easily,

So, there are many, many, many passers-by in my life,

But now, why, I can't do it,

Thinking about it and having a little headache,

I took out my phone and looked at the text message that Lin Ran sent me,

It's noisy outside, and I don't know what they're doing, but there's nothing new.

I just know that we should have a holiday, and we don't have to go to school, Brother Zhen really didn't say that we don't go to clean, in fact, what he meant was to tell us not to go, save it and help him, everyone understands,

The atmosphere of the New Year is very warm,

Our days are also very dull, the old lady urged me several times, to let me go home early, I naturally told the old lady to make up the class to 28, 29 can go home, just over the New Year 30,

The old man only gave me two words for my excuse: "bullshit." ”

Lin Ran's question didn't make me struggle for long, when I saw Xiao Xiyu at noon that day, I forgot everything that should have been forgotten, after all, the past, is the past,

There's nothing you can't get by, it's just that you can't go back,

I have always believed that as a man, since he has chosen, he has to be responsible for his own choice.

Although I am often not responsible, but I am definitely a super pure man,

I despise myself, too,

No way,

I've had a lot of fun with Xiao Xiyu these days.,Sunset seems to have recovered from the factory direct sales.,Door-to-door service.,I've forgotten to ask me to copy things for him.,And then check my notes.,It's more of that mantra "Give me nonsense again.,I'll go to school and torture you.。 ”

"Uncle, we're on vacation."

"Give me nonsense again, I'll go to Chenyang's house and torture you."

"Uncle, I'm home."

"Give me again, and I won't believe you won't come back."

I once deeply analyzed the reason why Sunset always wanted to torture me, and then I was broken by Xiyu's words,

"Sunset is a very smart person, he is now a soldier, but he can't catch thieves, because he drinks and eats with thieves every day, if he meets a thief he doesn't know, although he doesn't say it, but he certainly can't desperately catch thieves, if a soldier takes a torturer to catch a thief, if the thief is in a hurry, shoot a soldier, how unlucky, Sunset has no sense of justice, and he definitely doesn't want to be a martyr, but he is at least a policeman, a servant of the people, thinking about it, making trouble or an undercover agent, En, It's like the Infernal Affairs when it was first fired, but he can't take a torture to the road to torture the people at every turn, so he can only torture you."

I listened to Xiyu touch his chin, and when he talked to me thoughtfully, I almost died of laughter,

Xiyu sat next to me, one hand covered the quilt on his chest, and the other hand punched me, "What are you laughing at?" ”

"It's okay, it's okay, it's just that I'm also a member of the people, why does he want to torture me at every turn."

"Because you are his brother-in-law, he likes you"

"I don't like men."

"When I say like, it's not that like."

"I thought you were talking about that like."

"Wang Baliu'er, when did the old lady say that,"

"You scold me again."

"Wang Eighty-six."

followed me and turned over, and pressed Xiyu under him, "On the bed, dare to cross with me." ”

"Get out, you eight or six sons."

"Dare to scold."

then

Passion is unlimited,