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I talked to him a lot. -

The first time I mentioned his work to me, I gradually got to know him and his equals, his boss, and the focus of his current report, I asked from the perspective of a woman's intuition: "Do you always have children?" "Yes. Why do you ask this? I smiled and said, "From the perspective of filial piety to the leader, you say it's not easy to find, but in fact, I think it's quite easy to find." After thinking about it, he patted me on the head and said, "Clever." ”

L said he wanted to change cars recently. I didn't study cars, so he turned on his phone and showed me pictures and asked me to pick the one I liked the most, as if he was choosing a car for me. I deliberately made it bad, and picked him either a Bentley or a Ferrari, and L said angrily: "You can't be normal, wouldn't I be asking for trouble if I drive out such a stylish car?" Look at BMW, Audi or something! I said, "I love SUVs." l was pleasantly surprised: "The hero sees the same thing, and the SUV is also more suitable for car shock." "Get out! Who is the same as you! ”

The hotel with a sea view had a large bathtub in which L and I sat facing each other and continued to chat.

"I think I'm in decent shape, right?" I say.

L looked up at me and said, "It's okay." ”

I flew up in the water and kicked over: "You can't speak?" ”

"It's too good!" l immediately changed his tune.

I'm always a little inferior in front of L, and I don't know where he likes me.

"The money in this hotel's VIP card is almost insufficient," I asked while rubbing his calf, "I charged 5,000 before, 500 for the hourly room, and 1,000 for the overnight stay, and it was gone after a few stays, it's too expensive!" And it's not easy to come from your company, and there is not even a place to eat around. Otherwise, let's change to a cheaper one next time, I remember seeing a hotel in two or so stations near your company, it looks very clean, the key is that the location is partial, there are not many people, and it is safe. ”

l squinted at me and said, "Good wife and mother." ”

My face turned red.

For some reason, I suddenly remembered what Xiao M laughed at me a long time ago: "The girl saves money for the guests, and it's you?" "I was so angry that I ran to hit her.

When he saw that I was no longer talking, he sat up and hugged me.

I put my arm on his shoulders and said silently, "I think I'm good to you." ”

l nodded.

"I've never been so nice to anyone." I started talking nonsense, but I pretended to be real.

"Me too." l Don't be fooled.

Then we brought up the topic of how many lovers L had before, and I believe that what L told me was.

"Do you really like me?" I think my question is boring.

Of course it is.

But then I said inexplicably: "Then don't make me sad." ”

l listened to nonsense, and there was no stubble. I know if I am unconsciously repeating the words of that night&mdah;or I want him to hear it clearly&mdah;I silently "hypnotize" him in front of the sleeping L's face that night, almost crying&mdah;Recently, I have often had the urge to cry at certain moments with L, whether I am moved by him or pity myself, or if I know that this beautiful time will become a memory. I don't know what I'm worried about, but I have a bad feeling about our future.

After being silent for a while, L asked, "What do you think?" ”

I looked down at him and replied, "I wonder how we're going to break up in the future." ”

"You're thinking too much!" l Interrupt me.

I changed my words, looked at his face and said with a wicked smile: "This guest officer, if you have any comments or suggestions, please put them forward now, so that the slave can improve them in time." ”

l Sure enough, there is an opinion.

"I've been wondering how to say this...... "I think maybe I have some problems with communication myself, and I ...... about communication."

I opened my eyes wide: "Pick the key one, hurry up!" ”

"Uh......" L said, "When the atmosphere was good, you suddenly said that you wanted me to compensate you or something...... It felt weird all of a sudden. You know, I'm not going to treat you badly...... I don't know if there's something wrong with my communication. ”

My brain raced and digested his language, to the effect that: Actually, I am very generous, I will give you a gift, but can you not take the initiative to open your mouth and ask for it? Do you have to be in bed?

I gave him a punch: "Who scarces your stuff!" I've been with me for so long, I don't know I don't have any material desires? The compensation I want can also be mental, like you take me on a trip......"

When he heard about traveling, his eyes lit up: "It's a pity that I don't have time." ”

"One day is fine." I slouched on his chest, "Okay, then I won't mention it later, okay." ”

"What do you want from me?" l asked.

I kind of couldn't believe my ears. Is this what the machismo l said?

I straightened up and looked down at his face, the facial features of a beautiful mature man. I said, "Don't fail to reply to my messages. ”

"I'll go back when I can. Sometimes it's busy......"

"Then you're going to get me back to work! I won't harass you. I said, "I think I'm reasonable, right?" ”

l nodded again.

"Then don't lie to me in the future. Anything to say, I'm okay with it. "I declare firmly. Another sense of prophecy struck, and I felt like Dong Cunrui who was about to blow up the bunker.

"Okay." l Seriously committed.

I pounced on him and kissed L. We kissed more that night than the previous meetings combined, and I just wanted to kiss him for no reason, and L responded positively.

That day, L kept kissing me along the hair, and I couldn't stop it, the key was that I hadn't taken a shower yet.

I asked him, "What else do you want to learn from TV?" Hang me up and beat? L said, "You can consider ......" "You get out!" "I still want to drip wax......" "Goodbye!"

Before leaving, L said that he couldn't drive me home today, and gave me 200 yuan to take a taxi back by himself. "That's a lot." Laugh at me: "How much more?" "I felt like I was a bit stupid, so I shut up and took the money.

In the evening, he called me and asked if I was home, and I said that my legs were weak, and he comforted me: "Go to bed early." "I'm depressed, and I'm going to be so comforting to the best of all. Actually, I should be content: l is such a stinky person, it's good to be like this. I still kept my sanity and knew what it meant to be relaxed: "Let you take a month's vacation, recharge your energy, and wait for me to come back next month to spoil you." ”

l also did not argue. I noticed dark circles under his eyes that night and knew he had been tired lately.

The next morning, I couldn't help but complain to L, but he didn't respond.

After talking for a long time, I still don't reply if I don't reply!

But I wasn't angry. Because I know I'm challenging the rules I've set.

What I had a bad feeling was the rise in this desire to control. I want L to care more about me, but it's actually a reflection that I started to care about him. I have always told myself to do not disturb each other in life, so that we can have a free and easy relationship, but people's desires will cross the line if they are not careful, and I want to get more time, in addition to the time together, there is also time not to be together. This is a dangerous game, you may not lose it if you get it, and it will make the other party very annoying to you. The subtle game of cat and mouse, catching a heart in the wind, is not so easy.

Immoral love is a contest between selfishness and selflessness. This is where the source of all humility begins.

When I realized this, I was smart enough not to harass L.

I still have to have my own life, a life that has nothing to do with L. It's a safety island. In the foreseeable storms of the future, there must be a large and stable rear for me to flee.

It is also based on this consideration that I took the initiative to maintain the network of my classmates in the MBA class, and announced to those more serious classmates that I was single to be pursued. It feels like a big sale, but the ad still has to be on it.

During this period, I packed up my belongings, went to activities with my classmates, and attended Xiao M's wedding banquet.